Beat you, invisible troubles

Everything was done today, so I went to the window and my thoughts moved with the wind.

I don't know when I started, I seem to feel that I have grown up. What does it mean to grow up?

I am afraid to grow up because he gives me a sense of distance. Recalling that when I was young, there was no separation between boys and girls, holding hands together and laughing together; making trouble together; being crazy together. Nothing is unhappy. When I grow up, the opposite-sex friends who have played together are only a faint smile, just like a stranger. what does this mean?

I am afraid to grow up, because he is bound to my happiness all the time, his time is less, the books on the table can cover my face, and there is always a thick pile of information on the desk; turn on the TV Will also provoke parents to burst into trouble, where can I still be happy?

Maybe this is the price of growing up.

Growing up, facing me in the mirror, both excited and sad; in the face of invisible troubles, I was timid; in the face of the photos, I flinched, completely defeated, completely said to me in childhood Goodbye.

The past is a recollection. The words of that year were still in my heart; the people of that year no longer existed; the time of that year continued to flow; the eyes of that year were still warm; the memories of that year existed in my mind.

Goodbye, childhood.

I am coming, the future. I must defeat you. Accept my challenge.

First day: I used to be only once