Inspirational Novels: My Suffering My University (14)

Inspirational novel: my suffering my university

[Later, due to active transformation, outstanding performance, Liu Shutao was repeatedly sentenced to reduce the sentence. Every time he receives a reduction or a reward, he will write to me to report it. Every time I received his good news, I felt very pleased. My personal success is weak and small, and the energy of the example is huge. 】

Gradually, I opened up the work situation and became the backbone editor of the magazine. And was promoted to executive editor.

Perhaps because I am born poor, I am still concerned about the amblyopia group in society. In the more than six years of "Zhiyin" magazine, I ran a call for the little sisters who were murdered by the culprits; screamed for the innocent people who were in prison; sought help for the unfortunate life of terminal illness; The wage earners have generously donated...

In the summer of 1999, CCTV's "Files of the Documentary" program group came to Wuhan again and interviewed some of my experiences after the "Friends". From the president, editor-in-chief to the director and colleagues, everyone has a good evaluation of me. Later, on TV, I saw President Hu Xunyi’s statement about the circumstances in which I was hired. He said: "In fact, when the magazine decided to use Xiao Zhao for an exception, it was a bit hesitant. After all, our magazine never hired an editor without a diploma. However, we saw that she had written so many documentary articles, and It is our competent author, I want to give her a chance to see if she can do the job of editing. Xiao Zhao is very hard-working and diligent. In the past two years, it has made great progress, and it has given us an unconstrained talent. Confidence. In the future, if we recruit employees again, we may pay more attention to the life experience of candidates..."

On many occasions later, Mr. Hu gave affirmation to my achievements.

In 2003, Peng Yuyun, State Councilor, Vice Chairman of the National People's Congress and Chairman of the All-China Women's Federation, visited the "Friends". The leaders also introduced me to Chairman Peng. Mr. Peng cordially encouraged me to work hard and create new achievements. At that moment, the excitement and warmth in my heart are unparalleled.

In fact, my heart is more grateful. If it is not for the "Friends" to give me the opportunity, then talent, and can not be used. To be successful, talent, hard work and opportunity are indispensable.

Subsequent interviews followed. TV stations, newspapers, and magazines have been dispatched. People who have graduated from a small country, the quarrying women and working girls can be editors and journalists in the well-known "Zhiyin" magazine in the country, showing a strong interest. Because the contrast between the identity of the person and the profession is too great, people want to know how I worked hard to achieve today's success. Thus, "Working Girl Becomes an Editor of a Famous Magazine", "The Road to Struggle for Primary School Editors", "I Am a Swan for the Nine Years", "The Heaven and Earth," and "Editing from the Quarry Women to the Famous Journal" The article on the title is one after another. Every day, I receive dozens of letters, written by working sisters, written by high school students, written by parents, and written by high wall prisoners. There are also two letters, actually written by the United States. It turned out that they watched the broadcast of the program on CCTV's international channel. All the letters, almost without exception, expressed admiration and reverence for me to challenge the fate.

Among them, a letter was written by a Wuhan student. He said that he was very excited to see such a thing happening in his hometown. He wrote the letter to his parents and then asked the parents to forward it to me. Come over. The student who stayed in the United States said in the letter: "Although I am an international student, many times higher than your diploma, I still feel that it is not as good as you. Your spirit of fighting in adversity is something I don't have. You are hardworking, The spirit of positive optimism is something I don't have. I can hardly imagine how I would spend my life if I was born in a family like yours, that kind of life..."

Among all the letters, the one that touched me the most and kept in touch was a young death-stricken prisoner named Liu Shutao in a prison in Tieling City, Northeast China. When he saw my story on TV, write to me immediately. He said that before he committed the crime, he was also a literature enthusiast. He often wrote short essays and submitted articles to local newspapers. Once, because of his temper, he helped people fight, and he lost his hand and hacked him. The young life was subverted. He is very desperate, and hopes that I can help him out of the mud.

That was my first contact with a prisoner of death. This letter feels heavy in my hands. I couldn't bear to throw it into the trash. I thought about it, or I sent him a letter. The letter is nothing more than encouraging him to make a good change. I also sent a copy of "Friends." Unexpectedly, in the second month, Liu Shutao wrote a letter and kept a copy of the work in the letter. I hope that I will guide him in writing.

To be honest, I was so busy that even my own manuscripts were written in a race against time, and there was time to write for a prisoner! But I couldn't bear to let a hopeful heart face disappointment. I had to give him a reply with a hard scalp, encourage him to read more and write more, and tell him that I would help him publish his work.

Liu Shutao is working harder. While doing the "Wake Up" editor in prison, he not only wrote his own manuscript, but also led other prisoners in prison to start a good writing style. In each issue, he sent me a copy of the newspaper that published his work, congratulated me and showed me every progress.

In the fall of 2000, Liu Shutao wrote an article to me - "Zhiyin, gave me glory and dreams". I saw that his writing was smooth and written, and he was sent to the editor for review. Subsequently, this was published in the "Friends", he received a thousand yuan in the draft fee. Later he told me that he donated all the contributions to the local children who were out of school. This matter was also reported by the local media.

Later, because of the positive transformation and outstanding performance, Liu Shutao was repeatedly sentenced to death. Every time he receives a reduction or a reward, he will write to me to report it. Every time I received his good news, I felt very pleased. My personal success is weak and small, and the energy of the example is huge.

