Smiling, watching the direction of the heart

Life is measured by footsteps, not by fantasy. A lot of things are not what we imagined.

She can't be as good as you think, but not as bad as you think. Some people say that people's fragility and strength are beyond their own imagination; sometimes, they may burst into tears with a word, and sometimes they find themselves taking a long walk. Only when you have personally experienced everything, will you know how vulnerable you are, or whether you are as strong as you think.

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I always thought that I was a child who was heartless and could not do anything. You see, I still always tell myself, nothing, I don't care so much; there are no secrets that can be stated in my heart, and there is no sadness that can be described. Has always maintained a state of peace. Because there is no demand for life, all the fun of living. I often think that there is something that can make me uneasy, and I have to worry about sleeplessness all the time.

The whitewashed, too little mind, was suppressed in the depths of my heart, and I couldn’t get catharsis on weekdays. Then I burst into a dream, turning into a nightmare, entangled and entangled. You see, whether you are deliberately hiding, there are always things that can be naked to sell the deepest thoughts in your heart. I have always been dreaming, uneasy, and fearful. I feel that sleeping is very tired. When I was awake, when I was doing the rest of the work, I dissolved my emotions in those noisy, happy, busy, empty, and I would pay attention to the cry of my heart. Therefore, I said that I tried to exchange the shackles in my ears for the peace of mind. This is probably the meaning. However, when your eyes are closed, you can only see yourself as the bottom of your heart. The mind is just swearing alone, she has not disappeared.

When the night is quiet, when you gradually become confused, she rushes out of the cage that suppresses her, and slams in your sleep. In the past, I liked dreams very much, just like the feeling I liked to dream when I wrote a long time ago. I have nothing to do with myself, I can go as my own life, and experience some things I have never experienced; I can also be treated as a spectator, passing a scene, wake up, the play is over, life is still the same, It will not be a little worse or better than before. It’s always unfinished.

Recently, Xu was physically discomforted. He was always careful and didn't dare to eat it casually. He didn't dare to reduce his clothes. I said that day, I was a little bit ill, others asked me, I always said, nothing. It seems that this is really okay. Habitual answer, I have never said to anyone, that thing is very sad, in the most uncomfortable time, just said, nothing. Therefore, I have always felt that I am actually quite strong. I can clearly remember a lot of details in my dreams, although it is messy but not vague. I started to feel how tired I was. In fact, everything can be seen simply. In this way, the complicated dreams are nothing more than two kinds of dreams, the dreams that one expects to dream, the nightmare of their own heart, and the nightmare. What I did was not what I liked, so I was exhausted.

Dreaming of an earthquake, a group of people running without a handle, no direction; because you simply don't know where to escape. We are so naked exposed to the enemy's sight, let her slaughter. People are always vulnerable at times. Without the ability to turn things around, I can only watch and watch some die, or destroy. When the virus is slightly raging, it is easy to take away a living life; the earth gently shakes, and it can destroy the foundation that has accumulated for centuries. No medicine is omnipotent, nothing is unbreakable. But fortunately we still have love and hope. Standing in the world, we always need love and hope. They are soft and immeasurable.

Someone is doing his own thing in a methodical and devout manner. They used all their strength to support the Buddha statue that was swaying in the shock. It seemed that they had no time to take care of the pain they suffered from the body, because there was still an immortal belief in their hearts. I suddenly felt that having faith is a very happy thing, then, at least, the heart will not be indifferent.

Perhaps this is the case. Only by believing in the beauty of life, you are worthy of having her good. Only by believing in the existence of the Lord will you really get his blessing. No matter how weak the state is, perhaps, prayer can't save the lost life, can't stop the disaster, but it can make the soul safe.

Believe it is like this, when you really have her, you can appreciate her beauty and strength. Life is nothing more than this. Only when the body is over, can you know the taste of it, whether it is sour, sweet and sour.

I think that life will not give anyone more magnanimity, and will not deliberately give more harshness to anyone. She is fair in itself, and she gives all the children and children who live in her arms the same gift and gift. The unfairness that we feel is just an accidental accident and evolved. It is not the original intention of life.

Therefore, I believe in fate. Everyone has their own life. From the birth of us, choosing to be in this body is to choose a life path for ourselves without complaining about life. A lot of opportunities have merged into the present you and me. Changing to an identity is not necessarily better than living now.

When I was really in the non-stop crowds of people who lived in life, I realized that your complaints were useless. No one cares, what kind of stress you are experiencing elsewhere or why you are so tired, they only care, when you are in that position, do you show what you should be. She talked about the various things she had just started, she could not sleep for three consecutive days, hungry for a few mouthfuls of bread, and when she was sleepy, she squatted on the table for a while, then continued to play the spirit of 120,000 points; The next day, the customer has to be in a state of energy. Therefore, no one cares about what kind of struggles you have experienced behind them. What they care about is just the success or failure that you show. A smile can show people, and exhaustion is just one's own.

Everyone's life is not that simple, everyone's life is very busy. We all have a lot of things to do, no time to complain, no need to complain, it is better to save some effort and take a few more steps.

What is the fantasy world in the house, and the idea of ​​exquisite speculation may be illusory. If you take the threshold, you may only need one look. You know that it is like this. Imaginary, or listening to other people's descriptions are always biased, and the footsteps are measured in an inch, so that they are closer to the reality they belong to.

When you have done everything with your heart, will you go back and think: Why am I doing this? Does it make sense? Anyway, I have already done it. Recently, I have seen three provinces on Weibo. I borrowed it: I have three provinces, I thought about it? Did you do it? Has it become? Ok, go and write a thesis...