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I am nineteen this year. I made up my mind to go to the city to fight. My mother sent me out of the house, then to the village entrance, and finally to the old bridge. I asked my mother not to send me any more, and went to the center of the bridge. I crouched down to my mother and promised her the most valuable oath of my lush years: "Mother, when I have money, I have a room, I have a car." I will come back to pick you up in the city and treat you well!" With my mother's tears and tears, I didn't have to go back to the city's "journey."

I am thirty years this year, more than ten years of hard work, more than ten years of tempering, finally forged a strong me. I opened a small company in the city, bought a house, and bought a car. I drove back to my hometown and picked up my white-haired mother to live in the city. The eleventh year of the wind, the white hair of the mother's hair; like flowers, bloomed my long-lost dream. The people in the village said that the mother had to enjoy the blessing of her son. The mother smiled and couldn't live without the son of eleven years. Mother still can't bear the old house that has lived for decades. I saw the mother's mind and said to her: "When the size of the company becomes bigger, I will accompany you back home!", with the mother's unstoppable laughter and the snoring of the car, the mother started her city. Life in the house.

I am thirty-two this year, and the company is growing in size. I am too busy. On this day, my mother asked if I could accompany her to the countryside to sweep the grave to my father. I smiled and shook my head helplessly and said to my mother, "When I have time to do anything with you!" The mother looked at the business. The price of me, I wonder why I didn't have time to spend with her. I smiled and said: "There are hundreds of thousands of employees waiting to eat under my hand!" With the disappointment and frustration of my mother, I started a busy job again.

I am thirty-five this year. The size of the company is very large. I don't have to go to work at the company. Every time I have money, I will get into my account. I am obsessed with a few hundred episodes of Korean drama, and I am in the TV series every day. After dinner, I sat on the sofa again to watch TV. My mother asked me if I would go for a walk with her. I said to her: "When I finish watching this TV series, I will accompany you for a walk!" With my mother's silent pace and heavy closing, I watched TV again.

I am thirty-seven this year, and I am crazy about the sport of golf. One day, except for the time of eating, sleeping, and working, I was on the court. When I got home, I went to bed. One day, my mother asked if I could accompany her to see Peking Opera. She didn't dare to go too far. I was lying in bed, my head didn't go back, and said to my mother, "Let me take a break, wait for me to slow down, and I will accompany you to see Peking Opera!" With my mother's turn and sigh, I went to sleep.

I am thirty-nine this year, and I am about to have my fortieth birthday. My mother prepared all the things I loved early, but I took part in a birthday party for my friends. Soon after, it was the mother's 60th birthday. I prepared my gift early, but on the mother's birthday, I played mahjong with my friends until dawn.

I am fifty years old this year. My mother is lying in the bed of the intensive care unit. The body is full of needles and tubes, and I am running around for the examination of my superiors. On this day, my mother asked if I could talk to her. I said to him: "I will have a meeting, I will finish the meeting, I will talk to you, wait!" On this day, the mother could not wait, she left.

I am fifty this year. I have the right to have money, but I can't keep my mother.

I am fifty this year. I found the passbook left by my mother. There is a lot of money in it, which I gave to her. I can't make a sound, because I didn't give anything to my mother.

I have time now, I don't have to go to work, my manager will help me with everything. Without my mother, I sat in the empty villa and felt my mother sitting in the empty villa without my feeling.

I am fifty this year, I am a child without a mother.

I am fifty this year. I understand that some things can't wait. Some people can't wait until I have any conditions.

I am fifty this year, recalling what I did to my mother in the past - suddenly, I feel my heart is bleeding...

Changqing Bazhong, the third day of Weiyang District, Xi'an, Shaanxi: nz2012