When the persistence of dreams may not be realized

Because I posted on the homepage, I was asked many times: "Why do you want to marry a soldier?"

Many times I will give a very selfish answer: "The non-military marriage is not my original intention. My original intention is to become a soldier myself! Just because the dream of becoming a soldier is ruthlessly crushed by reality, Therefore, I hope that someone can help me with this dream and let myself not be too sorry!"

From the small to the high school, even now I have not given up my dream of military, what is the reason for me to retreat and then set a dream to set aside another dream? In fact, this is really a bit of a helpless story.

According to the cadet, I should be an undergraduate at a local university. Three years ago, during the chest examination of the college entrance examination, the left lung was found to have shadows on the tip of the upper leaf and finally diagnosed as tuberculosis. In this way, in 13 years, I almost missed the ordinary university and had any capital to talk about other. From that moment on, my life seems to gradually deviate from the trajectory of my dreams. I gradually realized that the army or the military school can only be a dream in my heart, a dream that I can't keep until now!

There are a lot of sisters around me, but the extent of my support will sometimes make them feel ashamed! Signed network name

At the train station, I saw the officers and men who stood guard or maintained order. I will stop and wait. I almost missed the time for checking the ticket. I will always be unconscious when I start the new military training in the new semester. Watching the class students will always train in time. I don’t feel tears in my eyes; they will suddenly feel distressed when they watched the post in the Tiananmen Square. I remember the most embarrassing thing was to go to Beijing in July last year. At around 12 o'clock in the evening, we were still wandering around Wangfujing. When we stayed at Tiananmen Square, we saw people still standing guard. I kept crying and then I felt so sad. I didn't want to go there, and the little friends around me laughed at me! Actually, I am really not ignorant. I just think that they are really hard. At the same time, the dream that has been stuck for more than ten years is like a thorn that cannot be pulled out in my heart, so every time I see them, it reminds me of my upcoming The dream that has passed away or has to be put down...

My friends at the military academy will ridicule me and say: I really can't figure out what you love a soldier in a non-military family. What do you think of the military? The troops are not good, and the military is not good. Moreover, not all soldiers are good people.

My answer: I don't care about other things. I fell in love with the troops, just because of that determination and not being humble! Yes, what I love is the kind of perseverance of the military, the spirit of perseverance! Failed

However, when I say these words, they will still laugh at me. They say, "You are too simple. You have idealized the troops. You don't understand anything. It's too blind. The troops are definitely not as bright as on the TV screen!" No matter what they say, I am still persistent. My friend told me to help me to keep my student status as a soldier. When I was a sophomore, I bravely tried it. But But failed...

Later, I met a sister. I told her my story. She said: "You should learn to actively convert your unfulfilled dreams into another life attitude." This sentence really affects me a lot. Now, I still keep my dreams, waiting for the next opportunity to try, and also preparing for my new dreams.

At present, I think that in addition to the "non-military not marrying" decision is not very rational, on the road to support the army, I began to go more and more rational, although I may not have the opportunity to participate in this life, but I can Learn slowly, understand the military camp culture, and understand the life of the troops.

Now, I always like to smash the "Liberation Army" or other military newspapers and magazines in the library for hours, and occasionally chat with the cadets or the uncles of the PLA. By chatting with them, I gradually learned. Part of the real life of the military academy and the troops; sometimes it is also possible for some younger brothers and sisters who want to go to the army or want to test the military school to give some advice... Hey, finally no longer being said to blindly support the army, I really feel very happy.

Because I have been paying attention to this platform for a long time, I have also read the article from the previous few days - "The girl who loves the army, we must hold a little", I really feel that it is well written. Personally think: We can have dreams, what are the non-military marriages, and there is nothing wrong with them, but they should also be indifferent, should have their own principles, and should strive to make themselves worthy of their dreams in the pursuit of dreams.

I hope that everyone can rationally go further and further on the road of supporting the army.