Dream still

Once, I thought that the dream would come true, as long as I worked hard; later, the cruel reality made me discover that I was at the bottom of the valley and my sky was always narrow. I climbed on a steep cliff and wanted to see what the world is like. Finally, I saw the innocent horizon, I wiped the blood on my hand and looked up to the horizon.

I walked hard. When I saw the vast sky, I found myself as small as a mustard; when I walked to the bustling world, I felt like I was out of place. I don't understand everything here, just as people here look at me without understanding. I finally embarked on the road of pursuing my dreams. I began to integrate here and integrate into the life here. I tried to get more and more, but I didn't find it. I was lost when I got it.

Time flies, I have completely changed, I have no difference with other people, I have not found that the world is far more complicated than imagined, I have changed silently.

I am addicted to the bustling world, drinking hot wine, watching the noisy city that is fascinating. Suddenly I found out that I was trapped in a cage and turned into someone else’s puppet. But the ease in the cage made me forget to resist. I felt that I was strange. I used to not nod my head for the sake of interest. It will not be arrogant because of its rights, and will not be afraid to lose and deliberately cater to it. Yes, the flamboyant world makes me feel full of desire, but nothing happens. What happened? Where did the fearlessness of the original go? What happened to the newborn burdock? I found that I changed and became interested. I will not hesitate to let go of my dignity and become ignorant of my blood for ease. I lost my dream and lost myself.

With a restless heart, I went back to the bottom of the narrow sky, and everything I became familiar with became strange. I have no courage to go back to the past and have no courage to face reality. Yes, life has smoothed my edges and corners, but it has also worn away my courage. The illusory life has consumed my will and has spent my years. I began to look for myself in the enrichment and look for the meaning of my life.

I tried to go live before I left. I turned off the phone, turned off the network, and turned off the bad cycle. I have cultivated my life alone, three meals a day, rough tea, and a dull, I enjoy the joy of labor, and occasionally my heart, let me start to change. My heart is getting calmer. I am silent and sitting in the autumn wind thinking and thinking about my life. Looking at the cozy wind blowing the leaves, watching the yellow leaves fly to the sky, I think, this is probably the happiest moment of the leaves, dancing in the wind, dying in the erosion. In the meantime, I seem to have seen my life, lived at the bottom of my life, and lived with my life. I lived for my livelihood and put down my dignity in oppression. In the wind, in the rain, the time is old and the face is white, the white hair is green, and in the cold wind, no one cares, returning to the bottom of his own stable, silently getting old. My heart is amazed, is this my life? Is this a mediocre life? No, no, no one can live just to live, to pursue beauty, to retain beauty, to lay down heavy burdens, to follow The heart of the sea rides the wind and waves, looking for the meaning of life. I don't know when the blood of the solidification has boiled. I looked up into the sky. The narrow sky seemed to be very deep. A river reflected in the bottom of the moon was reflected in my silent heart. The tears flowed out of my eyes. I found it. Dream, I also found myself.

Once again on the road to chasing dreams, I am no longer urgent, calmly, I am back to the world of flowers that I once indulged. In my eyes, she is still so beautiful, but this time I only belong to myself. I still live at the bottom of society, but I picked up my dignity, found my true self, took my dreams, step by step toward the front, the evening wind hit, dried the sweat of the cheeks, the sun sets, I The shadow is reflected in the corner of the street, I buried the first step, one step...

Changqi/Wenzan