September party member thought report essay

Dear party organization:

To be frank, my motivation to join the party was not pure at first. Because *** is "good", because everyone is actively participating in the party, because of the strong demands of parents, I handed in my application for joining the party with full questions.

I think that I am not a good manager. I don't want to be a leader. I want to be a leader. I just want to be a simple self and live a simple life. I don't want to sway my youth in the frontiers of the motherland and the impoverished mountainous areas for the needs of the motherland. I just want to have a stable job and a happy family in the future, and I will live a stable life. I really thought so...

However, my friends trusted me, supported me, and elected me to be a party activist. It seems to be in the air, and I can’t go down. This makes me have to rethink: Why did I join the party? What kind of thing? Is my faith really here? So I started my own party class study, maybe this is really a road to doubt, on this road can continue to learn, harvest, grow, and then Change...

After finishing a few party classes, I probably finished reading the book. Combined with the basic principles of Marxism I chose this semester, I can’t help but say that **** is really a science, a great historical movement, and a human history. The most beautiful, progressive and most reasonable social system. I think of a disabled young man at the entrance to Guangzhao who has to lay down his dignity in order to survive and beg for a living. I think that there are so many peasant people struggling on the food and clothing line, and think of the words of Mr. Ji Xianlin’s sigh in his memoirs: "My most regrettable thing." It was during the revolutionary period that I was always a spectator, but I didn’t participate in it.” I thought about it and I was ups and downs.

Indeed, I can't stay out of the way, I should contribute to the development of human society. And **** is such a scientific truth that is deeply impressed. Chairman Mao said: "We are not afraid of those evil doors, the truth is in our hands, and the truth is never to be defeated!" I would like to Pursue and realize the truth, and dedicate my life!