October 2019 thought report

Dear party organization:

If life is a ship, then learning is a sail, let us better sail to the other side of success; if life is a tree, then learning is the sun and rain, let us enrich, let us grow; if life is a cup of thick Coffee, then learning is the spoon that adds sugar, so that we can still have a lasting taste of our life in the old days, not only bitter, but also sweet. Learning will always make people understand more truth and develop better. The mid-level party school study, which lasted for more than half a month, is about to end. Even though we only have eight short courses, it is indeed a big gain for me.

First of all, I want to talk about my experience from the aspect of thinking and understanding.

The first is the understanding of the party. Since grandparents are all party members, I know that the party and the contact party started from a very young age. With the continuous progression to higher education, the party's establishment and development process have also been studied in political classes, history classes, and junior party schools. However, it is in this study to really think about the party's problems. China’s *** is the vanguard of the Chinese working class and the vanguard of the Chinese people and the Chinese nation. This shows that the class foundation of our party has not changed and is always based on the working class, but as the ruling party, we must not only consolidate It is necessary to unite the people of the whole country around the party. Therefore, the party is not only the vanguard of the working class, but also consciously becomes the vanguard of the Chinese people and the Chinese nation. China's *** is an advanced party. Historically, it has become the core of leadership for the cause of socialism with Chinese characteristics.

In the political system, the party leads the organs of power, the organs of administration, the organs of the judiciary, the people's organizations, and the various democratic parties. In the economic system, China implements the combination of the state's macroscopic regulation and the development of regional characteristics; in other fields such as society and culture. In the middle, the party has also played a pivotal role by actively carrying out activities in party branches throughout the country. Our party always represents the development requirements of advanced productive forces, represents the direction of advanced culture, and represents the fundamental interests of the overwhelming majority of the Chinese people. The party shoulders the historical mission of realizing the great rejuvenation of the Chinese nation. Its ultimate program and ultimate goal is to achieve ****. At the same time, in practice, our party has organically unified the highest program with the basic program at the present stage. Start, carry out comprehensive construction, develop a socialist market economy, develop socialist democratic politics, develop socialist advanced culture, and build a socialist society. Of course, everything is based on the interests of the people. Serving the people wholeheartedly is the fundamental purpose of our party. This is the starting point and the end result of all the work of the party.

The second is the understanding of social development. We have always read the words: "China in a semi-colonial and semi-feudal society, the people live in dire straits..." We have not experienced such a deep heat, because from birth, the environment we live in is a relatively peaceful and stable environment. However, from the film and television works, the literature and the old man's mouth, we also know more or less the sadness of the past. Sometimes I think, in that era, did not have the Taiping Heavenly Kingdom? Is there not a democratic revolution carried out by the bourgeoisie led by Sun Yat-sen? Why did history choose China?

I quite agree with the teacher's explanation. There have been some dreamers in Chinese history, hoping that the world can be made public, but these dreams have their class limitations. Marxism is also a fantasy, but it has developed greatly on the basis of inheriting the predecessors' dreams. Marxism appeared in the capitalist society. At that time, the classization of capital caused the inevitable crisis to the development of society, and the class struggle was intensified. These all illustrate the result: capitalism must be replaced by another social form. Marxism reveals the essence of capitalism and also proposes the final social form—****. The development from capitalism to **** is the inevitable result of social development. Some Western countries have proposed a welfare society, the people pay taxes high, and the government has high welfare. On this basis, development will be carried out, and the result must be ****. China is now and will be in the primary stage of socialism for a long time. This is determined by our basic national conditions, but our ultimate goal is to achieve ****. China *** is the leader who leads us to achieve this goal. Under the leadership of the party, I firmly believe that China will be more prosperous.

The third is the understanding of the self. It has been almost a year and a half since I entered the university. This campus, from strangers to familiarity, to where we told our schoolmates where to do the documents, how to do activities, no doubt we are growing up. However, occasionally stopping and going back and forth, the young in the middle of the country, the high school youth, and the ten months before the college entrance examination, everything is as clear as yesterday. Sometimes I look at the photos of the first military training, I feel that the faces are so stupid, and the incompatibility with the new environment is mixed with the ambition and yearning for university life. However, now? I am not living my ideal university life as I thought at the beginning. On the contrary, I am reflecting on my fall. Students who are not familiar with me may say that you are also good at learning, and the activities are okay. Not long ago, you got a scholarship. How do you say that you have fallen into others?

I think that my classmates who are more familiar with me will know me better. Since the beginning of the last semester, my learning initiative has been relatively low. It is difficult to concentrate on listening to lectures during class, and it is not serious to learn during self-study after class. Because of the many activities I participated in, I also found ample excuses for myself. The final grade of the second semester of the freshman year gave me a big blow. Although there is no hanging section, a large piece of 1967 is really dazzling. I have been studying for a few days in this semester, but I have not insisted on it. I have a big problem with my attitude towards learning. I am also looking for the root cause. The study of the party school really gave me some inspiration. When I first entered the university, I was full of embarrassment, but after I got used to it, I was laissez-faire, lacking self-control ability, and without clear goals and plans, I could not stimulate my subjective initiative. I need to start from the actual situation at my current stage, develop a learning plan that suits my needs, clarify my goals, check for missing tips, and strictly ask myself, ask the students to supervise, and strive to fill in the courses as soon as possible and develop well. Learning habits. At least I didn't deny myself. I am a serious and cheerful girl. I am confident that I can get rid of my bad habits and make myself a good and comprehensive person.

The second is the experience of joining the party.

During my studies, I also learned about the conditions for joining the party and the rights and obligations as a party member. However, when interviewing college students in the video why they want to join the party, some people are herd mentality, and some people consider it from their future employment promotion. There are very few people who really talk about ideals, beliefs, and pursuits. College students, the main concern of the motherland, perhaps the growth environment allows us to develop a habit for ourselves, but before applying to join China, we really need to think about their motivation to join the party. Mei Lanfang said in his application for membership: "We live in a great new China today, and we all have the will to serve the people, and we all have the habit of overcoming difficulties and persisting in work. This serves the people. The spirit, especially those who are older like us, is more important. I hope that the reason for joining the party organization is not for the sake of fame, not for the needs of fame and fortune, but for better serving the people! ..." Personal interests can only be better developed if they are combined with collective interests.

As far as I am concerned, I wanted to join the party organization before, and it is also a herd mentality. But after further study at the party school, I seriously thought about it: I recall the twists and turns that China has traveled in the past 10 years: the flood relief in 1998 and the late Asian financial turmoil, the sudden SARS in April XX The epidemic, the large-scale snowstorm in central and eastern China in January 2019, the illegal rioters in Tibet on March 14, the Wenchuan 8-magnitude earthquake on May 12, etc., our party is in the face of disasters and disasters. It has won unanimous praise and trust from the people of the country. In the first place, he went to the front line to guide the work and set a model role in the country. From today, I will correct my own motivation to join the party, in line with the desire to serve the people and the country, to always look to the outstanding students around me, to the best party members, always measure themselves from the high standards of party members. Words and deeds. As a party, the heart first joins the party. I ask the party organization to supervise and give me criticism and guidance.