Life wins in a state of mind

Life wins in a state of mind

once having seen the best, the rest is not worthwhile looking.
This is indeed the case. After 12 years of doing the news, the feeling of being in the air is getting stronger and stronger. Originally, I saw a lot of friends around me being promoted, some admitted to the civil servants, and some mixed with a black hat of the county magistrate, deputy director, and occasionally some relief. Slowly, it is taken for granted. However, I still understand in my heart that in this way, people will be decadent.
A new round of open recruitment examinations in the province has selected deputy county-level leading cadres, and the city where I am located has provided ten positions. Due to the annual recruitment, the ministries and commissions that are really lacking in manpower have been promoted, and the recruiting has also been recruited. There is really no good position. However, there are tasks in the province. The city has to take the deputy directors, vice presidents, letters and visits bureaus, overseas Chinese associations, and cultural and art associations of the two vocational and technical colleges to take the test. Although these positions are not attractive, I still signed up for the idea of ​​breaking my current decadence.
On the eve of the written test, it happened that my colleague had to take a vacation. I had to give him a substitute every day. Plus, the exam did not return to the scope. It suddenly made me feel awkward but not in the middle of the chaos. Even so, I still hurry to run a few Xinhua Bookstores, and I want to go to Amoy. At the same time, I visited several friends who have had test experience and listened to their experience. After a while, I found myself slowly relaxing. I believe that the accumulation of 12 years in my work should be a small test.
On September 28th, the day of the drizzle, the written test was held as scheduled. There are 19 people competing for the position I have applied for, and a total of 204 people have registered for 10 positions. There are a lot of questions, 14 page numbers, and the answer time is 180 minutes. The first two questions are judgment and multiple choice questions, a total of 15 points, most of which are comprehensive knowledge of administrative laws and regulations, philosophy, history, etc. Although most of the questions are illegitimate, but I can't think too much, I will get them quickly. . I know that the short answer, discussion and material analysis and application are the strengths of my own. I should put time and energy on them. With this mentality, the original uneasy heart has finally calmed down and calmed down. I have to say that the questions given by these experts and professors are very clever: the materials given in the questions are close to current events, grasp the hot spots, and the theory and personal comprehensive qualities of the exams are included. Flexible and not rigid, lively and rigorous. It can be said that it is advancing with the times, and it also highlights the individualistic thinking of candidates, and it is also closely related to the current central work. Read, analyze, think, and write. According to this rhythm to answer questions, I feel a little calm...
Two days later, the written test results were announced. Among the 19 competitors, I am in third place. It is unexpected and unexpected.
It should be said that I was prepared to do more interviews. Not only did I collect a lot of information on the Internet, but I also downloaded some interview screens to observe. At the same time, I also invited some friends to borrow a meeting room in a hotel and conducted a mock interview. I listened to the opinions of many friends. Finally, I give myself a position: the interview must answer the question with personality, be wonderful, and have highlights. This is also the advice and expectation of my friends. With these psychological preparations, I felt a rare self-confidence from my bones, as if everything was in my bag.
On the afternoon of October 18th, candidates who entered the interview were closed on the third floor of a hotel. The mobile phone was taken away, the room network, TV, and telephone were all cut off, and even the meal was sent to the room to eat. The test roommates in the same room joked that we were "double-regulated", and that night was really a year. I got up early at 6 o'clock the next day and arrived at the exam room at 7:30. As soon as we got to the test center, we were closed again. Radio detection vehicles were also opened downstairs, allegedly to prevent fraud. The atmosphere is a bit nervous. I queued to determine the interview sequence and I got the number four.

Time is waiting for a minute to go. As the admission approached, I found my heartbeat to be particularly powerful. I saw a few girls stepping back and moving and adjusting. I secretly took a breath and talked with them. Between the conversations, they told me calmly that they were all taking the exams for the third time and the fourth time. Among them, a girl born in 1997 and seven years ago began to take the test from 2001. This year is the seventh time she has participated in the deputy county-level cadre recruitment. She said: After much experience, everything is taken for granted. I advise you not to be nervous, and don't think too much. In particular, don't expect high expectations. The more you expect, the more disappointment you have.
It seems that my opponents are veterans who have been through the field and they have a lot of experience. However, I still don't think so. In my bones, I don't really believe in the experience. I always believe that self-confidence comes from strength.
It’s finally my turn. Sitting in the chair, I saw seven unfamiliar and serious examiners in front of me. I felt that people suddenly lost their memories and their minds stagnated. When the examiner read the subject, I quickly adjusted my emotions. The mind finally got to the state of "answering questions must have personality, be wonderful, have bright spots". The first topic is not difficult: combined with the actual situation, analyze how to be people-oriented, and use the scientific development concept to solve the current people's livelihood issues that some people care about. All of a sudden, my mind jumped out: housing difficulties, difficulty in going to school, medical difficulties, employment difficulties and other vocabulary. After the simple outline, I started to answer questions. Gradually, I found that my emotions were mobilized. According to the thinking of the journalists on weekdays, I let go of the talks. It can be said that it is a sideline, but the bones are absolutely rhetoric. At the beginning, the examiners felt that my ideas were different from others, they were very novel, and there were still some smiles on their faces. Cocoa slowly found out that they became serious, and my heart suddenly disappeared. At this time, the examiner announced that time had passed, and I had not answered it yet...
After the structured interview in the morning, I had an ominous premonition in my heart.
In the afternoon, the non-leading group discussed the interview session. I decided to take the lessons of the talks in the morning and the results were quite satisfactory. I ended up in the fourth place. This achievement means that I am out. Out of the examination room, my look was awkward. I really can't understand, the title is not very difficult, why didn't I play my own level? I can't help but complain about the moderation and dogma of the examiner, and I can't recognize the talents like me.
When I was disappointed, I felt someone patted my shoulder. Looking at it, it turned out to be an old leader of the unit I was applying for. It’s a pity to hear the old leader’s mouth, and I quickly asked him for advice. This kind and honest old leader said: You still lost in the experience, such an important exam, you should be in the middle of the exam in the morning, you can answer the key points, you don't need to play, and you have to play in the afternoon, but you are in the middle of the game. . In life, many times win in the mindset and experience. In the last sentence, the old leadership has a long-term focus.
After listening to this sentence, I seem to think about it. I opened the mobile phone that has been closed for two days. A newsletter sent by my friend yesterday jumped out: Dude, welcome the interview tomorrow with a calm attitude, don’t think too much about the result, put it Just be a workout and show yourself your chances. I finally understood the advice of the girl who had taken the test seven times: Don't expect high expectations, and often expect more disappointment...
Life wins in mind and experience. For a long time, this sentence is still in my heart.