Time will really change people

The middle of the country is really a new beginning, a purification of ideas. Everyone here is unique. Time is a time of isolation, going further and further...

When I entered the middle school, I knew a lot and my cognition was more comprehensive. To be honest, "Before me" and "now me" are totally two people. The former one, I am very proud, very conceited, and I like to "hold the injustice", and every time I will be criticized by the teacher. On the contrary, such a person is the top student in the class, so, the same, every time I will win the prize, every time I will be praised. I am such a very contradictory person.

However, after entering the middle school, in such a new environment, I began to realize that I was not so good, so capable. Every monthly exam is so unsatisfactory. I began to understand convergence and began to become less "glowing". My change was so great that my former "good buddies" were aware of it.

They often ask me in a joke: "There is nothing in the air that hasn't seen you yet! Why, is the courage small?" "Dear, now the tone of the conversation has changed! A dirty word is not said!" "Sister, a good boy in civilization...". There is always one answer I give them: "Maybe! Time will be diluted a lot, including the previous arrogance..."

I remember when I entered the country, the first monthly test almost made me collapse.

The sunset was projected on the playground. Everyone took the lunch box and went to the dining hall. I was alone on the telescopic ladder of the school. I buried my head in my legs, and my shoulders trembled. I can see that This kind of me, really sad. I finally lifted my head up, the glare of the sun like a stick, and it hit me without warning. I looked at the smile on the playground, how bright it was! But it is like satirizing me, laughing at me when I am so embarrassed. Looking at this beautiful sunset, the tears are like broken pearls, falling down drop by drop. Looking back at my own past, I feel so sad. I used to never cry for results. Perhaps, in my own cognition, the word "failure" will never appear on me.

I cried for a long time, and I don’t remember the specific time until now. I was crying tired, then I stood up again and ran around the playground. When I ran halfway, I cried again. I didn’t know if it was too much water on my body, so I had to evaporate. I ran along. With tears on the way, people coming and going are looking at me with a different look. I have always been a self-respecting person. For me, self-esteem is more important than my life. Perhaps, at the time, I It is really sad to take care of the other, just running hard, running hard, running, I can enjoy the thrill of speed, and only in this way, can let the emotions in my body temporarily suppress.

After this incident, my ability to withstand pressure seems to have increased a lot. Every time the monthly test is also so cruel, maybe it has been numb, or it may be used to it. Anyway, the results are for me. It’s not too important.

I changed my own stubborn problem, changed my own arrogance, learned to be open-minded, learned to treat everything calmly, and understood many truths. In fact, the world is not what you lose and you will not live. Going on, it is not only by this matter that you will live very well.

Some people said that I was weak, retreating, and not enterprising. Said that I have changed a lot, not as simple as before. I admit, I have changed, I have changed a lot, I have never known myself, but this is just the way I live. I just want to live a little easier and feel free. I changed, but I maintained my last layer of the bottom line, didn't I? I haven’t gone bad, it’s not ridiculous, but everyone is going to change. In other respects, time is a grinding thing, but it’s not a good result.

Second day: Luo Min