We are not children of God

I don't know what words to use to describe the days that make my dreams come true. Language always limits the expression of emotions to some extent. The life of the third year is also mixed with a lot of tastes, so that everyone who has passed by seriously I can't tell the emotions when I look back. Everyone has a hysterical origin

Starting from the middle of the country, my dream is Fudan University. In high school, I seem to feel that I can touch my dreams with my hands out. I have been instilled the concept of college entrance exams many times a day. I have no choice but to fight back. I carved a few large characters on the small cabinet at the bedside: I went to Fudan! I still remember the way I was murderous and swearing. I wake up once every day after getting up. I am honest, quietly living the same life, my heart is like water. Star chasing, travel, crazy online shopping, gossip, love problems ... have been abandoned by my pain, the 7-year-old Q age also came to an abrupt end. I am really not a person who can learn while playing, tired of always having, and occasionally smug about his own small success. My madness about dreams reached the limit when I first entered the third year of high school. Everything turned into a college dream that I had already identified when the college entrance examination came. The power of my dreams made me eager to try.

From the teacher's announcement of the college entrance examination review schedule, I took out a brand new book and started recording my third year. On the first page, there are only a few words: Fudan, waiting for me! On the second page, there is only one line: my college entrance examination goal - 650 points or more. The third page is a paragraph: "I know that everything will be there. I will have the failure of the big test, but I will never give up my efforts and dreams. The environment can only affect me, can't decide my future. Decide my In the future, I am only myself. I will do my best at the hand and try to make my dreams come true." These three pages have been silently supporting my entire high school life. As my high school teacher said: Flying does not fly to get this long mountain, just look at the college entrance examination. Many students with dreams and me are silent in their hearts, "you must win this battle!"

In the last semester of high school, in October, the first monthly exam came, and from that moment on, I began to feel the truth of the college entrance examination. During the National Day holiday, I didn't dare to take my family one day. From the birthday of my motherland, until the end of the holiday after 4 days, I got up at 7 am every morning and kept doing my homework until 1 am, where the meal and lunch break were at the desk. Finished on. I was bored at home and studying hard. The first thing I thought of when I opened my eyes was how to do the math problems that I didn't finish the night before. When I was tired, I dreamed of getting the admission notice from Fudan University. I am really crazy to be the most honest student... I later learned that everyone has a hysterical origin. I think, in October of that year, I had been hysterical.

What if you want to be a nerd who can think?

After the monthly exam, the school’s bulletin board was lively, with many lists and notices about the third year. I only stood there and made a fuss, and I understood that the sentence I posted on my desk no longer meant to be a gesture. In high school, you are not required to learn in life, nor to let learning infiltrate into life. Instead, you must not forget to study at any time. Try to let yourself get income in every time period. Conducive to the college entrance examination. "For the college entrance examination, why not be a nerd who can think?" I thought. Everyday days are repeated, simple and full, a little boring. But it doesn't matter, I am willing, everything is worth it!

In the morning, when I climbed to the fifth floor of the school, I panted and fell asleep. When I was sleepy, I asked me to ask the question at the same table: "Introducing the cultural history of the Tang Dynasty... or facing the piles of hair." The review of ink tastes, a little nervously complaining: "Is the paper recently reduced in price, so that the school made so many unscrupulously?" Then, in the seat, holding his feet, holding the book, holding the pen and fighting for history In the dynasty and the special back, I want to throw it out of the window when I go to the book; I have a meal in my mouth at noon and look at the next learning task, thinking of myself more than the Prime Minister; Run, but also forced to run while listening to the ancient text; at night to do a lot of math problems, as described in many articles, next to a glass of water, I have not drunk a few times, perhaps just a symbolic thing „„This is my day. I don’t know if this day will make others “despise” and feel too exaggerated. I can’t stand it. But I really came here. I am an ordinary high school student. I was deeply immersed in high school for three years. I only know how to eat meat mechanically, go to class, do the problem, calm down like a small town in my hometown, forever. Nothing will happen.