[Looking back, I can't help but burst into tears. I was moved by myself and moved my persistence and luck. If a person cannot choose the fate of birth, he can also choose the fate of survival. There is always a destiny in our own hands. No? 】

In 2001, I was rated as an excellent employee by Zhiyin Group. Because this year my volume was ranked in the top four in more than 20 editors. Therefore, I was promoted to executive editor and also got a second chance to go abroad - to participate in the "Knowledge" Korean PEN.

In 2002, I was named the third outstanding migrant worker in Wuhan. Was awarded a Wuhan City account. My rural hukou was easily transferred to Wuhan City and became a real city man. Parents and family members are naturally happy, but I have not had much surprises. It seems that all this has long been destined to come sooner or later. Because I have always believed that the setbacks and sufferings in my life can be improved. I will be able to get rid of the predicament of life sooner or later and be able to break through.

Good luck followed. The unit built a companion garden on the road of democracy, four units, nearly 100 sets of housing. Except for the first floor, which is the office area, all parts of the first to eighth floors are given to employees. Since 1996 to 2002, the staff of the magazine have had a share. According to seniority rankings, I ranked 21st in the qualifications for housing separation. In this way, I was able to give priority to the selection of a 133-square-meter large house on the second and fifth floors, a split-level, three-bedroom and two-guard. This is my dream home! It’s the root of my drifting!

When I renovated the house and took my father and mother from my hometown to Wuhan, they stepped into the door and saw my spacious and beautiful new home. I couldn’t say a complete sentence for a long time. I read their gratitude from their eyes and read their pride. A lifetime of hard-working mothers caressed my picture with full screen, sobbing and said: "The old man, who is not jealous now! In the home, everyone said that I am blessed, have such a promising daughter, see you Now, I am dead and I am watching..."

The mother's words are like a key, opening up the dusty warehouse in memory. The past bits and pieces are like waves, and each wave has a salty taste, and it flows into the shallow sea of ​​the eyes... When I got up, I saw myself more than a decade ago, crying and stumbling on the stormy road. Those sufferings, those hurts, those frustrations, the thorns and bumps that linger on my growth path, the deep and shallow footprints that are soaked in tears and sweat, the laughter in tears, the harvest in temper, the sweetness in pain -- They enriched my thirty-five years of youth, they were immersed in my thirty-five-year-old full-year ring, and they built a different life that I am different!

Looking back, I can't help but burst into tears. I was moved by myself and moved my persistence and luck. If a person cannot choose the fate of birth, he can also choose the fate of survival. There is always a destiny in our own hands. No? I can't imagine, if there is no disaster in childhood, the bumps of youth, the training of youth, what fate will I be now?

In September 2004, the Central Committee of the Communist Youth League and the National Youth Federation jointly organized the first national literary competition in Kunpeng. The Wuhan Communist Youth League recommended me to participate. So, I sent my own book "Suffering, a University of Life" to the organizing committee of the competition. Afterwards, I gradually forgot the game. Unexpectedly, at the beginning of January 2005, I suddenly received a call from the Guangzhou Communist Youth League Committee to inform me to go to Guangzhou to receive the award before January 20. My "Suffering is a University of Life" turned out to be Won the second prize of prose. This is a surprise!

On January 20th, in the Super Five-Star Phoenix Hotel in Guangzhou, Yang Yue, secretary of the Central Committee of the Communist Youth League, famous teachers Ke Yan, Lu Tianming and others gave trophies and certificates to more than 20 of our winners. On the stage of the light, I accepted the live interview of the host. When the host asked me: Although you have experienced so many hardships and setbacks, you are now quite successful. Now, what do you say to more young people who are confused? I thought about it. In the face of more than a thousand guests and TV footage under the stage, I said something nervous: "There is always such a disappointment in life, not because you are temporarily in the shadows. I doubt the existence of the sun. As long as you bravely go out, you will find that the front is shining! "My words got a round of applause, and because of my excitement, my face was already red like a tomato...

This is the first national literary award I won. I don't think it will be the last one. On the train home, I started reading a book, "Give me three days of light." Helen Keller’s autobiography was read when I was a child. This time I revisited it, but I have a deeper understanding. Keller was blind, sly and dumb. In addition to her normal limbs, her world was dark and silent. However, she "groomed the light that others saw as my sun, and the music heard in other people's ears as my." Music, the smile of others' mouths is my happiness." It was this extraordinary tenacity and great courage to challenge life that enabled her to finally find the light of life in the darkness and became the heroine of the 19th century and Napoleon.

Therefore, when I think of my youth again, I see the grass under the stone on the mountain. As long as the stone is removed, the body that is bent will immediately stretch. A breeze swept through them, and in a short while, they stood up and stood alive. The wind and rain can't be destroyed, the wildfire can't be burned out, the frost and snow can't be frozen and frozen - this is the power of life and will! No disaster can be completely destroyed! On the contrary, proper tempering will make the originally fragile life strong and resilient. It is easy not to be killed or knocked down.

Therefore, I believe that experience is a fortune, suffering is a gold mine! And my suffering experience is not only my wealth, my gold mine, but also a university, my life university!