a paradise one meter away

In the darkness, we explored the door to heaven. We used to think that it was too far away, one fell, two times, three times, and confidence was easily desperate in helplessness, collapsed in despair, slack in collapse. However, one day, we still saw the appearance of heaven. Looking back at the starting point, it is only a distance of one meter.

In early July 2002, the road to the third year of high school

Although the summer vacation has just begun in the second year of high school, but the school took us for the two-month holiday, we are not satisfied, very well-behaved in the overwhelming tutorial class. I officially handed over the position of the deputy editor-in-chief of the school magazine. Sitting in the classroom and looking at the blackboard overturned the formula. The smell of sweat mixed with the expansion of the fan can not be suppressed. In those days, the college entrance examination was far away from the horizon. The blackboard behind the classroom seemed to have an early sense. I like to use hours to calculate the time from the college entrance examination. The result is counterproductive. Let us think that the college entrance examination is a matter of hundreds of years. The huge number makes We feel at ease. Tutoring and classwork are just a kind of psychological appease for us. We sit on the top of the third year of high school and watch the words, sleep, and chat on time every day. After returning home, I still surfed the Internet, rented DVDs, watched TV dramas that could be overwhelmed, and ate the phone to let my parents hate Bell. The days are very good, so let's forget when I changed my short sleeves from short sleeves. We are ushered in a real high school in a mess.

Officially opened in September 2002

The classroom seems to be a proud complex. Every year we rise to the next level, it has to go up one level. The school seems to want us to recognize our identity while we are at the level. But the results were minimal. When I started school, the only thing that everyone complained about was climbing the stairs to the soft feet every day, while doing leg exercises, while not increasing the heavy feeling in the heart, but cursing the curse. So lazy people have a lazy way, except for the earthquake, we will never go downstairs. However, there are also excitement. As the first-class figure of the big brother and sister of the school, we have the privilege of not wearing the school uniform. At one time, the classroom is colorful, and the topic of chatting with the students has more premeditated clothes to wear tomorrow. . The first half of the semester is undoubtedly easy. The geographical creatures that had caused us headaches and dissatisfaction have disappeared. The people who study texts don't have to work hard, and the science teachers who are happy to see the past are arrogant. The scholars thoroughly say toe-bye to history, although politics can't escape, but the atmosphere of the course is easy to mess, and the political teacher is regarded as a transparent person, and the self-professional change to self-study class everyone knows in the college entrance examination. Under the premise of the teacher, the teacher will definitely give you enough face in these sub-classes. The heavy academic burden of the first year of high school and high school suddenly disappeared without a trace. This really makes me a little happy and unbelievable. Although I still persuaded myself to consciously do extracurricular exercises, memorizing ancient Chinese and political views in advance, however, my mind was completely absent from it. I sat in the desk for four or five hours every night, and then went to bed at 11 o’clock. Sleeping, this sounds pretty good time comes from deceiving people.

I still can't remember when I started the atmosphere. It was premeditated, but it was intrusive. There are more homework, more exercises, and more tests. We always feel that it seems that we have only tried it in the near future, and the teacher took a slap in the air and made it into the classroom. The thick counseling book was launched as free. Every time we received a book, we felt that we could never finish it. Then we laughed and signed our name on the cover page, saying that we want to Take them to sprint the college entrance examination. However, we never thought that they were just the beginning, and the life was so short, they were quickly solved by us, and then pushed aside to accumulate dust.

I finished my first three semester of high school. The results of the final exams are still not outrageous in my half-year ruin. I have squeezed into the top 100. This is the key high school in our city, which means you can enter a top-ranking university. However, this ranking is quite dissatisfied to my parents. They don’t understand that when I was in the first year of high school, I was able to hold a fourth grade. I often had a position of twenty or thirty, and I went back to the third year when I was in the third year. In this way. My explanation is that everyone is working hard, and my strength is too small to fight. In fact, I am still very pleased, because I know that I did not concentrate on the first half of the semester, so I have enough reason to strengthen my confidence. During the Chinese New Year, a young and high school girl called me to ask me if I was suffering. I was biting a bunch of candied haws on the phone. I answered it with a vague answer. I was still alive and well-rounded. They can't restrain their smiles at that end, and I am extremely optimistic here, I am firmly convinced of my future.

The holiday is not over yet, but we are still sitting in the classroom ahead of time. In the third year of high school, we can understand the good intentions of teachers and schools. Obviously, everyone is not as boring as it is during the summer vacation. Not only do you obey the time, but in the classroom, it is rare to see someone on the table and the weekly convention. The class teacher praised us for getting more and more high school students. Of course, there are less than four months. Now we have more or less observed the ruthlessness of time, and no one wants to use their future as a bet.