There is no hurdle to go, as long as we still believe in tomorrow

A swallow, in the blue sky shining in the afternoon, from a hill that is rendered into a thick green, flies to a pond at the bottom of the valley... The white clouds are crowded together, soft and lovely, the blue sky reflected in the pond, the water spirit Like a pair of tenderly dyed beauty eyes, and the blossoming pink lotus flower, from the round deep green leaves, the pink tones like a person to see a burst of joy; A green-striped frog jumped into the water from the lotus leaf, only two round eyes were raised, warning about everything that might be happening around.

The grass next to the pond, dotted with small flowers, like a dancing girl in a shack, exhausted the tenderness, and at first glance look like the eyes of the lawn, with a beautiful alum to get close to this Kind of scenery.

Looking from the pond to the distance, the mist in the sun rose up in the air, and was blown away by a breeze. The weeping willows in the distance were soaked in this peaceful atmosphere, dreaming of oneself. The woman with the plain yarn hung down the rainbow under the tree, looking up, the sweetness and affection in the eyebrows.

However, is such a bright scenery in the afternoon just as everyone wants, what I want for myself?

A year ago, I began to be crazy about such poetic and picturesque scenery. I think that people who write and read need such spiritual cultivation and embarrassment about this beauty, so I use my clumsy pen to describe everything I imagined. But one year later, I don’t want to write such a essay anymore because it is not true.

I have read many beautiful essays by Zhu Ziqing and Lin Huiyin, but I found that when I am immersed in it, it is my sorrow. The beautiful pictures in the article flooded into my mind. I am enjoying this moment. At the same time of tranquility, I found that I was getting farther and farther from reality, and I became more and more lonely.

I like writing, but what does writing really bring to me? Is the spiritual world enriched? Why do I still feel emptiness sometimes, is this really just a scam? Deceive me innocently, and finally throw me a cruel reality, watching me face the pain of facing the time?

In the face of reality, what I still need is an ideal job. On the eve of graduation, I counted the calendar, and my heart was scared and happy. I was afraid that I couldn’t suddenly get used to getting along with my colleagues and complicated work. The twenty-year student era is finally over, and I can finally solve my financial dependence on my parents and have my own life. With such a contradictory and complicated mood, I persisted in the last days before leaving school, and I couldn't wait for myself to break into a butterfly.

These days, I have been studying professional courses, conceived the great ideals after leaving school, but I was stunned by the sudden appearance of the formula, and I was stunned by the inexplicable physical principles. I don’t know how this knowledge will work in the future. There is no use in it, but since it appears in front of me, I have a reason to understand them. Even if I still don’t understand it, I will not regret it when I try hard.

These days, I still keep my writing habits, but the time is getting tighter. On several occasions, I found that I was sleeping at night when I was sleeping at night. The child who struck the countless Song characters in front of the screen, conceived The future that is carried by each article. I used to be tired of staying up late, but in the face of ideals and reality, nothing can't be changed, so I got used to what I was not used to.

These days, my mind is filled with too many things, messy, I feel very tired. Once I was an activist, every activity of the school took the initiative to participate, and even won several off-campus competitions, but now I find that the aggressive children have completely disappeared. I dare not admit to growing up, but when the burden of reality is so much that I can't lift my head, I chose silence, and this silence is the tomorrow I am desperate for.

The reality is really bad. I looked up and looked at my own feet to find out what kind of future I had, but I couldn't see anything except the endless confusion. I said that I have to rely on myself and rely on my own strength to firmly root in this land, but whenever I encounter some small setbacks, I still habitually choose to escape, I find that I still can't rely on it.

I said that I have a dream. I regard my dream as a weapon to inspire myself. But I know how small the possibility of dreams is. After many years, I will be the one who laughs at myself. Still the one who appreciates himself?

I like fantasy, so I imagined everything in the mind after many years, but I have to go through such a long night, and still can't clearly show me the day of my life.

Lu Sihao said: The night is very long and the sky will always shine. So I wrote a silly letter. I said that I am still alone in the dark, because there are so many people who, like me, are eager for dawn at this night, and every star in the night sky is working hard. Glowing heat, they have to illuminate my way forward, telling me that as long as I keep going, there will be dawn!

Twenty years old may be the most confused and helpless age in life. I don’t know where I should go. I don’t know how cruel the reality is. I don’t know the difference between the gains and losses of life, which is more conducive to my own growth. However, Fortunately, we have youth, blood, courage and dreams. We are never afraid of making mistakes. So we bravely sneered with ridicule and reprimand, and we fell down without crying. Because we have grown up, growth is all the meaning of our way.

The road is at the foot, and the future is hidden in our hearts. I know that we can't finish this road in one step. We can't even see what is ahead of the road at a glance, but as long as we go in our own direction, it must be There will be dawn, wait for the day to shine, and meet us is the endless dawn.

Still the same sentence: The night is very long, and the sky will always shine.

I hope that everyone who is still in the dark can continue to go on;

I hope that everyone who is reluctant to accept defeat will be able to overcome all the obstacles that he wants to overcome;

I hope that everyone who is hopeful about the future can find the light that belongs to his own life...