Bitter, is never eaten white

Near the time of the college entrance examination, a wide variety of test papers arrived as scheduled, and they were bombarded and could not hide. The monthly exam is nothing, a big test every week, three days a small test, this is only a rigid rule of the school, teachers of various subjects also discuss when the time is right, and then use the test papers to exchange communication with the students. ". From the next semester, the curriculum of our grades has been completely revised. It is absolutely normal for the two classes to be in the same class. Every day, we will hand in N pieces of papers that have gathered together for nearly a year to review our hard work, and we will also receive N papers with a red score. The score, this very stimulating and valuable guy, in the spring of that year, its enthusiasm is enough to make all the high school students including me shocked, that is, love and hate. Although I have already become a veteran of the exams, I have been worried about not getting good grades. The depression of "Bailian has not become a steel" has shrouded every future test: I feel that I am Mathematics paid a lot of day and night, but did not get the expected red apple. Liberal arts synthesis is also a section of my nerves, a four-choice multiple-choice question, a dozen short-answer questions, a slight negligence to watch a good score suddenly disappeared, like missing a gorgeous encounter, and finally Nothing. Even so, I still have to take Fudan every day, still doing a lot of papers every day, because my choice is not to choose, so I have been learning to learn...

I like to study on a regular basis, and my study plan is very strong. Two weeks before the general monthly exam, I will take a day to fill the two-week daily schedule, reviewing step by step, and the daily tasks of each subject will be heavy. The two weeks before the monthly exam are my most tiring time, so I will treat myself once after each monthly exam, no matter how good or bad I am, as long as I try my best to review. I have always practiced the principle of "bitterness, which is never eaten in vain." I am a super shopping fan, the jewelry store is my favorite, the more the test is not good, the more I like to dress myself beautifully, let myself have a beautiful little mood, and then hide in a small room with tarot cards Play with myself, play until I am satisfied, it is a thing that always makes me full of expectation and surprise, this may be the best embellishment in the boring life of my college entrance examination. Life always has a little hope. For example, when you are studying hard, you have to tell yourself in the subconscious. After this hurdle, there will be a very good thing waiting for you. At this time, the efficiency will be much higher, and it will be difficult to score every second. It will also feel worthwhile.

After the results came down, facing the identity of the "No. 1", the teachers and parents were all "Peking University Peking University". I became overwhelmed by myself. After all, I gave up my original dream of Fudan and chose Peking University. The strength of Peking University is irresistible to every senior student. On the day of the consultation, I deliberately went to the booth of Fudan University for a long time, then turned and silently left...

We are not children of God, we are just children with dreams.

After the college entrance examination, I sorted out the various review materials I used in the past year. The various examination papers issued by the school are crowded with half of the bookshelves and go to the bookstore.

The set of questions: 83 sets of Chinese, 52 sets of English, 65 sets of mathematics, 95 sets of liberal arts, except for the liberal arts comprehensive short answer questions, all other test papers and sets of questions are recorded in red, blue and black. Notes and precautions, 4 mathematics materials, I read 5 times from beginning to end, each of which wrote the date and my mood; English special exercises, read two books, cloze 3 3 grammar and other single training, history 5 textbooks, backed 7 or 8 times, geographical map, cut a full book, cut into size that can be packed in my pocket... others always think of me It’s always been so good and smooth. In fact, only I know what my life is like. Although I don’t feel pain at all, the bitterness still wraps my body and wraps around in the sunny days. I. I remembered that when I was in the bottleneck of mathematics, I locked myself in the room for two days without going to school and facing the wall and staring at the collapse of the six gods. I told myself again and again that this is God's ingenious arrangement. He let me suffer before the college entrance examination, so that I can pass the college entrance examination smoothly, and I have come over again and again in the shackles and confusion, because I have always believed Our future is not a dream. The future success is equal to everyone. It is only the beauty that has been spelled out, and there is no glory waiting for it. Now I don't know how to say my learning method. I don't have a learning method. Only practice. My approach is to superimpose a stack of "sea tactics" and a round and a round of summaries.

"A heart is definitely not hurt by the pursuit of dreams. The loss and smugness, clarity and confusion of the road to school, the simplest is what kind of state of mind you have. There will be failure in the effort, there will be courage to lose. Time, but I must work hard, I am working hard, I need to be strong, need silence, need will. Everything is just a process, success and happiness are the end. Life can be boring, but you must be happy. We are not gods. Children, we are just children with dreams." After the college entrance examination, I commemorate my third year. I decided to continue my "boring" life at Peking University in the far future, to make a veil with a smile and grow like a snail.