I am very happy because I am with you.

I want to tell you: I am very happy because I am with you.

When I saw you for the first time, I was only ten years old. You pity on the ground, kneel down and ask you, are you lost by your master? What responds to me is that your body is huddled and trembling, are you born soon? The fur of your whole body is yellow and black. I think for a while, even though I know that bringing you back will be shackled, but I still pick you up. Sure enough, I was told a meal, but fortunately, you stayed. I rinsed it with warm water, and the golden hair returned to the luster, or it was wet to me. Sitting in the trembling body for an afternoon, I just hope that you can feel warm in my arms.

After a day, you will pick me up at the station in the morning, and when I get off at dusk, I will be in the middle of the country. My important test scores were announced. On that day, the sky was cloudy. I was already sluggish when I saw the results. It seems that every classmate is looking at me with strange eyes and laughing at me. That night, Mom and Dad did not give me any comfort, but kept complaining that I didn't have a good time. Even such an important exam was taken. . . . . . The words of hating iron and not forming steel are stabbed in my proud heart. I hid in the room, but even if I closed my eyes, the tears did not stop, and the harsh words and strange eyes continued to emerge in my mind. The hand slammed his head, and you hid quietly at the bottom of the bed, rubbing my feet, and then licking my tears with my tongue. I cried with you, and you kept sighing, as if I wanted to hold you for the first time, I hope I can feel warm. Happiness may be as simple as that.

It is another day of depression. No, I have never been torn by my teacher. The first time I finished my work at 12 o'clock, I was torn without hesitation! The heart seemed to be pierced by the awl and messed up. At the station, you are lying on the ground, putting your belly up, waiting for me to gently touch your stomach and laugh at you as usual. But I look into your eyes, remembering the eyes I was facing you yesterday, saying that I will be praised for ridiculous words tomorrow. Your big eyes are looking at me, and you are laughing at me now! I hate you, I hate you, and use my strength to kick your stomach. I pick up the water bottle in my hand and force it to you.

A scream of screaming, you ran to the outside with your legs crossed. And I stood still, as if everything that happened just was not what I did. When I realized it, you have already disappeared. Will you forgive me? Am I still only treating you as a puppy that can be used by the owner? No, I didn't mean it. You have to forgive me. I didn't mean it. . It was raining outside, screaming into a concerto, and rushing out to find you, but didn't see you. The next day, I was discouraged that you left me, but you were waiting for me at that station, some dodgy eyes, walking to my side with your legs, have you been waiting for me right? I am stupid, why didn't I think you would wait for me here? "Sorry, don't leave me." Seems to understand my words, you keep glaring at me, like before, licking my tears, like telling me, you won't leave me.

God, if I can, I would rather test me, I would rather be embarrassed by the teacher, I would rather all of them look at me with contempt.

Another important exam, this time I will not fail! I rushed to review after I finished speaking to you. I didn't realize that you were uncomfortable lying on the ground because you were sick - I thought you just wanted to kneel.

After two weeks, I retired from the morning and practiced at night. Finally I took a good grade. However, on the day I got the results, I didn't see you coming to the station to wait for me as usual. Seems to be aware of what, I ran home, watching you close your eyes and kneeling on the ground, some unbelievably touched your nose, dry. Something that wants to make people vomiting is really sick! It must have been raining that day! Hurry to take you to the pet hospital, but I ushered in a red note on the door, saying: "There is a happy family." I don't know where there is a pet hospital. After I panic, I took you home. You didn't know what to vomit. Suddenly, you widened your eyes and stared at me, like the first time we met, licking my face, in my arms. Your body is slowly getting stiff, your eyes are weak and you are closed, leaving only my tears to drop. "I'm sorry. I thought I was busy this time. After I finished the exam, I will take you out to play. I will take you to a big meal. As long as I am busy this time, I will finish the test. Sorry, I am not right, I only think about me. Exam, I only think about my homework, I only think about the strange eyes of those who are in the exam, father and mother, do not remember that you are with me, you give me a chance, I don't want grades! I Don't praise the teacher! I don't want anything, come again, you stay with me!" Like the first time I met, I took you for an afternoon, just hope that you can be in my arms. Warm.

You left, watching the station think of you and me, no matter what the day, even if I lose your temper, it is also happy; sitting in the place where you often squat, think of you and my every day, even if it is dull, It is also happy; sitting in the place where I am holding you for the first time, even if it is just a memory, it is also happy.

You are gone, but I am still happy. Your memories, even with so many regrets, are happy. I want to tell you: I am very happy because I have your presence.

Longhua Middle School, Baoan District, Shenzhen, Guangdong, China