Just like blue

Are you ok? I heard that you are learning well now, is it stressful? Still just as good as before? Still as fearless as before? Are you ok?

It used to be like a piece of chocolate, the most inferior kind, can't be opened, so that I can't see its heart, and I can't taste it carefully. This kind of emotion can't be said, I don't know if you don't understand.

I saw you that day, still so fashionable, still so happy, still so naive. Still the black down jacket, white skin, dry and unkempt hair. You have not changed. She has not changed. And I seem to be older.

Do you have a good friend? It is the kind of friend who can say anything. I have never been. You are so cute, so unique, how can you have no friends? But I asked you, you said, no. I seem to have seen the mourning that I have never seen from your face. Just a trace, flashed past. Then we began to discuss their lives. Life in the middle of the country is full of people of all colors, but it seems that the students in the middle of the country and the small ones in the country are those in my heart, who is the protagonist, who is the female number one, who is the passerby... Who replaced who?

I have never seen anyone quarrel with you before. Is it the same now? Of course, you haven't changed, you have been so easygoing before, so tolerant before! It seems that when I was a child, there was a mischievous little boy who always bullied us. Almost every time you came to teach him, and I always wait for your help.

Do you like blue as before? I used to think that blue is the most ugly color. I don't like the color of publicity. Pink is good. But now, I gradually liked the blue, it made me quiet, let me relax, I think it is pure. And pink, that delicate, suffocating pink makes me sick. I occasionally wear big red clothes.

Do you still like blue? You don't know, my pens, rulers, cups are all blue.

How are you, my former friend?

Third day: town