Voice of heaven

Voice of heaven

That year, the smell of fragrance, just like this, you are away from us. That day, my brother and I looked at you, and you looked at you and ended your life. Looking at you for only a few hours, a few minutes, or even a few seconds, I felt the heavy pace of death, I I feel that I am going to lose a close relative, I am going to lose you, I will lose you forever - 姥姥

I am embarrassed in the world, can not find your side, East bottle Western mirror, can not forget to forget, but also on the clear rain, folding chrysanthemum sent to your side......

Hey, how can you just leave like this? Are you rest assured that our children's grandchildren? Have we not honored you as a grandson? You have been rushing for a lifetime, and have worked hard to raise your four children. When they are married and have children, you finally have time to enjoy your old age. You should have a small bench like other grandmothers sitting on the street. Home, why, God, are you so unfair? He has been rushing for a lifetime, old, and you want her to suffer from illness all day, why? Is she wrong?

Perhaps, from another angle, God loves you. Maybe God doesn't want to see the torture of the disease all day long. He calls him back, but God, you can't give another day. It can be an hour, let us be the younger ones to do their last little bit of filial piety! I am here to say: Death is terrible, she is like an old witch, with a serious face, a tsunami roar, and no poor people he can't escape from his hands. Maybe, you don't believe, because you haven't experienced the pain of life and death. You haven't seen the waxy face and the thick breath, she doesn't want to leave her loved ones, she really I don't want to, she firmly grasps the last straw in her life, but all efforts are useless, she still has to leave...

If she is still there, she will still lie on the bed and groan all day long. I remember once, my mother and I went to the house, and my mother asked me to walk around. I tried my best to help. On the way back, I said that she was tired and wanted to rest, but I went to follow my own requirements. Ask, I said, this is coming home soon, and then stick to it! I want to sit down, but I lifted her up again. She was in a hurry and took a cane and rushed over to me. At that time, I cried, I don't know why? Then it will not hurt, why should I cry? Because I was a boy’s character, the previous injury was a hundred times or even a thousand times more painful than that. At that time, I did not leave so many tears. Maybe, then, it’s really hitting my heart, so It will be so sad, leaving so many tears.

After more than half a year, I have never been to the family to see you, I know that I am gambling that breath, that sigh of my own breath. At that time, I thought that it was the so-called bones. Later, I discovered that this year, my tears flowed too much, I lost too much, I was not prepared...

My condition has worsened. This day is just the time for family to celebrate the New Year. We have been hit by a slap in the face. I am seriously ill. She can’t let me help her to walk again. She can only go with her every day. Deal with the bed. Once, it was my turn to be on duty. My father and I followed. I can't take care of my life. I can only rely on others. My mother asked me to throw out my diaper. I am dirty and let my father blindly. instead. Now think about what I really regret, I can't help you to do something. The only thing that allowed me to get a little comfort was that I went there at four in the morning when I was going to go big. My brother and I spent the last life with you. Sometimes, I will think, if I obey the advice of my parents that day, I will regret it for a lifetime, I said, I want to make my life less regret and regret, I am really grateful, that time, I Going by my heart, I still went.

In front of my mother, I never let my mother see my sadness, my sadness, because my mother is already sad enough, I don’t want to add bad feelings to her anymore, so I will leave my sorrow to myself and stay in my heart. Never let it show up. In fact, I cried in a corner and cried with my girlfriend. But she always blamed me. I can't stand it. You don't understand the pain at all. So, in the end, I chose myself and chose to kneel alone. The pain of "enjoying" alone...

Finally, I would like to quote a Lu Xun's words: the benevolent and dark motherland, willing to keep her soul in your arms!

Hey, let's go!

The second day: Liu Longfei