Fu Lei's book excerpt 300 words

1. The photo is another kind of excitement for us. The look of the tiger is the most like you. Probably the camera was too close, and the child was a little scared and a little wary when he saw the strange thing aimed at him. It's a pity that the two laughs are blurred. The next time you shoot, the aperture is enlarged to F. 2 or F. 3.5, and the time is 1/100 or 1/150 second. If using flash, use F. 11, time 1/100 or 1/150 second. Looking at the one you play the piano is the most fun and beautiful; you should enlarge the two of you as a slap, the left hand blank is completely unnecessary; the enlargement is five or six inches to see clearly, because the original film is too small. Another one who doesn't know where to sit is the chair is the car? A glass frame with Chinese paintings on the ground floor, we guessed to guess what is going on, hope to explain!

2. In contrast, I am getting worse and worse. I can’t say that it’s a step backwards, or it’s limited in ability. I used to feel that my own shortcomings are not as clear as I am now. The more I feel the profound experience of the original, the more I appreciate the beauty of the original text, the more I feel that my heart is strong, and the more I feel that the translation can not convey the charm of the original. The number of reworkes has increased and the time has been spent more and more, and the results have always been unsatisfactory. Always see your limit [limit], use the limit of the brain [limit], word limit of the sentence [limit], congenital limit [limitation] - for example, the corner of the sentence is too hard, the color is monotonous, the theory is strong and depicted Weak, everywhere is related to the defects and deviations of my personality. Naturally, I am not discouraged, so I still know that I can't do it, but it is hard to be happy. Working with achievements is the greatest happiness: you and I are the same.

3, any art has a part of the implicit things, in literature is said to be full of meaning, Westerners called the same lines and show it, although his experience may not be correct. Whether it can be experienced has nothing to do with nationality. From which angle to experience, can understand which hidden things in the works, it depends on the personality of each nation and its cultural traditions. What the people of the A nationality and the B nationality have experienced are both correct and incorrect, different types, and different degrees. I guess the tacit understanding between you and your father-in-law is that each other is an oriental person. The way you feel things is not in common, and the angles of things are often similar.

4, people do not know that the temperature is the highest cultivation in life, can not be achieved from a moment. To the critics, I did not add reservations in the past, but only increased my vigilance. That is to say, people borrowed money, and they were extravagant and introspective, and they sought the opinions of teachers and teachers who were truly experts and satisfied. I am completely trustworthy in the spirit of your self-criticism; however, artists sometimes dig into the corners and think that they are taking the original and correct path. To avoid this, you need to maintain a calm and objective attitude. The so-called artistic il1usion [illusion] sometimes blinds a person for a few years. As for the shady scene of the critics, I have translated Balzac's "Disillusionment" in the past three years and got a lot of knowledge. It was still the same before the first century, let alone today! In the February issue of "Music and Musician" magazine, there was an interview with Karayan [Karayan], saying that he only thought that criticism was a certain gentleman's opinion. He would listen to the scholars he admired, or he would automatically ask for advice. This attitude is roughly the same as yours.

5, getting the chamber music [cable music] is not easy. Personality [personality] to be able to match, who is not subject to who's outshine [covering and ignoring], is an encounter and can not be sought. Consensus in advance is not the same as feeling consistent. It is not enough to know intellectual understanding. Even if the feelings are consistent, the depth of feelings may not be consistent. In this case, of course, there will be no last degree conviction [strong belief]. Even with this strong belief, the strength of each population's kiss may be different: it is inevitable that one will move to the other on the stage, or one overwhelming the other, or one who is sweating hard to follow the other. Of course, when it comes to these, the performers of some duet sonata [duo sonatas], these troubles [difficulties] simply did not feel. Remember Kentner [Kentner] and your father-in-law Franck, Beethoven [Frank, Beethoven], can't stand it. I heard that Kennter's music memory is so good that it is irrelevant, but the memory is irrelevant to art: otherwise the computer can become a first-rate music player.

6, your New Zealand letter mentioned horizontal [horizontal] and vertical], I wonder if it is a popular term in the Western intellectual community recently? Or did you create it yourself? According to my understanding, the level you are talking about means starting from an equal position, unlike vertical being top-down; in other words, "horizontal" is the way of infiltration, unconsciously flowing into people's hearts. Vertical is a mandatory infusion method that is hard to accept. In terms of objective effects, the former is subtle and the latter is passive acceptance. I don't know if this explanation is right? If a culture of a nation is infiltrated, its power will be large and lasting. Individuals adopt a "chemical" attitude toward new things or foreign culture and art, and they can achieve convergence and integration, and they use the realm for me, instead of making a hard copy and cutting the foot. If you are worthy of the word, you can start from the word, and you will have a real new culture. "Chemicalization" is not a struggle without a struggle, but the short-term violent struggle of the surface is not a surface, but a potential long-term, relatively moderate struggle. Who can say that "chemicalization" does not include "critical acceptance"?

