Look up for courage, bow your head and breathe

Different roads have different landscapes. Different people walk through the same road and see different scenery. The same people will take different roads with different attitudes. There are more choices on the road, more choices and more hesitations, and more fears of accumulation will lead to fear of choice. In the face of fear of choice, it will be as uneasy as a pony crossing the river. Listening to too many other people's opinions and suggestions will blind your inner voice. Behind the choice is nothing more than a war with your own heart. There are quite a few people who say that I am very courageous to go back to school. In fact, I am very embarrassed. I have no courage and fear, but when my inner desire is big enough to overcome the consequences of the choice, then I can make a decision to change. Time is up, stick to the road of your choice and destroy all the alternative roads and then cut off the road. Even if you die, you have to kill a bloody road! Raise your head and ask for your fate!

Don't bow to fate but have to bow to reality. After more than three months of crazy play, it is really difficult to regain the lost textbooks. I am an ordinary person, so I must work harder than ordinary people. When I really started to work hard, I found that I can go from the first to the last. In addition to eating and going to the toilet, I can’t say a word without a bitterness. I can brush my brush and want to vomit. I can recite the book back to the eye, every wash. There is a layer of hair in the head basin... But the world is not only realistic but also cruel. It won't be rewarded for your efforts. It won't be pity for you because of your tragic situation. It won't be at all. All the efforts seem to be a drop in the bucket, and the class teacher does not ask from the initial concerns to dissatisfaction and finally to the end. I have also suspected that I have hated desperation, but I am gratified that I have not regretted it so far. After crying and laughing, I still have to go down with tears. This road is my own choice. Even if I block the south wall, I have to hit it. If it is really knocked down, it will not fall or die. But the only thing that can be done is to leave everything behind, work hard and work hard, don't think about other things, and give the rest to time.

Day after day, repeating between bowing and looking up, one day is like this. Nearly at the end of the period, I have been ill for more than a month, especially those who are sick. Everything depends on myself. No one cares about themselves and cares for themselves. No one can tell me that I am listening in my heart... Thanks for being alone. Hard days and the strength of clenching my teeth can make me not think about the consequences and rewards. I can make me fall again and again and climb again. It can make me laugh and sneer at the end of the exam. Eventually it becomes a positive number from the reciprocal. And that made me sick for more than a month, the sickness of the Spring Festival holiday home is not good for two days. Later, I gradually realized that life needs a person to live a silent and stubborn day, immersed in paranoid but strong, stubborn and stubborn efforts, let yourself know that you can also fight quite well. And those who have worked hard but can’t see hope are actually hopes.

I have never seen real suffering, and what I have experienced now is really not a big problem. But I believe that at this time I must know more about life than ever before. And those places that have been hurt before will certainly be stronger than ever.

I am not flaunting myself. I also have my embarrassment and disappointment. It’s true that it’s true or not, but those who really walked through it must understand better and understand the taste. My so-called effort may seem to be a senseless struggle in the future, but it is not sad to surrender to the fate without even trying to try.

I used to bite my teeth for the dream of my heart, brave and strong, once for the sake of tomorrow's own self-humiliation and resilience, but now I continue to move forward in order to live up to my own self, in order to be able to stand the forbearance and persistence