We are sugar, sweet to sad

Today, the sun is very big. When I went to the East Campus to make up the class and passed through the flyover of the construction road, I suddenly found Xu An with a low head and followed me closely. "Do you have anything to do for me?" I turned around and asked him. "No, thank you. I just like to walk in the shadow of the sun," he said politely. I continued to move forward, and he ran away. When I turned the corner, I heard the laughter of him and a group of boys. Later, I learned that they had a group of boys playing real-life adventures. Whoever lost, they came to degrade me. When I came down from the bridge, my tears came down. I am not sad that Xu An has fallen to me. I am saddened by why I drink long water. —林家慧Blog

At the age of 17, there was a rose shop at the entrance of the National Primary School where Lin Jiahui was studying. There was a small candy shop opposite the flower shop. There was a whole shelf of marshmallow, which was colorfully packed in transparent bottles and jars. She likes the feeling of being delicate and greasy, and it is contained in her mouth, and her heart is full of sweetness and softness.

At that time, Lin Jiahui liked a boy, who was in their class, called Xu An. He always took his little girlfriend to pick flowers in the opposite rose shop. His little girlfriend was a younger grade, and he looked very cute. It is a candy. In fact, Xu An also said that Lin Jiahui looks like a candy, but it is marshmallow, fat and greasy, like lard, so he called her lard girl. She is very upset, why is he always so annoying, knowing that her figure is like a teapot, and which pot does not open which pot.

But Xu An is really good for his little girlfriend. Every time I go to the candy shop, I can see him in her arms. She has flowers in her arms and laughs all the way. He still stops and kisses her. Hair, she is tall, to his eyes, his hair is long, and he is scattered straight on his shoulders. Lin Jiahui knows that Xu An likes girls with long hair, so she also has her hair, but her hair is dry and rolled, like a haystack.

Lin Jiahui has not eaten candy for 7 weeks. She wants to lose weight. Although she knows the distance between herself and his younger girlfriend, she is 14 centimeters taller than Lin Jiahui. Lin Jiahui is twenty-eighter than her. Kg, but she still works very hard. Also, she does not eat candy because she wants to save money. She knows that there is a kind of diet pills that seems to be very effective, but it seems to be expensive. She hopes that one day she can become very thin and thin, and then she can stand in front of Xu An and tell him that I like you. Rather than like him, he likes him, but he can only hide from him far away, afraid that he will run behind her again and use her shadow to laugh at her.

I have been hiding from Xuan these days. As a result, I still took a double-decker bus with him. There were a lot of people in the car. He and his little girlfriend were squeezed tightly together. He circled his arms to protect her. , like the chicken mother painted in the national textbook. The ticket seller kept shouting: "Don't squeeze up, there is no place to stand..." He also saw me, smirking at me and smirking at me. I was very upset, I got off the bus, when the car door closed, I still He heard that he learned the ticket seller saying: "Fast, fast, but also the above three..." and then his little girlfriend giggled. Looking at the bus like a big fat man who is fatter than me, I drove away, and I walked along the sidewalk to the school, all the way, crying all the way. —林家慧Blog

For a while, Lin Jiahui insisted on running every day. She felt that she had lost a little bit, because the jeans she had been wearing recently seemed to be too big, but the girl in the dormitory said that because the weather was warm, she She was saddened by the reason she was no longer wearing fleece pants, but she was not discouraged, she was to lose the fat of a pair of trousers.

Once I studied at the next night, Lin Jiahui went to the playground to run, and met Xu An. He and her little girlfriend sat in the small house behind the sports equipment and whispered. He kept kissing her and she pushed. He... Lin Jiahui ran over with his head down. She saw the shadow of the darkness in the moonlight, and the sly, like a careless person hanging on the bamboo pole, forgetting to take back the clothes at night. The wind is so desolate.

On the afternoon of the next day, Lin Jiahui saw a notice posted at the entrance of the Academic Affairs Office. Xu An and his younger girlfriend were known to the school on the playground and stayed in school. When he was out of school, he blocked Lin Jiahui under the stop sign. He asked her if you were going to confess. Yesterday, there was only one person on the playground. When you left, the student union came over. Lin Jiahui did not speak, he asked her again, is it that I am your old pig girl, you will retaliate against me. Lin Jiahui does not speak. He pushed her awkwardly and ran away with a "dead fat girl." She saw his back go out far and far, only to reach the ground and cry out. Lin Jiahui is like this. Like a shell, when he meets something, he closes himself tightly. Others knock on the door outside, do not explain it, and only close it tighter.

Today, the school organized a spring tour. At the zoo, several students curiously asked the administrator: "When did you come to a camel in your garden?" I said next to me: "This is not a camel, this is me last year. The horse that was riding during the spring tour." The students laughed all over. It was just that Xu An was in the crowd, not laughing. I still remember that when he fell on me, he laughed so loudly, and now, I am falling down on myself, and I can't change him. —林家慧Blog

After that incident, Xu An was separated from his little girlfriend. On several occasions, Lin Jiahui saw him on the playground, and a person sat on the big lawn and smoked. She looked at his back from afar and was saddened with him. She wrote a lot of letters to her in her blog, and wanted to tell him that he did not sell him, but he could not see.

His little girlfriend later fell in love. He was a boy of the student union. He was tall and tall. He always ran with a basketball. She sat on the concrete floor of the basketball court every day to help him see clothes. Sometimes, Xu An sits in a place not far from her, between a runway and a ruined barbed wire. Lin Jiahui looked at them from afar. When she remembered the door of the rose shop, he circled her. She was surrounded by flowers and two sweet people like candy.

Lin Jiahui finally bought the weight loss medicine, but the medicine was so strange. After eating it, it was troublesome. Lin Jiahui ran between the toilet and the classroom every day. It was really thin. I really don’t know if it was running thin, or Pull thin. She thought that if she had to lose another 10 kilograms, she could stand in front of Xu An and say to him, I like you! But now, she thought that even if she reduced her bones, he would not forgive her.

Today, Xu An was late for class. He drunk drunk and ran over. The classroom door was closed. He slammed the door with a hole and then climbed in the hole and climbed back in the laughter of the class. On one side, he said to himself: "How is this door so small..." The laughter was higher than the waves, and even the teacher smiled. I remembered that when Xu An fell on me, it was such a laugh. I don't know if I should laugh with it, it is revenge, but I can't laugh at all. Looking at the boy in front of me, I secretly liked the boys for seven months and six days a year. I suddenly wanted to cry. Cry in laughter all over the world. —林家慧Blog

When Xu Anlai came to Lin Jiahui, Valentine’s Day had passed more than a month. The chocolate in the candy shop at the door began to be discounted. He held a glass jar full of chocolates and stood under the stop sign waiting for her. The first sentence is, Lin Jiahui, I am sorry. Lin Jiahui does not speak. He added, I know that you are not secret. When she was in contact with me, she also interacted with other boys. On that day we went to the stadium, and the boy secretly followed. He was a student union. Lin Jiahui does not speak. He raised the chocolate to her and said, I saw your blog in the online community. Do you like me?

Lin Jiahui said, sorry, I don't like discounted chocolates.

She said she turned away and she thought she might have succeeded in losing weight because she felt that she was particularly elegant when she turned around, like a proud angel.

She still didn't take the car and ran back and forth all the way. She thought, maybe it would be an angel to run again. After running out for a long time, I found that Xu An was chasing it in the back. He held a marshmallow full of glass jars. The moonlight at that time was like a slice of lemon, with a slight fragrance. Lin Jiahui thought about it, he It shouldn't be because you want to walk in the shadow that the sun can't.

So I stopped.

The third day: Xu Yuxue