7. When you talk about the characteristics of the Chinese nation's "chemicalization" and other artistic feelings, I fully understand that it is also my idea. For many years, I often said to my mother: The more we study Western culture, the more we feel the beauty of Chinese culture, and it is more suitable for my personality. I first fell in love with Chinese painting, and I started when I was studying Western painting at the Lufu Palace in Paris at the age of twenty-one. These questions will be discussed with you later. The wonderful thing is that every time you talk about this kind of discussion, it coincides with my own. Some of the letters are like I wrote. I don't know if you have been affected too much from childhood, or are you as deep as the roots of the Chinese? Probably this root is the main reason.

8, your father is particularly strong like your mother, but still have to be modest, first do not hinder your daily work, the second do not spoil the Ling Xiao. ——Children often play with him and become a habit. They can't catch you all the time. Not only does it hurt, but it is not good for children. Tolerance to loneliness is a big weapon in life, and resistance to loneliness must be trained at an early age! It is important to hurt children, and it is also important to develop discipline; when you are a few months old, you will not pay attention. When you are two or three years old, you will tighten again. Adults and children will suffer. I can fully understand your mood. You said it well, Zhizi Mo Ruofu, because the temperament of parents and children is always very similar, I don’t always say that you are my mirror? Not to mention that you and I feel as keen, it is the change of impermanence, and sometimes the climax of the low tide, suddenly excited and mad, suddenly depressed and so on, the artist temperament, you and me are almost the same. Unfortunately, these genetics do more harm to your actual life. Anything that is good for art is often not conducive to life; because the artist is stepping on the ground and the mind is in the sky, this gesture certainly does not adapt to the real world. We often think that Mila is not easy, you should not use your mother's temper to measure the Mi La. You have to remind yourself at any time that there is no reason for your depression to vent to a third party. Moreover, her childhood is not happy, you two should be pity with each other. I have not done my self-denial work in my life. You must be better than me and have a good effect. Then my mother and I don’t know how happy it is!

9. Mozart's Fantasy in B Min [B Minor Fantasia] remembers you mentioned it five or three years ago. Roman Roland highly praised this work, and thought that his painful experience was revealed in this work. The depth of exposure is that Wei Bai and Beethoven may not exceed. Romane Roland's two famous books: Muscians of the Past [Ancient Musicians], Muscians of Today ["The Musicians of the Present"] are available in English, you may wish to buy them. Among them, Mozart, Beyogashi, and Te Pisi are very exciting. The masterpieces of music can help us to understand the masters of the past more accurately, and also correct our subjective views. I think that artists not only need to work hard in this art, but also have to read a lot of books, and they often have to meditation to prevent their own bias and horns. People with strong feelings are not afraid of anything else, and they are afraid of being objective. The way to prevent it is to learn from others and test their opinions and feelings from the mirrors of others. Secondly, the tape recorder is a necessity for you to learn, one by one is another mirror of your own. I used to remind you of the way to manage money. It means that you can have the financial resources to buy such necessities. Does Mrs. Kabos still go there? In December, did you take the opportunity to ask her? The teachers and teachers in the art must always contact and communicate. There are also abuses in the practice of closing the door.

10, Ling Xiao is going to be hoarse and dumb, I suggest you buy a Chinese recording first, often for the children to listen to, let him get used to it, and also good for Mi La. In the future, I am afraid I have to ask another Chinese teacher to teach my children. - You see, isn't the place where the child needs to spend more money? The life of your travels to the nations is so hard, and the amount is always man-made; on the other hand, the extra expenses, absolutely indispensable expenses, can only find ways to save in other places where you can save. The people are atrocious and impermanent. The artist has to be influenced by fashion or unfashion. I think of the distance everywhere, and I don’t want to be wide. The moving problem mentioned above is worthy of calm consideration, and it is also for this! As long as you have a reasonable calculation in your monthly home in London, you are good at scheduling, so that you can save about 20% of your expenses, and still maintain your standard of living! This also applies to your own expenses. You should understand that I am not saying that you are extravagant, but that you will not be dispatched and will not calculate; why not learn the most important course of your life?

11, nearly a month, my mother often dreams of seeing you, sometimes in command, sometimes playing Concerto [concert]. I also dreamed that Mila and Ling Xiao were in our house. Every time she wakes up, she likes and feels sad. Last night, she said that she now feels sleep is a pleasure, she can turn herself into two people, and live two lives: there is a hope before going to sleep every night - not only can be reunited with flesh and blood, but also separated from one or two decades. Friends and relatives meet. I often dream of you, the music on your piano is very clear in your dreams.

