Lonely pain

Write to Yu:

The sky in the east is covered with black, the sky in the west is faint red, and the heart is slightly painful. One person curls up, and the loneliness envelopes, one person, too lonely.

I said that I like to sit alone in a daze, but you don't know that I am lying to you, I am afraid of lonely pain, afraid of one person. I will be very sad to see you talking and laughing with others. I don't know if I am jealous, but my friends are really few. I know, sooner or later, one day you will leave me. I will still hurt you after all. I don't know why, I only know that I will let people around me leave me one by one.

You said that they are cold-spoken to me because they don't understand me well, but I don't know. I have something good. I will only hurt others again and again. I will only hurt others with clumsy tongues.

You never want to hurt others, but you can't say the words of flattery. I admit, this sentence you said to my heart. You are a few months younger than me, but people who know us say that you are like a sister. I can't deny that I have been persuading me like my sister, who cares about me. I have the habit of writing a diary. You are the only opener of my diary. I will write down your voice in my diary.

When I grow up, I still can't understand friendship. I just want to be good to my friends with one heart and one mind, but I don't know why, they will say that I am stupid. Silly me, you will say that I am simple, but I don't know how long this kind of simplicity will exist. I don't know if there will be one day, I will hurt you inadvertently.

When I grow up, I will have a kind of lonely pain. I will cry secretly in the long night, crying the ruthless time, taking too much. I don't know if there will be anyone, it will make me laugh with no heart; there will be no one, stay with me when I am sad; no one will always be like me to my sister; Will anyone, can accommodate me everything?

I don't know how long this friendship will last. I don't know how long the future will be, and I don't know if I will hurt you. I only know that friendship is not easy. I just want to cherish and protect the best of all of us.

In the dark night, I curled up, the stars in the sky were shining, and the loneliness was once again shrouded. There are too many lost time, I have not cherished too much time, and I have planned the future with you.

I know that you have many sincere friends, not lonely, but I am alone, too lonely. In the dark night, there will be a kind of lonely pain.

The third day: Xiao You