You know that

You know that we can't be together, why do you let me fall in love with you? You win well, beautiful... I know whoever falls in love is destined to lose

You know, we can't be together, why do you let me fall in love with you? I miss you, miss you... I really miss you, sometimes I hate myself, it’s useless, why do you think about it like this. The night is so quiet, so quiet that people can hear the heartbreaking sound. Now I finally understand that some distances are insurmountable. I know that loneliness is omnipresent, so I secretly think about you. "The farthest distance in the world is not between life and death, not between the heavens and the earth, but between us, but you I can't understand how much I love you. I don't know. I really don't know. How many times can a person have true love in his life? Thinking of you, I will not feel lonely and lonely. In my heart, I keep saying that as long as you are happy, I am happy, as long as you live happily! Just don't know how to tell you, I think that you are a beautiful pain when you are in love, just like a dream that can't wake up. It is a kind of temperate and sad heartache. Its cruelty is obvious. It is destined to be unable to be fulfilled. It makes people feel that the pain and despair in their hearts are so helpless. Those who have not experienced it are unable to understand it. I don't know, I don't know, I really don't know how many times a person can love in life, but true love may be only this time. This kind of love is not the right thing to do, nor is it love at first sight. The supreme realm of true love is something that a person may encounter in his life, and may not be encountered. I can't be alone and lonely. I am alone. One person walks slowly, and all kinds of unreasonable sorrow are attacking me. Where is my way out, is it that once I get stuck in a relationship, I can’t get out of it? I do not know why? Why are you falling in love with you? Maybe you really don't need any reason to love someone. I always thought that time can dilute everything. I didn't expect the deeper you miss, but the deeper you love. When you want to forget someone, the more you remember it. Sometimes, I am very eager to find a quiet late night, telling you many sly, lonely, lonely. In the middle of the night, facing the lonely lamp, quietly facing the window, I fell into deep thoughts. At this moment, I am lonely at any time, and there is always a sense of loss in my heart. Years are like extended railroads for people, and there is no possibility of turning back. But now I really don't know how to adjust this pace. Maybe a painful heart should calmly appease. It takes a long time to heal, maybe time will dust everything, life will be full of regrets. Sometimes, some regrets are not a kind of beauty, but this kind of beauty is expensive. Often heartache, and often miss. But it can only be buried deeply in the heart forever. This kind of love is so unforgettable, but it is so painful... I didn’t think about forgetting it, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t get rid of it. Is this all the arrangement of heaven? Still God? Is everything ridiculous? I really want to know why we are not letting us together, but let us meet, know each other, know each other, and... Why is this all? Who is the fault of everything? I am very contradictory, lonely in this ridiculous city, is my life destined to be lonely? Even if it is a heartache, no heart will be seen, no one will feel sympathy and pity.

Tsinghua University, Liyang County, Xianyang, Shaanxi, China