12. In the past few months, I have been studying Balzac. Some of his novels with a strong philosophical taste are very important in the West. I spent a lot of effort to finish reading and spent a lot of patience. Several works on the study of these works. I always feel that mysterious atmosphere is not easy to accept. At most, I understand it. I can't talk about appreciation and resonance. The Chinese do not talk about metaphysics, but unlike the abstraction of Westerners, they often use the poetic conception to make the metaphysical theory very ethereal. The true meaning is not easy to understand, but it is not as boring as the Oak Square. There is no such thing as the religious taste of the sword. The Westerners' all-original origins must be attributed to a god anyway. The so-called God [God, God] seems to be unable to explain the universe except for God [God, God], and cannot explain life, so it is not certain that a Creator can't. Fortunately, no one can prove that God [God, God] is not there, and they have to say it; but their positive arguments are also far-fetched and unconvincing. They first affirm that life must be meaningful, and the soul must not die. From this inference, we will come up with a god with plans and will! But why does life make sense? The soul must not die? They think that this is self-evident. I think Europeans are more proud, more arrogant, more ambitious than others. They are ambitions. They regard human beings as the best in the world, so they must make a set of philosophy and metaphysics. Come and prove this view of "the spirit of all things". We are really responsible for the mission of God and the implementation of God's will. In my opinion, this is vanity [vanity]. Oriental philosophers are much more modest than they are. In addition to Cheng Zhuyi's geographer dogmatic [arbitrary] is very powerful, others are talking about yin and yang tai chi, not as Western people say God [God] so absolute, arbitrarily arrogant, aggressive, maybe we are somewhat doubtful in the bones, accept Not a strong insist [stay], too excessively certainty [affirmative].

13. Regarding Liao Shishi and Liszt, I am very impressed, but today my eyes are not big, I don’t write. Every time I listen to Liao Shi, I always feel that he is more male, more powerful and healthier. It should be a good example of creating Chinese music. According to Roman Roland, the true genius of Romance Roland in the history of France has another definition of genius. It refers to the natural talent that emerges like a flood, rather than the hard work of the day after tomorrow. The composer only had skin and two of them.

14, feelings of loneliness, similar to each other, but the degree is different, the number of times is different. We have not left our hometown, and our lives are stable. We are better than most people. But people are always thinking, and they are often attacked by emptiness. The only comfort is to push the heart between the flesh and blood, so no matter how rare your letter, I always write to you as much as possible, I hope to dissolve some of your depression and loneliness. Just a wish is one thing. The mood to write a letter is another thing: I often want to mention the pen and the spirit is not calm, I can't lift the pen; or I just write it, it is very boring, as if the voice of the voice is so stiff. Very, I don’t feel very happy.

15. Cong must have mentioned it to you. He has been calling us three times in a month. How happy it is, every time we talk about twenty minutes! You can imagine how strong the mother can hold back when she hears the voice of "Cong". You are now a mother, you must be able to understand the love of a mother who has been wandering for eight years. How deep is it! Cong must also tell you that when he was playing in Hong Kong, some of our old friends were very accommodating to him. They almost watched him born. Cong called them two "good moms" and they regarded him as My biological sons generally, they wrote these emotional letters to us from May 5th. We couldn’t help but have tears in our eyes. Nothing is more beautiful than motherly love. Unfortunately, I don’t have time to translate their letters. The paragraph shows you, the letter details what they have done for Cong, and how to take care of Cong before and after the concert. This concert is really boring.

16. "Financial management", if it is solved as "living money," it is a difficult matter. As a solution of "no savings and a little savings", it is easy to do. As long as you have the will, have the determination, do not compromise with yourself, have the heart to suppress your fancy [a hobby]! The old saying goes well: open source is not as good as throttling. Our desires are endless. The so-called "difficult to fill", if you use one hand to go, how much is used, even if you enter the gold, you will not feel ample. Since it is necessary to remain innocent, to maintain the independence of personality, and to support the family to live, to prevent misfortunes, but also to tighten themselves, the "export" barrier is firmly held. "Population" is in the hands of others. You can't and don't want to swear by your knees; "export" is completely in my hands, and I am the master. You should remember the so-called clear stream in ancient China, and those who have bones are the poor people who are self-satisfied. Why the word poverty is connected together is worth pondering. My understanding is that if you are poor, you will be poor and then you will be able to clear it! I don't want you to be "poor", just to control your own desires, to do what you want, and you can't say that you want to be tall! You understand all these reasons, I don't need to bet, the problem is practice. You want to get it in art, you can do it, so you can succeed; if you can say that you can do it in life and size, as long as you are half of your art, your life will be very bad. Throughout the ages, most artists will not live. This is not their glory, but their failure. The reason for the failure is not really too clumsy for real life, but not to pay attention and not make up your mind. Because what I mean by "will live" is not to make a fortune, to exploit people, or to engrave, to be a miser, but to mean that life is organized, and the balance of payments is slightly surplus. To achieve these two points, it is more than enough to take a small part of the attention and determination of art to apply it!