That year's college entrance examination - the regret of the heart forever

That year's college entrance examination - the regret of the heart forever

It’s like water, and the high school life that has passed away is the most memorable day of my youth. High school life is so long, and I hope that the days of the college entrance examination will come soon, so that we can end the stressful life of the three-point line of classrooms, canteens and dormitory every day. Looking back on the past, high school life is sometimes so short, and it is so precious in my life.

On July 15, 16 and 17 of 1983, I participated in the annual college entrance examination. I think that the college entrance examination is the most difficult exam in life. I often hear that some students usually study very well, and they go to the test field to fear the field. A blank, the problem of the Pingjin meeting can not be answered. The result ended in the name of Luoshan. I am a poor quality person. But the first time I took the college entrance examination, I was not afraid. In 1983, it was the transition from the two-year system to the three-year system in our national high school. At that time, it was a high school student. The school said that the second year students can also take the college entrance examination. The teacher said that letting you participate in the college entrance examination is to let you experience it. Some on-the-spot experience. This may be the reason. I don't have much psychological burden and I play very well.

At that time, we participated in the college entrance examination, did not get the kind of care like this, and few people care about the few people, and it is in stark contrast with today’s one-time college entrance examination. I am alone, taking a college entrance examination in a middle school in the county, eating and living in my classmate's brother's house.

On the afternoon of the 15th, the weather was hot and the sweat continued to go out. At that time, there was no taxi, no human tricycle. My classmates and I could only walk to the examination room. We bought ice cream and ate while walking. The result was five minutes late into the examination room. It seems that today it seems that I am not taking the high exam seriously.

I remember that in my 83 years, my family had three major events. The first was that the overworked father was admitted to the hospital because of illness. Second, the mother took the old house and built a new house at home. It took four months to build four green brick houses. The third big thing is that I am taking the college entrance examination. At the time, I thought it was a big deal, and others didn't think so. At that time, life was hard and there was no increase for the college entrance examination. At that time, I was in high school in the county. I brought my rice school and the canteen to steamed rice. Every time I use my home on Sunday, I will bring some rice, pickles and fried sauce to my house for a week, and I will buy two dishes in the middle of the week.

After the college entrance examination, I went home, my father was in the hospital, my mother led the people to build a house, no one asked me about the college entrance examination - when is the test? When is the voluntary report? What school is it for?

One week after the college entrance examination, I returned to the school to fill in the volunteers. At that time, we were a journal of colleges and universities, and which grades were on which classes. At that time, I was reporting what school, what kind of major was studied, and I was the only one who had the final say.

Since our high school curriculum has not been completed, the third year of the high school course has not been studied. When the score is down, my score is only enough for the secondary school score. When I heard this message, I was both happy and annoyed. I am happy that the score is on the line. The trouble is that I only go to the secondary line. I am too reluctant to read the secondary school, but the conditions at home are not good. Then I have to spend a lot of money in high school. Money and time. I can only accept reality. This is a regret for my life.

When I was preparing for the school, my father asked me to send me to school. At that time, I thought that my father would not be able to take the scalpel when he took the baggage. I did not agree, let my brother send me to school. Later, this became a regret for me.

We started school in October, and the day before we went to school, my mother told me that my father’s stomach was resected by one-third. The resected part was taken to Shenyang Medical University for gastric cancer, and it was late gastric cancer. It can live for up to six months. I can't speak this message for a long time. Mom said: "Your father can't spend the money you earned. I am building a house at home, just wanting him to live in a new house, or if your father will cover the house for a lifetime, and even a new house for one day. Can't live."

When I left the house, my father turned his face. With care for my father, I came to the school with anxiety. I heard that the school started on the third day. Some of the students we just met went to see the sea. The first time I saw the sea, the sky and the sea, the boundlessness of the sea made me feel happy and happy. I took a picture. I wrote a letter to my father and mailed the photo. I didn't expect my father to see my letter and photo before he was alive.

On the twenty-first day of my school, my father will leave forever. This year is the 60th anniversary of the liberation. I think of the passing of the past, the past years, I think of my college entrance examination and I also remembered my father. Now my nephew, my niece, and my son have all been admitted to college, and how happy it is if the father is alive.