Last request

The cold wind is calling, the lonely heart is crying, the biting wind is roaring, and the regretful heart is receding.

Cloudy, today is cloudy. The chill came to me, I shrank on the sofa, looked at the misty sky outside the window, the cold frozen land, the ruthless wind. This is a cold picture. I thought to myself. Quietly spread the wallet in my hand, a picture that has long been unable to bear the impact of sea water is presented to me. The fingertips stroking it in the photo, it laughs so happy, so happy... tears burst into the dike.

The dust is dusty, the soil is returned to the earth, and it is true that it should not be left! Animals, nature is its home after all.

Ten years ago, I loved the forest.

This should be thanks to my dad, who is an explorer, across seven continents, five oceans; seeing the world's rare animals, touching the mysterious mountains and rivers of the universe. Every time I come back from the expedition, there will be a large group of reporters, readers and other people to visit him. The cover on the magazine will have my dad face every month on average.

As a proud daughter, I naturally want to be like a father, as a prestige explorer, admired by the world! Every time I follow my father to the press conference, my little vanity will be filled. Looking at the tall dad, I feel extremely proud.

Once, Dad was going to the most in the jungle, the precious land of the earth - the Congo forest expedition, because my mother is a university professor, I couldn’t attend the banquet with me at the age of eleven in those days, so I gave it to my father. Let me explore the mystery of nature.

Packing up the bags, we embarked on the road of hardships like thorns.

Dad was afraid that I was tired and changed the original itinerary. The original ten-day adventure trip turned into a five-day adventure, a five-day rest day, and that’s why Dad changed his original plan, the depths of the Adventure Forest, to a chimpanzee tour.

Dad said that chimpanzees are the closest animals to people. They have a very intelligent brain, very powerful hands and feet, so life is no less than human beings... I heard all the idiots, I did not expect a chimpanzee to have such a vast amount of knowledge.

Listening and listening, walking and walking, forgetting the troubles, forgetting the secular, blending with nature. Along the way, I found that even if the trees cover the sun, there is still a star-light shining quietly. Although the moss is covered with the whole grass, it makes people easy to slip, but it has a strange taste, fresh but not The earthy smell of nature is lost, there is a bird's nest in the tree, and there are several small birds in the tree. They sing loudly and accompaniment, and they overlap with the wind and sunshine of nature to form an incredible picture.

"...wait!" Suddenly, Dad stopped.

I naturally stopped, watching my father listen to the West, look left and right, take my hand and go to my direction at ten o'clock. I open my mouth and ask. How do you know that Dad’s eyes clenched my mouth quickly, and when I left my mouth, I immediately took the roller coaster and slid down. Dad smiled at me and came to an empty meadow.

Dad looked around and saw a drop of blood dripping on the lush grass. He left me in the same place, and walked into a pile of grass... Looking at the green grass, I was going to devour the back of my father. I was forced to rush my heart, and my father turned around.

call……

Take a sigh of relief.

Dad's eyes are smiling, and it seems that he is laughing at my fuss, rare and strange, one frog at the bottom. I sat on the floor with anger, and pouted my mouth and made my eyebrows into a figure-eight shape. Dad is coming. I originally intended to ignore him, how do I know...

A group of black lacquered creatures were held in his arms by his father, long black hair, big round eyes, small and tender fingers...

"It's called a chimpanzee. Its mother passed away, leaving it alone." Dad's voice fell from the top and fell into my ears without fail. I looked at it and it looked at me too. It curiously stretched out his fingers to touch my face, and I took a step back. "Don't be afraid." Dad encouraged me. I blinked and stretched my head, and its cute little hand touched my face! I looked up excitedly.

At that time, I seemed to see through the green leaves and saw the vast blue sky like the sea. A basket of dreams began to be woven into a sweater...

We took it home in the Congolese home. Dad gave it to me to raise, because he had no time to take care of the little chimpanzee for a long time, and his mother was most afraid of wild animals, even dare not touch it, let alone raise it? Therefore, the responsibility of caring for the chimpanzee is handed to me.

I take it as "clear", which means that the little chimpanzee understands what I want to pass to it. Although a bit feminine, the chimpanzee still admitted. Every time I called "Bright", it would run to me in front of me. I teach it, I love it, I hurt it. After a few years, it is already my confidant.

Although it does not speak, it will be obedient. I told it that every time you ask someone, you must behave in a humble manner - bend over, put your left hand on your chest, raise your right hand over your head, and lay it flat so that the request will be promised. In fact, I am playing it, this is simply the action of inviting ladies to dance. I thought it didn't understand, but it was snowy and smart. It understood that it would not live to dance with me because it would die, because it would not jump.

