Inspirational is more helpless

On the evening of February 26, 2019, I once again set foot on the train back to Nanning, smashing through the cold wind, sweeping through the gloomy weather, welcoming the slowly falling snow, the train started, home - I left again It is.

Perhaps the reason for the weather may be that the train is fast, maybe I don’t want to leave at all, no matter what the reason, my mood is really terrible, tears are not arguing in the eyes, however, The train still ran away. Five days have passed, I have returned to the dormitory for three days, three days, eating, sleeping; then, still eating and sleeping. It seems that on the two days and nights of the train, the world owes me so much sleep and food that I am desperately compensating myself. Through seven provinces, through more than 2,800 kilometers, although I arrived at the destination, my heart was lost. I was exhausted, painful, full of helplessness and bitterness. Maybe it's the reason for my natural motion sickness. Every time I go on such a long and long journey, I really lost.

In the year of high school graduation, my parents always disagreed with the volunteers of Nanning, Guangxi, which I had to fill out, because Shandong was far from Guangxi. Because I am an art student and a professional certificate, I have only two choices: either to report in advance to go to school in the south, or to work in my hometown. Because of the ignorance of academic qualifications, the will of the ten-year window, I finally chose to go to the hometown to study. When I was really on the land of Nanning, when I looked back, my home really couldn’t be seen. In ancient times, Xu Xiake had a filial piety of "parents are not far away." When I taste the philosophical truth of this sentence now, I feel really emotional!

Perhaps in today's socialist modernization, going out to study and seeking knowledge has become a big thing for Guangzong Yaozu. Parents don't care where they are still, and they are happy as long as they have a good future. As a college student who came out of the countryside, I felt deeply that this choice is the performance of inspirational and the helplessness of fate. If you are not motivated to be motivated, be a good person, you may only be able to face the loess in your own mountain for a lifetime. Therefore, due to the helplessness of fate, only strong and brave to come out, learn the knowledge and skills to achieve their own return home. Looking at the parents who came to Nanning by plane to visit the children by the way, I really envied. But when I think of the hard-working parents who have no white and black in the fields of my home, my heart is still envious, because I am also happy, although I and many of them get different ways of caring for their parents, but warm. it's the same. Because my parents, like them, are doing their best to care for their children's growth. When I got home, my parents were so cold, and my brothers and sisters were innocent... I have the warmth of my heart.

When I learned that my family was sick or went out late or couldn't get through the phone, my heart was tearing again and again, it hurts. Because I am far away from home, I can't get the peace message of my family in time, and I can't stay with them when they need it. I am really helpless and helpless. Perhaps, Xu Xiake's filial piety is exactly the testimony under such circumstances.

As a professional art student, for my dreams and my life, I started my own journey to learn. However, right now, I am browsing the art candidates who are taking the testimonials. It is really a lot of feelings, especially for music or art students. The exams will have higher professional requirements. Today, I saw on the Fetion mini home page, "Who is the person who knows the sweet and sour taste of the art test girls" deeply touched me. As an art student and a high-scoring comprehensive college student, their college entrance examination scores are relaxed and relaxed. This is of course beneficial to more young people with dreams to step into the university's ivory tower to continue their own. dream. But what kind of hardship and sweat have they paid behind their excellent professional expertise? No one knows. In the article mentioned in the article on February 28, 2019, Wuhan, Hubei Academy of Fine Arts, Hidden Island Campus, professional examinations for clothing performance and design. Candidates wearing bikini costumes on the spot to test the professional test of the measurements of the measurements, walks and talent shows, I am really dumbfounded, the art test road is really more and more strict and higher requirements. In the cold east wind, I believe that each of them may be nervous, serious or cold. Perhaps it is natural to like the profession, perhaps the helplessness of destiny makes them have to choose the artistic expertise to make it easier to ensure that they can walk into their dream ivory tower. Perhaps in the high school era, there are two types of people who can enter the university: some people have excellent grades and can go directly to the university. Some people need professional assistance to enter the university. Both the former and the latter are the last chances they have taken after sweating and hard work. Especially for art students, they not only paid hard work, but also paid extra registration fees and the hardships of running around in the art. Recalling the year when I was in the art test, I looked at the students who couldn’t find accommodation on the street with their clips. Now I think it’s still bitter, maybe it’s because they lived in the snow fluttering and waited for the dawn to continue The experience must be the biggest bright spot in my life. I think this is the performance of inspirational and the helplessness of fate.

However, in the face of increasingly serious employment pressures, national defense students, selected students... and brought dawn and hope to the university graduates. However, what are these candidates for the arts and crafts, they have no hope, because there are no opportunities for art graduates to choose for the college graduates and other college graduates. The same effort and effort to enter the university; the university's four years of diligence and enterprising, actively to the party, the courage to exercise and temper themselves, increase knowledge, but after all, there is still a distinction between the open, back to the current professional courses in universities, although the name Not the same, but a lot of professional content and skills are the same, especially in the cultural management category. But the art of first-class graduation is clearly divided. Isn't art and culture not a family? I don't know if I really don't understand it. Everyone who is determined to fight is sturdy, and it is the helplessness of the life behind you.