Who made me so unbearable?

I am very small, very awkward, a sunny look. The face is always smiling, innocent. At that time, there was no earthly mind, no hard bitterness, everything was so simple.

I have changed in the sixth grade of the flower season, my parents are divorced, I look at them with cold eyes, seeing them tearing and insulting each other. On the surface, indifference can’t work. In fact, the heart is broken, the former carefree The girl disappeared, and the little and tender baby fat that she was proud of gradually became a face of the melon seeds that she could not even think of before. It was so dreamy and so delicate, her performance plummeted, she fell in love with the Internet, fell in love with the game, pursued Stimulating, pursuing the trend. At the same time, greed for wine, this is what I used to think about, I fell into the extreme. But now, I enjoy the fascinating life. Every day, I drink with those friends who are friends, go to the karaoke room and stay away from the night, seeing their fear of accused eyes, feelings of silence, I am increasingly embarrassed, and my body is getting richer. The thinner, the more and more type. Mixed, the students changed their eyes to me, not the close friendship between the past, but the kind of deliberate and flattered. Later, I learned to smoke again, and the smoke released loneliness. The voice was not rude because of smoking, but magnetic. I think, I changed.

Mom and Dad, is this pretty girl who is a little sweetheart in the mirror? Have you ever wondered why I became so uncomfortable when you hated me now? I am calm, I admit, I am even disgusted by me now, but have you ever thought that if you are willing to give me some love, will I be in the first place? Now this beautiful and rude, sinister, hypocritical girl has been a beautiful and simple sweetheart! At this moment, the smoke is soaring, I spit out the smoke circle; sorry, I changed, those who have loved me, I am sorry for you. I've changed

Second day: sneaky