summer vacation

The summer vacation is coming, so suddenly came.

Time when no response is given at all. After the final exam, I came to the momentum and occupied all my time with an unusually strong attitude. Usually, the jokes of the students in the ear are gone. Usually, the figure playing in front of the eyes is gone, and the happy mood in my heart is gone. Some are just endless loneliness and loneliness. I usually hope that the summer vacation will come. I hope that I can get rid of the teacher’s shackles. I want to leave the mountains of my homework. I am happy when I am in the summer vacation! Why is it so lost?

Lai at home, all day is a play. Or to make up for the loss of the heart, or to satisfy the thrill of the brain. The fingers are constantly flying and jumping on the keyboard. I played all night, playing endlessly, playing around in the night. hungry? Nothing, the instant noodles are soaking up. thirsty? Nothing, I have already prepared a box of farmer Sanquan at hand. tired? Nothing, a can of red bull is ahead. Leg acid can't stop my footsteps, my hand can't stop my keyboard movement, headache can't stop me from thinking about the strategy. The eye-catching light flashed on the screen, like the fireworks in the sky of the New Year's Eve, and the little people in the picture kept fighting. I feel like I was being injected with a stimulant. My heart is getting more and more excited and getting excited... Looking at it, I seem to be the one in the picture. I only know that I keep fighting, practicing, fighting, and practicing... But I am a personal rather than a machine. When coffee, tape, red bull, and acupuncture are useless, a circle of black floats in my eyes, making me The legendary national treasure - panda. I couldn't help but fall on the bed, letting the darkness continually devour my consciousness... After a long time, the sun rose - another day. Even if you forget to eat and sleep, you can't make up for the missing corner of your heart.

What we get is also lost.

When the summer vacation is over, I have the power to play freely. It also lost happiness with classmates. I got the freedom of loose time, but I lost the fullness of the stress time. I got the ease of not thinking about the problem, but I lost the excitement of thinking about the problem. I got the chance to eat food, but I lost it.

It turned out to be the same figure. Although I got a lot in it, I lost a lot. I am still not willing, still want to make up. I go to the tutoring class every day to make up for the lost sense of fulfillment. I am going to do all kinds of problems to make up for that excitement. I go to the nearby morning run every day to make up for the lost body. But that is happy, but it can never be made up.

Ok, friend, I miss you guys.

The physical education class that is full of sweat, the math class that fights for the future, and the music lesson that screams. The billiards that fluttered on the table, the ones chasing each other one after the other, the ever-changing stones, scissors, and cloth. The smile that constantly repented, the "phantom trick" that constantly changed the guessing gesture, the red face when the quarrel... I didn't feel it at the time, but now I miss it so much. Holding a table racket, I always hope that someone will play a game. With the music in hand, I always hope that someone will be with me. I bought a burger and always wanted someone to come to eat. You may think that I am too emotional, but it is always a shame to miss this thing, always let these mournings fill my heart.

This summer is too long.

First day: Xiaoli Li