Still insist

Hastily, stumbled, has been through fourteen years. This road left my childhood footprints, happy and sad. Standing at the fork of life, I have had a few embarrassments about the future, and there have been embarrassment. But no matter what, I still insist, because I believe that giving up must fail!

The country has excellent performance and has been the top few in the class. I thought I could keep it like this forever, but it is not the case. After going to the middle school, the results fell like a waterfall. Again and again, accidents are used to cover up the failure.

The Polaris in the sky is faint, and the little people on the ground are lost.

I don't want to compare with people, but I don't want to fall behind. In the face of these failures, I am at a loss. I don't know why, although I think I have worked hard, I can only cover it up. But at that moment, I can't cover it anymore.

In the last semester, the whole class spent more time studying than in previous years, and achieved excellent results after the final exam. It seems that only me is regressing alone. During the two days of graduation, I first realized the difference between good grades and poor grades. The English and scientific scores of that semester fell especially fast. Last year's major exams, monthly exams, my English scores are fixed between 80 and 85, feeling 90 points of the score line seems to be always on the other side of the universe. In my usual homework, I can also feel deeply that there are more and more difficulties, and learning English is no longer the original spirituality.

The teacher said that the heart of my study was erratic, and my mind was not studying at all. I also invited my parents on that day. I saw my own depravity, saw my own failures, and felt the unprecedented excitement. There is no reason for failure. Failure can only mean that I am not working hard enough. After returning home, I dare not look directly at the eyes of my family, afraid to see disappointment from their eyes. I have analyzed my own failures, I have been confused, but I still don't want to give up.

People always like new things. I also hope that in this new semester, I can tighten my heart, establish my own life goals, and persist in pursuing the hope of one in ten thousand.

Shaoxing County, Shaoxing County, Zhejiang Province, Yangxunqiao Experimental School, 9th Class, Third Day: Green Orange