College computer major graduate graduation summary

After four years in a hurry, I passed from a ignorant new student to a graduate . Looking back on these four years of study and life, it seems that the lessons are far greater than the harvest, but I don't regret it. Because the past has been paralyzed, whether it is harvest or lessons, it has become an established fact. All I can do is accept them instead of uselessly. .

The following is a summary of all aspects:

1. Learn:

Year 1:

When I chose this department after the college entrance examination, I didn't know much about the computer. I have never been exposed to programming, and I don't even know that this subject is highly demanding in mathematics. Just because I like to play games, I want to do the game industry in the future, so I chose the only professional that seems to be related to it, which is the department. Looking back now, this choice is not appropriate. Four years have passed and there is no indication that I am suitable for this profession.

I just heard that mathematics is very demanding when I started school. That is to say, before the professional class, I was basically studying mathematics. At that time, the mentality was already wrong. I don't like mathematics. Although I have been learning for so long, I have already realized the importance of it, but I still have to admit that I don't like it, even if it is just a tool. I don't like it, or I don't get used to it, too strict logic thinking.

Maybe this is doomed to me that I am not suitable for this major. During the year, my study was very poor. In the second semester, I tried it because I failed two classes. Since then, I have also pushed me into a psychological abyss that is difficult to get rid of - inferiority.

On the other hand, the first year of programming enlightenment is not doing well. I feel that this is a very difficult thing.

The lack of preparation for the two tools has had a major impact on the next three years.

Year 2:

Because of the trial reading, this year is certainly not good. I am afraid of it all day long. Even when interacting with classmates, there will be psychological barriers. The pressure of learning is great.

But I did not put in the corresponding efforts. There is such a strange mentality in doing this - I always feel that these things are not good. I have a great fear of math-related courses and I can't study hard. On the other hand, I did not take the initiative to do some programming exercises.

In the end, although this year is a smashing past. But not much progress. I have not considered whether I can have other outlets.

Year 3:

I finally want to work hard. This year, I spent more time studying on it than before. And the psychological pressure is not big, learning is relatively easy. This year has been a lot of fun.

Due to the lack of foundation in the previous two years, although the final results have improved, but only to the middle level. One factor is that professional class learning does not seem to have so many mathematical requirements.

And in this year, I finally changed my view of programming and returned to the normal evaluation: it is just a tool. For different people, the difference is only proficiency.

This makes me seem to see my hopes for this profession.

Year 4:

The real professional class is coming. The first semester passed well, but the results did not improve. After the professional course has entered the direction of choice, it is time to consider the future direction. At this time, I found a fundamental problem: for this major, not only the incompatibility of the thinking mode, but also the interest.

If you only talk about learning, there is a corresponding effort. I should be able to be qualified in any direction of the profession. I don’t know how good it can be, and what can be done. But I can't make the corresponding effort. I think that several directions are not very attractive to me. Then I was lost in confusion.

The second phase is completed, and the topic is related to data mining. After doing it, I feel that the theory of this direction is not very interesting in itself, probably because it is too mathematical. But I am very interested in its application. At this time, I felt that I had found a direction for the time being.

When the design was completed halfway through, there were serious psychological problems, which led to the study of this semester. Including the establishment and a professional course. Later, I applied to the school for a graduation and continued the project in the coming year.

My current status:

Basically found a direction, data mining related. After a decision to suspend learning, the psychological adjustment has gradually returned to the normal state of junior year, and is about to enter a virtuous circle. I believe that the next year will be completed, this topic will not be a problem, because I am now preparing.

2. life:

personal life:

Usually, the living habits are not very good, the work is chaotic, the three meals are uncertain, and the hygiene is not complete. Fortunately, because the physical exercise persisted, the physical condition remained good. But poor living habits have had a negative impact on both learning and psychology. It is a serious lesson.

live in community:

Usually relatively autistic, do not take the initiative to interact with people, not too active for group activities.

It is very regrettable that in the past four years, apart from the students in the dormitory, there are no friends who are particularly intimate. Many of the students in the school, especially the classmates in the class, are very enthusiastic and very good people. I have not had any deep interaction with them, which has caused me to miss a lot of true feelings and opportunities for progress.

Participation in social activities is almost zero, so I have not yet entered the society until graduation . The collective activities of participating classes are mainly concentrated on sports. There are very few other aspects. Therefore, there is very little exercise on group activities.

Mental life:

Due to the adverse effects of learning and life, the mental state has not been very good. In the senior year, I learned some ways to adjust my self-mind through relevant knowledge learning and consultation. Now finally have a more peaceful heart. I feel that this is very important to myself. In the future, no matter what path I take, I will be able to keep going. The mentality is the first factor. And I was finally able to grasp something on it.

4. summary:

From the perspective of professional knowledge and basic knowledge, it is not a very qualified graduate , but the basic knowledge of the profession can still be mastered. From the perspective of personal life and social activities, we have not made enough efforts and will only recover them in the future. However, I had the feeling of grasping myself in the last period before graduation . After one year of adjustment, I believe that I can become a qualified Tsinghua graduate .