One year, what is my heart?

Although the Lunar New Year is the true New Year in the hearts of our people, this is also the year of the Gregorian calendar.

This year, it will also quietly leave after three days.

There is nothing special about ordinary time, day after day. But after we painted a special mark or symbol, the whole day, the mood of the whole person became special.

Looking back on this year. I have turned my life into four paragraphs.

The first paragraph is the New Year's life in the first unit. I live in a dormitory and plan to study well, move the dormitory's network out, leave a pile of books, and awesome ideas.

The second paragraph begins in March. I changed my new dormitory and got a new roommate. A master's degree, it brings me the atmosphere of learning. We live in a dormitory with two people living in two suites. After 5:30, after dinner, I was happy to come to a game. The atmosphere was quite harmonious, and then I started to learn, dreaming of technology entrepreneurship and fantasizing to go out for a trip. And the roommates from strange to familiar, the heat rises. The atmosphere of entertainment and learning is also good, the work pressure is not big, and the consumption of accommodation and food is less, just like college life.

The third paragraph begins in July. Work started to be busy, but still insisted on learning. No longer playing cards, only reading books. This time seems to be full of yearning for the future, because young, should not choose so comfortable. We still have life, and parents are working hard for me. The pressure is great, and I read the book when I am fine. At this time, I suddenly liked a colleague, and smiled and touched my heart. I can't suppress my inner feelings and actively pursue. I gradually stayed away from the lives of my friends and I was learning and her. But good things can't always be the same. Because of the age difference between me and her, I am not sure that it will be smooth sailing. Like it, it is enough. This relationship is in the heart and sways in memory.

The fourth paragraph begins in mid-December. I finally chose to leave the familiar unit, leave the familiar city, and leave the familiar people. I can't escape the state of mind at the time, and I also deliberately pursued the waywardness. In short, I chose the road I will choose sooner or later. I am moving forward in advance.

I think that the year I passed, there is really joy and sadness. I laughed happily and was unscrupulous. I cried sadly, my heart was frosty. I was annoyed and angry, and I felt sad and panicked. It was lost and firm.

When people live in the same environment for too long, they will feel very depressed. I belong to this kind of person, so I chose to leave and change the environment. Like to start again, it is actually escaping.

Sometimes escaping is the only solution. It's not that I'm not strong enough, I don't want to let the damage continue, I don't want to resist.

Distance is the best way to maintain too much relationship. It is a farewell to the past and a compromise with fate.

Now I live alone here, although I am connected with many people in the past, but my mood is different.

Not too capricious, not too casual.

It seems as if I suddenly saw a lot. Sometimes there is always a life, and there is no time to ask for it.

Determined the way forward, and walked forward.

Time is moving forward, who can think of what will happen in the future?

Just like when you were carrying a schoolbag on a small country more than a decade ago, it was innocent.

At that time, can you think that after ten years, you will work and live in a city.

Also lonely and mature.

At the end, sum up in one sentence:

I went to the next year, and my heart was always there.