Winning yourself is more important

Character determines fate. I am an introverted, quiet, strong person in my bones. Some people call me "a lonely master." When I was young, my ideal was to be a painter. When I was 3 years old, I started to study. At that time, when my parents went to work, I was quietly staying at home to paint. It was a whole day. Since then, I have developed the habit of being alone and thinking.

Now think about it, quiet people are really suitable for professional billiards, because playing billiards needs to be very focused, thinking, being able to withstand temper, not rushing, psychological quality to be particularly stable... and I have it. Today, there are not many people who can stand the loneliness, and I am one of them. So, let's endure loneliness first, then become a master. A good attitude is a prerequisite for success.

Not long ago, during the US Open Open, the game I played with Ellison Fisher made me unforgettable.

I once played two hands with the world's number one player, and the record of one win and one loss in the past allowed me to play lightly in the game. The game went to the finals 8 to 8, the situation is good for me, but I did not grasp the opportunity. In addition, the game is in the United States, the Americans certainly hope that their players can win, so when I hit a key shot, the organizer suddenly broadcasts a notice saying that the audience can change tickets and leave, and some viewers will start on the field. Walking, this chaotic situation affected my emotions, and I finally lost the game that could have been won.

After the game, I was very frustrated! I have been against Ellison, the world's number one top player, but I have not been able to overcome my idol because of my mistakes. This is why I can't forgive myself. That night, I was completely insomnia. When I was talking to my father, I said, "This ball, I will remember for a lifetime!" When I couldn't sleep, I relived a story: a girl walked in an endless swamp, but she lost her way. The clever girl did not panic, but returned to the place of departure along the footprints she had left, and began to try a new route. Eventually, she left the vast swamp. This story once again spurs me, even if I lose a game, as long as I can find the mistakes and shortcomings, I can always go back to the starting point and start again.

People can't do everything well, along the way, leaving footprints, can find the way to come. After this incident, I thought about it. Maybe, it is much more important for people to win themselves than to win others.

My colleague said this: "Pan Xiaoting can have today's results, which is expected." Perhaps, they know that my efforts are unmatched by ordinary people. I started practicing in my father's arena at the age of 15 and stayed for 4 years. There is a small room in the arena. A single bed and a wardrobe are all my property. In those four years, my father gave me a hard rule. I practiced for 8 to 12 hours a day. There was no weekend, and I could only rest for half a day. Even if I am ill, I will take a drip in the hospital in the morning and return to the arena in the afternoon to make up for the training time of the day.

In the past, my family was financially strapped, and my father accompanied me to Beijing to participate in the competition. We took the train from Shandong Jining to Beijing. In Beijing, because I have no money, my father and I can only live in the basement for 18 yuan a night. The basement is dark and damp, and the door can smell the pungent smell. For the first time, I won the national championship. The prize money is only 4,000 yuan. In order to be able to flow, my father and I only ordered half a roast duck in Quanjude. Looking at the half-fragrant roast duck, I was crying. I have to bear all of this. Because, when I started to touch the club at the age of 15, my father said that if you want to be the best, you have to pay more and sacrifice more than others.

His father was a national football player, basketball referee, and later became a chef, and was named a first-class chef of Lu cuisine. My father wants me to do things like him, or not, to do it. In order to achieve this goal, I have to practice for three hours, and I have to practice for a few more hours so that I can catch up with others.

Therefore, I can't eat this bitterness, can't stand this sin, give up early, and find another way out; but once I choose this road, I want to succeed, and suffering is the most basic preparation. It depends on whether people are tolerant of suffering, and those who are tolerant can taste the joy of success sooner or later.