Inspirational article for college entrance examination: just go to fight

Inspirational article for college entrance examination: just go to fight

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Even in the endless darkness, I dare to smile and walk alone. I would like to use this document for those who are still unsuccessful in a difficult environment.

Raving

Milan Kundera has repeatedly talked about lightness and weight in the opening of "The Unbearable Light of Life". I really like this dialectic. Then let me "do something effective" and think about a simple proposition:

Fair and unfair. Since the birth of the world, there is a distinction between heaven and earth. We have a difference between rich and rich from birth. There are differences between expensive and awkward. There are differences between smart and stupid. There are differences in the high and low-level admission rates of college entrance examinations. . To this difference, too many people are resentful, resentful of their parents' poverty, resentment of their own appearance is not outstanding, resentful of others' intelligence, but these resentments have not changed our situation.

So the birth of wealthy people, the amazing allures, the clever tops, must be fair to them? Without poverty, there is no motivation to fight. If you are not ordinary, you will fall into too much temptation. Being smart may make you too impetuous and nothing can be done. There are always people who are smarter, some people are more beautiful, others are smart and beautiful, and what is there. What we need is not to choose an environment that is fair to ourselves, but to create the greatest achievements in the existing environment.

This concept has been with me so far, life is a personal battle. More realistically, the poor family always dominates, and there are also many people who think they are in a difficult environment. In the case where the environment cannot be changed, the outcome is only relevant to the individual.

Well, let me tell the story of a person who came out of the poor land and from the provinces where the college entrance examination rate was terrible.

Montage

Ten years ago in my hometown, poverty invaded every corner like the air, and any resource would cause fierce competition and behind-the-scenes operations. The same is true for education. When the middle school is raised in China, the ratio of enrollment is 1:7. If all kinds of human factors are left out, the proportion of students who have to go to higher education by grade should be less than 1:10. Those who do not enter high school have to go to work.

I passed to the high school with a 1:10 selection. What kind of environment is this again? The school of nearly a thousand people is only 100 meters long and wide; all the teaching is carried out on the only two-story building in the school. The classroom in winter is trembling cold; dozens of people have a dormitory, and when they sleep, they are crowded and turned over. It's difficult; I eat half a month of pickles every month, and I don't have a drop of oil in the canteen for the other half of the month; there is no bathroom, and the baths are all in the open air all year round.

However, I have never complained that even if I am sitting in the bustling office building in Beijing today, I still regard this kind of life as a fair.

In "Jing Yu Qin Qin Wang", a small government must walk through a single wooden bridge up to ten feet in order to eat. Zheng Zheng said: "The biting cold wind, I am almost unsteady. But every day, a little girl said to me, come over, come over, but there is no food to eat." For me, knowledge Going to school is a bridge to the outside world. I have to remind myself every day to go.

Sniper

In 2001, at the age of 16, I sat by the window and told myself that the third year was coming.

I walked out of the mountain village and it was very difficult to rush out of the middle of the road. I can't fall down halfway. So I entered the college entrance examination very early. I can't afford to buy reference materials. I have been reading textbooks and even memorizing in high school. By the time I was in high school, I could say any number in the chemistry book I liked. In the third year of high school, the school will issue papers for free. Those piles of papers are not only a burden for me, but I am delighted that I can finally show my talents in so many questions. So every day I stipulated that I had to finish two sets of papers at least, and I was almost uninterrupted for one year. Although many people are against the sea tactics, I think this varies from person to person. At least for me, the sea tactics are very effective, especially for my English. When I was a sophomore, English has been steadily maintaining a poor sixty cents. In the third year of high school, I practiced through a large number of test questions, and then summarized and corrected the mistakes. In just half a year, I have jumped to the top ten of the class and kept the college entrance examination. Now whenever I see the old classmates on QQ, I think of me at that time: every morning I will go to the classroom at 6 o'clock on time, leave at 10:30 on time, in addition to eating, you will find that I have been at that table all the time. In the classroom filled with books. I will not talk to anyone about the day, even if I have to eat, I will finish eating, then I will go to the cafeteria, so I don't have to wait in line to save time. My break time is even self-entertainment in classical Chinese and poetry.

Long-term fatigue makes the body pay the price. The winter of the third year is like a nightmare. My fragile body can't resist the cold in the classroom. So I started to cough severely. I have a low-grade body all day, and my head is groggy. The symptoms lasted for a winter. My parents are outside, I don't know how to take care of myself. Even when I didn't go to the hospital, I was as good as a young man who couldn't die.

In this year, I was like a sniper, aiming at the college entrance examination, and the trigger was broken every minute and second; I was like the Andy who had dug out the escape tunnel in prison for 19 years, always remembering my own. purpose. I am not smart, but I am willing to work hard. Regardless of whether this effort will make others laugh, I am willing to pay every drop of sweat for my own goals. In this year's college entrance examination, I was ranked eighth in the county's more than 1,000 candidates, and my dreams were at my fingertips.

