One dream two fates

At 0:38 in the morning, I just hung up the phone and my good sister.

When she dialed the phone, she was excited and asked: "Why do you guess where I am?"

I slept soundly and said: "Hong Kong!"

She laughed and said, "No! I am in the United States!"

I was stunned and asked, "International long distance?"

She dissatisfied and said: "You always care about money! I said that I am in the United States, where we say that the world's cattle gather - Wall Street!"

She went to Wall Street, which was a year ago when I watched a travel magazine together, and we agreed to go somewhere before the 23rd birthday.

However, now, I am still in Guiyang.

She listened to me for a long time without any movement, angry asked if I fell asleep, I said, I envy her.

She sighed "You deserve it," and then hung up.

I know that she is angry!

In 2003, we met at the Guiyang Library. She recommended me to read a foreign book called "Gone with the Wind". At that time, we were only 13 years old.

I said that I can't read it, she said, you can look up the dictionary.

Since then, I have started to read the book she recommended. My friends who know me say that I read a lot of books. Every time I listen to my heart, I am empty.

I am much worse than her, only I know.

After the college entrance examination ended in 2019, she went to Beijing and I went to Xi'an. Our life trajectory has begun to become different. I was attracted by the fresh life and forgot that she said that we have agreed with Hong Kong University.

In November 2019, she said, we practice one hour of Mandarin every night at 10:00! Some people laughed at me for N and L.

I said, OK!

After half a year, she asked me excitedly, how much was your Mandarin test? I took a test!

I said that I forgot to practice, no test!

In December of 2019, she called to ask if I would like to learn a computer. I said that the school did not ask for it. Let me see what other people did. In the summer of 2019, I said that my computer soft test was taken down. She said that she had a computer secondary C language.

In March of 2019, I fell in love with a Korean drama. I said that I want to learn Korean. She said, then we learn by ourselves, just like self-study psychology!

I said, OK!

At the end of 2019, we were shopping in Guiyang Big Cross. The owner of the boutique was a Korean big sister. I widened my eyes and listened to her communication with the boss in Korean. The boss thought she was a student of Korean language and gave us five yuan cheaper.

And I will only say "I love you", "I'm sorry", "Thank you."

In April 2019, she said that she wanted to cross-professional French-speaking graduate students and asked if I would also like to learn French. I said that I have to study journalism myself and I don't want to learn anything else.

She said, good!

At the end of 2019, she used French to read Dazhong Ma's "Three Musketeers" and asked me about the knowledge of journalism. I couldn't speak.

At the beginning of 2019, my novel began to get better. I asked her to eat a Western meal with the cost of the manuscript. She bought me a set of Ji Xianlin's collections with the translation of the translation of the American TV series.

She said, we said that we are good at postgraduate studies, don't forget. She also said that you said that the Chinese University of Hong Kong is your dream, you should not give up.

I said, OK!

At the end of 2019, I said that I passed the fourth grade. I don't want to take a postgraduate exam.

She said, good!

In early July 2019, she said that she was admitted to the Chinese University of Hong Kong.

I said, OK!

In August 2019, I said that I would resign. I feel that this day has been very hard.

She said with anger: "Are you bitter? Beijing was flooded with water, and the water was drowning on my knees. I had to wear slippers and trousers to go to the library to read books. At that time, I didn't say that my life was bitter!"

Today, I said that I envy her, but she is angry, I know why.

Now, I am suddenly awake. I have only seen her gleaming place, but I don’t know how much she paid for it. In exchange for such a life that many people want. .

I walked into her bedroom, where all kinds of books were piled up everywhere, and each book had her dense notes. How can I forget this moment?

I called and wanted to share with her the sadness of being awkward with XXX. She whispered that she was studying in the library and went back to the dormitory to contact you.

At that time, it was already 11 o'clock in the evening!

When I was upset with my parents at home, she voluntarily applied for a place to go to the southwestern Yunnan as a volunteer. She said that if I had to turn over two mountains, I could have a shuttle back to Guiyang...

At this moment, what qualifications do I have to complain here?

Why should I envy her, isn't everything she gets now replaced by the hard work of the past?

I was also taken away by her, but I gave up!

I personally killed my dream, didn't I?

Despite this, I still feel that my youth is very bitter, always thinking that the future is really far away, without my sky.

I am too easy to be sad because of small things, to ruin time, forget that I am not running, no one will give me an umbrella!

The last thing I regret now is that

Why do I know that there are so few college hours?

Youth is so hurry,

But I always fantasize about the future,

But refused to force himself,

To achieve your dreams?

My day-to-day uneasiness, doubts are not deserving of it?

I finally understood, I want to be practical, I have to work hard, to insist on being the one I want to be in my heart, all my hard work will one day give back to me.

"Time is not deceiving," this is the truth she taught me!

A 20-year-old person, the choices you make and the lifestyle you accept, will determine what kind of person you will become in the future!

We always need a hard-working effort, then go to the holy place where you are dreaming, look at the scenery there, and experience a perfect moment for your efforts.

There are too many uncertain factors in the world. What we can do is to be self-sufficient. After a venting of the scorpio, continue to do what it is!

Because you don't work hard, no one can give you the life you want!