[Daily note] small feeling

Inscription - This article is written on the road of confusion. It is a mistake in KF. It is very difficult to leave. It is also a mistake in KC. Although some roads are booked, it is a choice, but I should have done it. Point, maybe I should choose the sweat on the eyelids, not the tears under the eyes! Sailing, I hope my children can ignite my fire of hope, he is watching me, there are thousands of parents watching me, others are silently caring for me, come on!

I have been here for more than three months and I have a lot of feelings. Maybe I don't pay enough, maybe my way is not right. In the past three months, I found that many things are very simple, but I didn't do it well, which made my enthusiasm suffer. Maybe it is a bad ability. Actually, My brain is still very smart, but the problem of dealing with change is not a good turn, is it necessary to communicate with others?

Whenever I walk with the students, I don’t know how to continue to speak after a few words and phrases. It is both majestic and harmonious. It can accurately reflect the students’ usual performance, and it is important to let the students realize that they are . A lot of things are not as simple as you think! Before Kaifeng, everything was very simple. Just talk to the leader, never need paper documents, and the process is very informal. Here: you must have a variety of documents, all kinds of proofs can be, the same is the same, sorry, please go to do; must run a variety of places, where to go after the walk, run a teaching building, once the step is wrong, sorry, Go back to work. I don't know why the efficiency of the assembly line change operation is not reflected here. Maybe if everyone is working together, it will be better. Everything is a comparison, maybe I am old, I have no strength to rush to new heights, maybe just an excuse for my laziness, try to change, this is my slogan, but just stay in the slogan, no Put it into action. We all know that the project can't keep up with the changes, but often the plan only stays in my brain, and it's almost gone.

I have never had to live my life. I have not been like this before. I used to save as much as possible without wasting a penny. Now, I want to take a taxi and I am too lazy to walk. I often buy some snacks: mung bean cake. Bread, a variety of fruits, etc., shopping supermarkets always pick the ones they like to eat. I take this as a pleasure to understand, at least I am comforting myself in this name! After coming to this for 4 months, I gradually got used to passing the food court every morning, and then drove the car. I saw 201 and 505 to think about whether I am going to the living area today. It’s the same in the afternoon. With headphones, playing with the landlord, I hate changing. So I have adapted to carry a schoolbag with earphones in the morning, a person walking in a hurry, walking in this city where I live, I don’t know everyone, I don’t bother to know, even if I see a familiar face, I am too lazy to Going to say hello, gradually I like the world of one person, no one communicates, what do I want to do. I have never calculated how long my income can pay for such a life. I have never seriously calculated how to live. Unconsciously, I have become like Hui and Xing.

Shouldn't it go this way, where was the plan, what delayed me, and I don't know if I can solve the problem, I laughed. Shouting "Others laugh at me too crazy, I laugh and others can't wear it!"

Third day: skylcp