Sudden change

There are always infinite surprises waiting for you in this world. Some of them make you happy, some let you fall into the dark, we often call them fate, which is reflected in Hugo’s Les Miserables. Got it all out. Of course, although I was sympathetic to Jean Valjean at the age of 16, I also encountered a painful fate. When I was satisfied with the scores of the college entrance examination, the message of the first volunteers was quietly coming. I encountered a strange score line, and the seven-point difference was enough to drive me into another abyss. Turning to the opposite side, insomnia all night, the envious eyes of neighbors are getting more complicated, and everything is a foregone conclusion. I can only accept the reality and choose the second choice - another key university.

In that ancient city, I enjoyed the taste of the ancient dynasty, the wide moat and the shouts of warriors, the tall walls are faintly seen by the generals, and the palace’s rouge smells. In the resounding, the street flag has been drifting for thousands of years. During the year, I often wandered around the city on a bicycle and greedily looked at the elegant relics. Thanks to this year, high school has been taking a good rest in the overdraft for several years, and once again lived alive.

Fight again

In the past year of this university, I have become more and more aware that my teacher's major is too inconsistent with my ambition. If I continue, I will not make any achievements except for the school's training expenses and preferential policies. The resources used may allow another person to grow up. And my inner wounds have not healed. I can't stand the pursuit of so many years of destruction. I am unwilling and unwilling. When there are more than two months of new rounds of college entrance examinations to begin, weigh the reasons for all parties, and I decided to re-take the college entrance examination. But this is not only about taking advantage of the family, but also planning to fail again. The determination to give birth to death and death is so difficult for a seventeen-year-old boy.

What I still remember is that when I went through the formalities of dropping out of school, the school did not understand it, and I also questioned and opposed it, which caused the process of completing the procedure to be extremely complicated. But at the age of seventeen, I am determined to ignore any sarcasm. I took seven trains for this for two weeks. On the train, the fear of the future is soaked in the blood of seventeen years old, so that I am still awakened from this dream of fear, sweating.

Going back to the original high school and looking at the familiar scene, I know that I only have two months. In the past two months, I have not only re-opened the textbooks that have been dusty for nearly a year, but also faced a new examination. It was very difficult, but I finally won the first place in the last simulation test.

The test is not over yet. I am very nervous about the college entrance examination. Unexpected things have appeared. The candidates in front of me made a low-pitched song while doing the questions, which caused me great trouble. The first day of the exam was very bad, especially in mathematics, which was rarely less than 140 points. In the middle of tension and disturbance, I didn't make a question for half an hour. The last two big questions were not done. After I finished the test, I was lying in the dormitory and tried to stabilize my mind until I fell asleep. On the second day of the exam, I quickly adjusted my mentality and concentrated my energy on the test questions. I played normal. On the day of the English and the big synthesis, the average score was nearly 140 points. The end result is not too abnormal. This is due to one of my character traits. Even in the worst case, I will not give up easily, but try to minimize the loss. It was in this crucial door-to-door attack that I accepted the test and tried not to put it into the water.

I was very cautious when reporting my volunteers, and the estimated scores and actual scores were only two points apart. After getting the notice from Harbin Institute of Technology, I went to the river for an afternoon.

look back

2273 / 350,000. The former is the total ranking of the province's college entrance examination in 2002, the latter is the number of candidates in Henan Province that year.

832 / 500,000. The former is the total ranking of the province's college entrance examination in 2003, the latter is the number of candidates in Henan Province that year.

Online search for the admission data of the Henan college entrance examination in 2008: 905,000 candidates, the undergraduate admission rate is 20%.

The message from the hometown: Nearly 20,000 college entrance examination students in the county have not been admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University.

Ok, let's get back to the beginning, it all makes me, we, to understand what is fair. There is only one appropriate answer to fairness: facing reality. Really strong, for no matter how cruel the reality has never bowed, cruel is just a challenge, not an abyss. My two-year college entrance examination scores failed to squeeze into the top 160. Although I have not achieved a brilliant result, I still want to tell a story that never bows, a story of biting teeth. The past bumps and pains have gone with the wind, but what is left for me is the honing that will always be fortunate.

Those heroes

Clausewitz wrote in The Theory of War, "In the darkness of the hustle and bustle, the glimmer of life is to lead the team to victory." The world we live in is only differentiated by differences, and it doesn't matter whether it is fair or not. Therefore, I rarely admire the survival of others, only to perfect their own survival. Even like the "maverick pig" written by Wang Xiaobo, I am willing to live with my dreams. As long as there are dreams, the hardships are challenges, the pain is tempered, and the darkness is overcome, but you will gain more.

No single point of view and experience is universal. I only hope that when I tell my story, those who are willing to fight, those who are living in a heavy and arduous environment, those who use their own actions to prove their dreams even in the darkest moments, let them Seeing that they are not alone, they have such a companion. He walked through the tortuous high school with a seven-year-old thin body. He used his own experience to say: fighting, fighting, fighting to the last moment.

There are always people like this who are coming out of the most difficult darkness. If you are in the dark, you will be stunned: I will be in the forefront, and I will continue to work harder and harder.