Why have I worked hard for twenty years, but now I am worse than others?

Recently, bbs talked about the problem of brick yards. As a brick school, he was forced to think of a doctoral student. LZ couldn’t help but think of his own experience. To be exact, he was a friend of himself and a long-time friend. He was filled with emotion. Sometimes, if you work harder, you will be more efficient than the mistakes in the direction. Twenty years of hard work, because of the wrong direction, there is no deserved harvest.

LZ grew up in the unit compound, has a good friend, is also the son of a parent and a colleague, and LZ has been playing from a young age to a big one. The relationship is very good. Let him call him a little Y. The children we read together are small and young. I have a very good grade since I was a child. Every time I take the exam, I am the first in the class. If I am a little Y, I am more greedy. Sometimes I go to the Internet cafe after school. The score is a little bit worse, but the exam is enough.

In 2004, I and Xiao Y were admitted to the science class of the best high school in the city. After entering high school, we all participated in the chemical competition. In order to compete in the chemistry competition, LZ started to get rid of all the weekends and holidays. Every day, I learned the game at one or two in the morning. Xiao Y also participates in competition learning, but still does not change the nature of playfulness. Sometimes, when playing in class, play PSP, and when class is over, go to the sister of the following class. Later, LZ successfully won the gold medal in the chemical competition and sent it to P Dahuayuan. The small Y competition lost, was forced to go back to the college entrance examination, and finally admitted to the Beijing University of Posts and Telecommunications, under the advice of his cousin, choose to learn computer.

In those years, LZ was the pride of parents, the role model of the teacher, and Xiao Y was just the opposite textbook.

In 2007, we joined the university together. Although I was not in a school with Xiao Y, I also came to Beijing together. The train to Beijing, Xiao Y's parents looked at me, envious, my parents are very proud. The Peking University Chemicals has a strong hand, and LZ does not dare to slack off. For four years in college, LZ spent almost all of his time on learning, libraries, laboratories, and teaching buildings. He didn't talk about a relationship or participate in extracurricular activities. Xiao Y’s study in Beiyou is relatively easy. He often sees photos of him going out to play in his QQ space, taking a mop girl and making me envious. Sometimes Xiao Y also asked me to go out to play, but I have no time. Calling the family to complain, Dad and I said: "Don't be like Xiao Y, the child is ruined, no interest." I keep in mind, right, eat hard and bitter, and be a person.

In those years, LZ is still the pride of parents, the role model of the teacher, Xiao Y is still only the negative textbook.

In 2019, we graduated from college. I chose Baoyan, and I successfully studied in Zhiyuan in this hospital and followed a well-known professor. The small Y score was not enough for the research, but he was not willing to take the pains of the postgraduate study, so he decided to work. The professional of the computer, the identity of a minister of the student union, the summer internship, let Xiao Y successfully get the offer of Baidu. However, my family still prides me on them. They think that I am a Ph.D. student at Peking University and a proud son. Xiao Y is a wage earner of a private enterprise and has no interest.

In those years, LZ is still the pride of parents, the role model of the teacher, Xiao Y is still only the negative textbook.

This year, I also want to graduate from a doctor. Thanks to the boss, although it is very push, I am not embarrassed to graduate. I am ready to find a job. The direction of the research is rather unpopular. No chemical company has such a demand; on the resume, there are no flashes other than a few papers. There is no internship experience, no financial and computer conditions are available; no school experience, the holidays are all used in the laboratory to move bricks. I want to learn and think, but they ask the teacher to explain the problem vividly, but the phD has turned me into a science and engineering student for many years, and the ability to express is plummeting. I want to test civil servants, but the chemistry major originally needs less. In addition to not winning the liberal arts students, there is no other advantage besides being a party member. Having talked about a love, I quickly got divided, and my girlfriend said that I don't have time to accompany her.

A few days ago, I saw Xiao Y at the class reunion. He has already changed jobs. His salary has changed from 8k in 11 years to 38k now. He bought a house in the North Fourth Ring and just waved to prepare for it last month. Buy a car. Moreover, he and his girlfriend are also prepared to talk about marriage.

Nowadays, Xiao Y is the pride of parents, the role model of the teacher, LZ is the opposite textbook.

The same background, different life. Looking back now, "Efforts must be rewarded." This is completely shit. It is completely useless chicken soup. Sometimes, if you work harder, you will be more efficient than the mistakes in the direction. I used to naively think that I am working harder than Xiao Y, I will be more successful than him, but the opposite is true. Perhaps, when you enter the university to choose a major, you are already destined for today's destiny. However, I think of my own hard-sitting experience. I remembered that when I was playing happily, I was in the high school when I was in the middle of the night, when I was in college, I was studying hard, I was studying hard at the time of reading, I still wanted to ask:

Why have I worked hard for twenty years, but now it is so much worse than others!