I naturally don't rely on it, and ask for it half a mile. But it is like eating an iron scale heart, how to call it or not. Oh, the grown up child is not obedient.

Even so, my feelings with my heart are still strong.

until one day……

Dad is back from the city council. He is full of sorrow and has a clear contrast with the bright and happy. I am happy to play in the afternoon with my will, even though I was fifteen years old, but I still like a child, playing "hiding cats" all day long.

"Rain morning, come here." Dad suddenly called me into the house. Suddenly, I had a bad feeling in my heart. Looking at the intention, it went back to its exclusive room. "Oh." I walked in.

As soon as I sat down, my father spoke seriously. "In the morning, I know that your relationship with the Ming is very good. You also regard it as a confidant, and it has not hurt you." For these, I did not deny, nodded. . My feelings with the clear intentions are that even the saws are sawing and the sea is not light.

"But, after all, people and animals are different, just like men and women, and they are protected animals. You know, everyone thinks that only in the right circumstances, the best thing is to know." Dad stared at me, and his eyes were clear. I know! I have a hunch! They have to take it away... no! No! Uneasy is like cancer cells, slowly spreading in my body. I tried to pretend to look at my father with a puzzled look.

"You are a smart person, you understand." Dad sighed.

"No." I tried to convince myself that it wouldn't, and that it would not be taken away.

"Tomorrow will send people to the unit to send the intention to the zoo." Dad said sadly. Mother patted Dad's shoulder.

A bang! Boil me up! It's all... too sudden! I stared at the room in the clear, it might be... no, I'm sure, it looked at the sky there, it looked at the forest there. Every time at this time, it will definitely sit in front of the window and look at his hometown...

It seems that fog has covered my eyes, and I can't see it.

"Rain morning, listen to me... A few years ago, our adoption of the intention has caused dissatisfaction with the Urban Council. Moreover, the Environmental Protection Organization Center recently saw a picture of your closeness with the intention. They mistakenly thought you..." Dad took a deep breath. Tone. "...using chimpanzees..."

I can't listen anymore! My tears are coming out! I ran back to my room and isolated myself from the inside. why? why? Is there a distance between humans and animals? Is nature not equal?

Crying and crying, I fell asleep. Maybe my heart has already defaulted to the fact that it will leave me, maybe I can hold on. Clearly...sorry...

The next morning, I prepared breakfast for the sake of the usual. The difference is that there are some meats on the weekday fruit breakfast. Although chimpanzees don't eat meat often, they still eat it. I am afraid that it will not be eaten after going to the zoo...

Going downstairs. I tried to squeeze out a smile to it. I want to leave a beautiful image in its heart. I don't want it to think of me, I will remember the face of the weak.

In a short while, the people of the Urban Council came. Ming has not yet eaten. I roared at them, and Dad let them wait until they had enough to eat before they took them away. They compromised. I think if they don't compromise, I will definitely work hard with him! After I have eaten it, I try to put it in a happy tone and tell it that it has to move to a better place. I didn't say it was a zoo, I was afraid it thought I would abandon it.

Shake your head while listening. I am angry, I want it on the truck, even if my heart is already bloody. Shake his head and shake his head and shake his head. I nodded and nodded again! My tears are about to be picked up by me! And sincerely, it has long since shed tears.

I took a deep breath and pretended to be very angry. I was very afraid of what I looked like. Pointing at the truck, I said indifferently, "Go up." Maybe my heart hurts to die... I will say such indifference.

Look at the truck and look at me. Suddenly, it looked at the forest behind the house.

Time is like being frozen by the crystal, what it thinks, I know.

My heart is cold, and as a result, I will never see any more.

Suddenly, it bent down, left hand on the chest, right hand extended... my tears could no longer control! I gently touched the palm of my hand and ran into the room of the clear. I will regret it! I will regret it! My heart is roaring!

It seems that someone is roaring... There seems to be something to be overthrown... I bit my lip tightly, watching the arms of my hometown in the eyes of Ming...

Suddenly, I really regret it.

If you go to the zoo, maybe I can go see it, and now...

The intention is gone. My heart has followed it. At the age of eighteen, I resolutely left the Congo. I am afraid, I am afraid that I will return to the forest... I am afraid, I will ask for a clear return...

So far, I still remember that when my hand touched the palm of his hand, at that moment, my sky lost color and lost the rainbow.

The sound of the wind is bleak... When the lock of the resolute sword eyebrows hangs down, the scorpion that shed tears in the past can no longer hold any color, regret the heart, even if you want to retreat, and then want to hold it, you can’t hold it down... regret, already For the British government in that year, I took my heart and attacked it...

Second day: Rain