At the best age, enjoy the toss

After submitting the resignation report, I originally intended to adhere to the work of one year, but I was unable to hold it.

My father was not satisfied with my sneak peek, but it was too late, but there was still some worry. It is calm and comforting him, but I know that there is fear and expectation for everything that is unknown.

The first serious work in life, mistakenly hit the line, never thought that he would actually do such a job, and pre-school thinking, separated by thousands of miles. But I insisted on my teeth. I think I always want to know the familiarity and I can learn something.

I am convinced that young people frequently quit, and most of the students around me have already made one or two job hops, in less than a year. Maybe I want to prove that I am different, maybe for a deeper understanding of this industry, I still insist.

However, I don't understand more and more, what I am insisting on.

If you rarely get happy and fulfilling, if you want to leave every day, if you don't know what you are doing here, then you can probably leave.

I have wanted to leave many times. When I was angry, when I was wronged, I finally chose to leave at a moment of calm.

After submitting the resignation report, there was a hint of relief in my heart, followed by fear and expectation. The mood at this time is somewhat complicated.

When I left school last year, I was surrounded by people like me. At the moment, everyone is working, and only I am reluctant to quit my job to find the so-called happiness and fulfillment.

A person, like a warrior, is also a coward.

There is a big direction in my heart, knowing which way I will go. Just interlaced like a mountain, I have to start all over again like a white eye.

The ignorant is fearless, and after experiencing the baptism of the workplace for half a year, I understand the so-called workplace rules and the world. Coincidentally, we are not stupid enough to be bullied without knowing ourselves, and not smart enough to resist. So there was more fear and embarrassment.

Just still feel lucky, at least jumped out, maybe the next moment I entered another pit, infinite loop, but at least for the moment, left.

At this time, I learned more or less, but people are becoming more and more lazy. The environment is very important to me. It is more important for lazy people like me. It is also getting more and more inclined.

Not leaving for the so-called freshness, but only after real integration, I understand that I am not suitable. Someone told me that I want to know an industry for at least three years. I have been here for nearly a year. I can't say much about it, but I know clearly that I am not suitable.

In the blink of an eye, it is more than 20 years old. Someone has begun to urge the so-called lifelong events. Fortunately, parents are not in a hurry, and I am not too stressed, and live a day when I am full of family.

The age of a poor and white, only time and energy, and this time, it is the most free and most able to toss the age.

I can't say it, I don't know when I will come, and I believe that in the near future, I will marry and have children like most people.

I like and hate such ordinary things, but what is extraordinary? If you can be happy, why not?

I also want to have a warm home, husband and wife? maybe. But when you have a family, your parents are getting older, your concerns will be more and more, and your responsibilities will be getting heavier. At that time, the so-called freedom was also less and less.

It seems that only at this time, I belong to myself. I can't ignore the feelings of the closest people, and I can't just be myself. Daughters, students, employees, all kinds of identities, both past and present, are showing me that in this world, I am alone, but not me. I am me, but not myself.

Only this time, I can probably ignore the sounds around me, just listen to the wind and rain, go alone.

Leave, with gratitude and regret, say goodbye to the place where I grew up. Everything that is unknown is embarrassing and full of hope. In the days of one person, I am gradually polished to the appearance of what I have.

At this moment, the wind and rain are big, I can only bite my teeth.

At the best age, one person, tossing.