Tears that can't be wiped

I remember that it was a rainy summer. I am still a little girl who is not sensible, wearing a long coat and thinking that she is an adult, wearing sandals running in the fields... next to me is the sensible Herrin sister. The weather just went fine and the weather was exceptionally sunny. I played with Herrin. At that time, we had an appointment. "Herlin, where are you going to grow up?" "Well. I am going to Jinan." "When will Hernlin come back?" "I don't know, that. It’s what my mother said.” “Let’s pull it!” “Well!” “I’m with Herlin forever!” Because I was so excited, I accidentally fell into the swamp, and Herrin’s sister grabbed a straw. I saved it, but she sank, I saw it, scared to move, and my heart beat. I watched Herlin go. When I got home, my mother asked me; "What about my sister?" I can’t say it, it’s not easy to say one thing; "Sister... save me... fall into the swamp..." "You are useless." Something!” Mom took my face in one hand; “Herlin sank, you are not saved, stupid! How did I have a beast!” I was so scared, tears swirled in my eyes. . My mother finally said: "Do you know what festival today?! Ching Ming Festival! Others commemorate the dead, you kill people!" I listened, my heart was like a knife... My sister's funeral was at night, suddenly started Rain, everyone finished talking. I am kneeling in front of my sister's tablet, rain hit my face and squat down my cheek... "Sister!! Are you lying?? We pulled the hook..." The rain grew bigger and the mother was Next to me said: "I am not going to go! You are dead, forget it! You are not worthy of living in the world!" I listened even more sadly, how can my mother marry her daughter? Soon, my mother passed away... This incident made me not talk, and when I think about it, I feel so stupid and naive! Why don't I save it?

Fourth grade: crying in a smile