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"Pan Jiayi, total score 237. 8th place..." I did not cry, I know that the score does not mean everything. However, I don’t know how to face parents with such achievements...

Everything is in my expectation. As soon as I entered the house, my mother who was cooking in the kitchen asked: "How is the test?" The rushing phone ringing over there is also ringing. I don't know how to answer. On the way, I thought about N lie and excuses. I had forgotten it at this moment. I had to stand still, but regretted the tears that were intertwined with the grievances. My cheek dropped on the floor...

"I know that surfing the Internet all day, not learning, certainly will not be tested!" "You should really reflect on it" ... I endured the scolding, and did not talk back to my parents as usual. I know that the summer vacation that I wanted to relax and have fun is not at all for me.

Is the score of an exam really important? I admit that I didn't play well in this exam. I also admit that I don't usually study hard, but can the performance represent everything? 17th test, the first place is not allowed to play 1 time abnormally? Perhaps in the eyes of parents, these reasons are simply not a reason. I used to be their pride, but today they are so disappointed...

Fourth grade: Pan Jiayi