Inferiority, why care too much?

In order to overcome inferiority, I will work harder. Because of the persistence of inferiority, I may be less arrogant. Because of inferiority, I remember being small and respectful, and this is not a blessing in disguise. ——Bi Shumin

I used to be a very inferior person. Even now, inferiority is often there. I always feel that I am not as good as others.

During the seventeen-year-old rainy season, I had a car accident. It was this accident that broke my dream and made me feel inferior. When I was discharged from the hospital, I still walked on crutches, limping, and others looked at me with that strange look. There was an unknown smell in my heart. I don’t know whether it was anger or inferiority. I dare not look at it. Their eyes can only bow their heads silently and take their own path.

Since I was discharged from hospital, the feeling of inferiority began to spread. I dare not go out. I dare not talk to others. I lock myself in a room every day, waiting for the night, day and night, day and night, day and night, and living in my own world. . When I opened the curtains that had not been opened for a long time, I took a long exposure to the eyes, so that I couldn’t open my eyes for a long time. Maybe it was not close to the sun for a long time! In my heart, I have always touched the sun and regarded the sun as the sun. A guest, refused to be thousands of miles away, not the world I want to stay away from the sun, because I feel inferior, so I dare not see.

On this tormented day, I spent a month, locking myself in the room every day. I was sitting quietly by the window, sitting there like a wooden man, and my face had no expression. My mother cried and said to me: "Yinger, you can't do this anymore. I know that you are very painful. When this happens, I am more painful than you. I beg you to talk, I am afraid to say a word, can't dance. Now, let's go to other hobbies. There is always something you like. You can tell me if you have any thoughts. If you want to cry, cry out! I don't want to see you sullen, my heart hurts more than you."

Looking at my mother's tears, I also cried out loud, and all the emotions of these months broke out. Maybe my heart would feel better. It’s not that I don’t want to go out, but I don’t dare. I’m afraid that others will look at me with that kind of vision. My heart is really inferior. I don’t have the courage to step out of that step. That step is too far for me. I often ask why fate wants to make such jokes with me. Why can't I have the same happiness as my peers? Sometimes, I really admire them who are alive and kicking. If I can, how good?

Later, I thought a lot, I can also make myself very good, prove myself with strength, I can be better. During that time, I spent all my time reading books. I bought a lot of books in Taobao. Most of them were inspirational, because at that time, I needed inspirational books to motivate myself and make myself more optimistic. strong. After half a month of precipitation, I picked up the pen, wrote my first article, and started the recommendation in the "Jiujiu Article Network". I was not very excited at the time. There were too many people who wrote more than me. Well, they are writing and flowing, and they are like a beautiful landscape painting.

Because of the encounter of the text, I have met a lot of literary friends, all of whom are talented talented women. Every time they send a text, I will rush to the first time, very carefully reading their words, beautiful words, classic sentences The emotions are sincere. Look at your own text, it is a different thing, there is no gorgeous rhetoric, only that simple can not be in plain words, this is the difference! Because of this difference, will make me work harder to learn, I am constantly Reading, reading, writing, and text progress are getting bigger and bigger, and they are also loved by many readers. However, I still feel inferior.

In order to make myself better, I have learned a lot of talents, such as guzheng, piano, vocal music, dance, and drama literature. Although they are not very refined, they have been bored in their leisure time, and life will not be so boring. Many readers say that I am a talented woman. The chess and calligraphy are all proficient, but this is not the case. Because I don’t want to be looked down upon by others, I can only make myself more excellent. Others will not look at me with strange eyes. own world. There are days outside the sky, there are people outside, there are too many people who are better than themselves, and they are like a weed, still inferior.

God made me lose something, and I will give it back. When you get one thing, it is also bound to lose one thing. This is gain and loss. This is the truth that has never changed. I still believe it. Readers say that such a small age can write such a good article, and there will be great achievements in the future. I also published my first book. It is really amazing. I sent a smile. These can't be regarded as flaunting capital. Because there is no such qualification, there are too many people in the world, and they are only a small role. I still feel inferior.

I still feel inferior. I feel that I have many places that are not as good as others. I am not as smart as her, not as smart as her, not as good as her, not as beautiful as her... I am just an ordinary girl, not good at words, I only like it. Write words, prove yourself with words, I am no worse than others. Thanks to my inferiority, it makes me more and more frustrated, so that I will never feel better than others, so that I dare not stop, let me go further and further on the road of life. Sometimes, inferiority, why care about it! Just as Sima Qian said, "the adversity is indifferent, and the good times are calm," let the inferiority be safe.

Thanks for the low self-esteem, my life has become self-reliant due to weight-bearing; thanks to inferiority, my growth has become self-reliant because of no one to disturb; thanks to inferiority, my life has become self-respecting because no one is appreciative; thanks to inferiority, let me Unexpectedly, the life of the unpredictable life is swayed.