Please look at me

Standing on the banks of the long years, I can't restrain the wave of inner rushing - I remember that the lazy sunshine is flowing, the ground is full of my broken figure; I remember that when the dandelion flutters and draws a beautiful arc, my heart is full of dreams. The ethereal spirit; remember that I was hurt, I learned to be strong...

I used to be just an ordinary girl who can't be ordinary. I can't find it again when I get into the sea. I don't have outstanding looks, no pride.... Everything seems so bleak on me. Light. I always feel that the outstanding girls of the same age are like the proud white swan. When they pass the proud gesture in front of me, the light from them will always burn my eyes. Whenever I get along with them, the eyes cast are always looking down, I am not convinced, why should I be so for one day, I will let them look at me.

I know that I have no ability to change my looks, but I can change my grades; I know that I have no ability to change the world, but I can change myself.

At the beginning of the beginning, I went to deliberately approach them as always, and I was forced to go away by the kind of look of disappointment. why? why treat me like this? I secretly screamed for myself, and their sly eyes broke through the fortress of my self-esteem, so I redoubled my efforts. I made up my mind: I must let them look at me. So in this age of gloom, I did not unscrupulously enjoy this dreamy time. I work harder than others. I am also learning when others study. I am still learning if I don't study. But the day is not satisfactory. I have failed again. I have never given up on this long road to study. This time, I will never give up. Walking on the road, the dark clouds instantly became the overturned black ink, infecting the entire sky; the wind caught my hair, and the rain suddenly came. Looking at the red and bloody mistakes on the test paper, my heart is constantly bleeding, and I feel painful. Standing alone in this world, let the raindrops fall on my face, hair, clothes, rain and tears mixed together, no one can read my sadness. I am disappointed, but I am not desperate. The road to life is still very long. I will continue to work hard to change my unsatisfactory results. I am still struggling...

It was another test, and the title on the paper made me dizzy. My heart is shaking, and the evil thoughts flashed from my mind again and again. I kept telling myself not to do things that I should not do, but I did not control myself and I was captured by evil. I don't have a very good way to cheat, I won't be caught, I know this, but I still chose to let go. I have to pay the price for doing the wrong thing, so my "glorious" was made public. I bowed down into the classroom and wanted to find a place to sneak in. "This way I get a high score." "Disgrace." I will stay away from her in the future!"... A burst of sneer and laughter rushed into my ear. I wanted to refute a few words, but when I saw their sharp eyes, I thought I didn’t even have Eligibility to refute them. I cried and ran out of the classroom. It was only a bad idea, and I fell into a deeper valley. I must save all this, I will not lose! ! !

"The sun is always in the wind and rain" is really true. After all the hardships, I finally saw a glimmer of dawn, I will continue to cheer and fight for further!

In the end, how many nights and nights I pick up the lights to read at night, how many times I have no sleep all night, barely open my eyes; how many times I feel so sick, then wake up and read... It’s a sleepless night, the ancient clock on the wall has already been knocked After twelve times, I stretched out, licking my tired eyes, got up and walked out of the house, and said in my mouth, "We are no different. When we are dark, we look up to the same sky, no success and no effort." "This is a little different from me." Looking up to this dark and innocent starry sky, I suddenly realized that in the universe, she is not afraid of the darkness, insisting on blooming her own light in the dark, although she is not like the moon. It is so outstanding, although she is so ordinary, but she has not given up for a moment. The long road of life, in the sea of ​​people, will inevitably be frustrated, hurt, confused, I must be like the stars, no matter how ordinary, no matter how ordinary or give up any chance of shining!

With this belief, I will continue to move forward...

The third day: the sky is not alone