I always need to try my best to force myself once in my life.

I was a fat girl since I was a child, sitting like a small meat wall that blocked light and heat. Once, I accidentally ponytailed, my classmates exclaimed, you look like Liu Huan. I am not ashamed, go home and report to my mother. My mother looked at me and said in a tone: "No, you are more like Tengger." She also said: "Your zodiac must be awkward." I eat very fast, never picky eaters, sour and bitter, southeast and northwest, I It is a backpacker on the tip of my tongue. My stomach is my hometown. I swept the table like a predator, and the devout heart of food would make any cook's sense of accomplishment burst. The sixth grade of the country can eat eight ribs in one go, and the seafood that eats shellfish is as fast as chicken glutinous rice.

Last year, I took the college entrance examination, the parents' logistics support work was excellent, and the dishes were not only nutritious but also full of variety. I think I just want to eat panda meat, my mother can carry the knife on the Wolong Sanctuary. At that time, I was studying in the heat, and I sat for a long time after a hearty meal like a punch card. After dinner, I came back to a big bowl of supper. However, the heat does not burn into the inspiration for solving the problem, but instead turns into fat in the waist. I really like a pregnant woman, and my heart expands. After the end of the college entrance examination, I was shocked to see that the summer uniforms that were fluttering and stunned were stretched by me and weighed 120 pounds. God, I am still less than 1.6 meters.

I really wake up when I was in college, everything was very different. And the other five beautiful girls of the same age eat and sleep together, the difference is obvious: when other girls eat jin, I count as kilograms; when the bathhouse is full of many same-sex homosexuals; when the roommates have no intention to say "you It’s quite fat”; when I don’t look down in the mirror, the three layers of chin are clearly visible... I finally understand that I should lose weight.

The war started. Close your mouth - eat less staple meat and eat more fruits and vegetables. Nothing dares to eat, hungry, or hungry. Long nights, hungry to the liver and trembling, I feel the heart beast like a beast hitting the ribs in desperation, whispering and squirming stomach bag thinking, dominate the weak and useless brain. Stepping on the legs - skipping rope, standing on the ground, jogging, aerobics, squats... Everyday, with a pattern exercise, the body is twisted out from the inside out. After the exercise, my mouth was dry and panting like a cow, turning into a piece of seaweed that was sunburned to dry in the Sahara at noon, a fat round cake. The hardest thing to do is not exercise, but the half an hour before the exercise, the determination to resist change, the anxiety of resisting sweating, the regret of eating and drinking, the helplessness of compulsive self, almost pushing me from fidgeting Mental breakdown. How many times, the only motivation for me to sweat is to "eat an apple after dinner." Not worth mentioning the fascinating beliefs, but it has supported me through countless days and nights. After the holiday home, I first put on the scales, the electronic scale showed a few beats, and finally stopped at a number that made me feel mixed -84.

Nowadays, I no longer lose weight and start to maintain: regular work routine, insist on exercise, stay away from junk food, and occasionally indulge myself, such as a bowl of sweet and warm black sesame dumplings on a cold winter night. I joined hands with the weight, and stepped into the honeymoon period of the eyebrows, but this did not hinder me and the gorgeous unparalleled geeks - food, from time to time hooked up.

Why did you fight this war? Thinking about it, I think I finally found a plausible answer. I, an ordinary person who has been created by a standard Chinese-style education line, will continue to break down the chickens in accordance with this ruined life trajectory; although the study has not worked hard, the most difficult college entrance examination is still busy sneaking; in my love There is no achievement in the field, let alone a shocking talent... I just hope that there will be an "impossible task" in my life, so that I can look back on all the hardships and fullness.

If anyone asks me: "Have you tried your best to force yourself once in your life?"

I can think about it, and then honestly say: "I lost nearly 120 pounds to 84 pounds in one semester. Is this counted?"