Nurse Internship Diary

Internship is an expectation, an expectation for one's own growth, an expectation for the transformation of one's own character, and an expectation of one's own dreams; learning, there is also a fear, there is a lack of confidence in oneself, and there is no way to adapt to it. Concerns about the new environment are even more fearful that they will be at a loss of anxiety. I came to Beijing 301 Hospital with a copy of Xiyi and a stunned one, and started my internship. From then on, my identity will be changed from a student to an internship nurse. The living environment will be transferred from a school to a hospital. The target audience will be changed from a teacher to a doctor, a nurse, and a patient. For these three major changes, how to be a qualified intern nurse, although the teacher is already very numerous to us, but my heart is still uneasy, strange and uncomfortable, afraid to be taught to teach, afraid to do better than others I’m afraid, I don’t know where to start... The first rotation department is icu, my teaching teacher is Wan Ling teacher, she is the operating expert in the yard, working hard, beautiful, and operating specifications, which is invisible I am under a lot of pressure. The beginning of the internship life has made me feel frustrated. I feel very small in front of the teacher. I don’t even have a brain at work. I only perform mechanical tasks. I only want to do my work every time. I want to do it first. The more mistakes, the more mistakes and the more fears, the more fear the more mistakes, which creates a vicious circle. So I didn't dare to ask for an operation, but the teacher felt that I didn't take the initiative to work. Sometimes I felt like I was wronged and I was crying.

Every day I face the busy figure of a teacher like a fish. I only have a complaint in my heart. I can’t complain that I can’t apply the theory to practice. I complain that I didn’t study well when I was a trainee. I wish I was clumsy. It may be that I have poor adaptability and I don't communicate with the teacher. I am still in the ccu, but I am also very grateful to my teacher. I am very patient and caring about me. When I arrived at the operating room, Teacher Li Nan saw my progress every day. Even a little bit, she encouraged me. Even if I was so stupid, she would tell me the principle and let me know the root of the error instead of reprimanding. It played a guiding role. I began to have my own ideas and renewed the passion of work. No matter how much hard and tired, as long as I feel comfortable, I can have fun every day!

Now, for the internship, I am still embarrassed and scared. Medical education. The network is collected and compiled because the internship is an opportunity to connect theory with practice. It is very fresh and interesting to apply the theory of four years to clinical practice. Then, to operate on the patient, if you really want to see the nature of the disease through the symptoms, but the bottom of your heart, it will inevitably be scared. I have also asked a lot of intern students, and they have different opinions. The medical education network collects and organizes the whole thing as if people drink water, and know how to keep warm. But one thing is that the clear use of knowing the true mastery of knowledge is to use it in practice, to verify and consolidate what is learned with practice. Learning how to communicate with patients and teachers is not a good point for me. Being timid and unnatural will make me lose a lot of learning opportunities, so I think communication is also an art. If you learn well, you will benefit. shallow. After nearly five months of internship, I also had this experience. Also understand the duty as a white angel!