Preschool teacher's application for party membership

Dear party organization:
Hello! I am a child born in a common peasant family. Although the family is not very rich, it gives us a positive spirit towards life. It is precisely because parents face the good quality of life that they lead me to a positive attitude towards everything.
Reprinted for more than 20 years, the hard journey. Nowadays, as a kindergarten teacher, I have my own opinions on my career, life, and thoughts, but I never leave the core idea of ​​leadership. Originally, as early as in college, I should go to the party leadership collective to learn and experience.
In terms of work, I have infiltrated the core ideas of the party organization into education and guided young children to feel the tenacity of the party organization. Guide young children to love the motherland, care for others, care for the collective, and be willing to help others, and implement the education of "love", from large to small, and love the world, patriotism, love the nation, love the society, love the school, etc. Small love class, love the collective, love parents, love teachers, love yourself and other effective education.
In terms of interpersonal communication, I have always said in a spirit of convenience. "To give others convenience, it is also convenient for yourself." Sometimes, I will use my own humorous language to infect all the people around me and put my own Happy to share with others. In dealing with people, I am active, friendly, and laughing at others. Face people and things with the qualities of tolerance and modesty.
Perhaps, at the time, I was still ignorant. The whole bloody youth always felt that the top of the head was a day, and the foot was on the ground. Between the heavens and the earth, I was the biggest. Ever since I left the school, I left the organization of the school leaders, left the teachers' teachings, and the initial society, I constantly touched the wall. At the beginning, I didn't know how to reflect and summarize. I always feel that I am not wrong. The wrong person is others. It’s always so unintentional, and always go home to complain that it’s uncomfortable and uncomfortable. Until one time, deep communication with Dad. Dad’s words, constantly echoing in my heart, also made me start to ruminate, explore, and think. I am finally willing to go back and see, reflect and summarize. I began to understand that being a man is really humble. This reminds me of what the school leader said. "Other people will say that you are wrong. They are also teaching you to find the right direction in your mistakes. And internship, saying good is work. It’s not good to hear that you are bothering others. You should always remember the word 'humble'."
When I got the diploma, I found that I didn't have a sense of belonging. Leaving the core idea of ​​leadership, I seem to have lost my way. Today, I wrote this application for joining the party. I sincerely hope that I can learn the correct core ideas of the party under the leadership of the party organization, so that I can get closer to the party organization and let myself think, live, work and interpersonal. There is a qualitative improvement in communication.
In terms of thinking, although I firmly believe that the direction of leadership is correct, I also have my own thoughts. I have often experienced the books and sentiments of thinkers from ancient times to today, and made a qualitative breakthrough in my thoughts, sometimes absorbed, sometimes contrasted, and sometimes reflected. I often carry out effective reflections on myself. At the same time, I hope that under the advanced leadership of the party organization, I will promote a deeper understanding of my own ideological consciousness and hope that I can contribute to the party organization.
Sincerely, salute!