You don't have to be afraid of tomorrow, the road is step by step.

In the two years since I graduated, my friend Akai has been in an extremely anxious state, and my mood is also fluctuating. The only way to vent is to write something online. The person who understands gives some comfort to the words. The person who does not understand laughs and drifts. The person who does not understand says that he is "nervous" and lives illusory.

In fact, his anxiety is not for no reason. Many people have experienced it: don't dare to think about the future, don't know where tomorrow is?

Walking out of the ivory tower, wandering in a foreign land, holding only a few hundred dollars in his hand, renting a simple house, going to the Internet cafe to send resumes every day, running all the districts in the city, two months down , just can't find a suitable job. The money in my hand is getting less and less, and the friends and classmates in the past are gradually stabilizing, and I can't help but worry and panic.

The most uncomfortable thing is when parents call to ask about the situation. To tell the truth, I can't hold my face. Parents have been supporting themselves for many years, and I hope that I will graduate from college. I always think that I am in the first place. If I know that I have not even found a job, I am afraid that I will be disappointed. What I can do is to report the joy and not report the worry, and say that everything is fine. After hanging up the phone, I will secretly wipe two tears. It is not that I feel wronged, but I feel the hardship and helplessness of survival.

When you are not in the world, thinking about the bustling city, there are opportunities to display talents everywhere, just like the small wildflowers blooming in rural fields. I can really walk into the society, only to know that most people are just doing things together, and they have to live in this unfamiliar city before they are qualified to talk about their dreams.

The first job, 1200 yuan a month, Akai accepted, because there is no choice. At the end of the month, he paid wages. According to the number of days, he got 400 yuan. That 400 yuan, for him at that time, it is a life-saving straw. He gripped his palms and sweated, and he muttered a word in his heart: finally he can live.

When the days are gradually getting on the right track, the pressure of survival has basically been solved, at least you can afford a cheap house and a small restaurant. However, the initial anxiety did not dissipate, but it became more and more intense.

Some people around him were promoted to raise salary, some went abroad to study, some went into foreign companies, some bought a house, some people drove a car, and others started to prepare for marriage. Others' lives seem to be striding forward. They have passed the baseline of survival, and they have a long distance from others.

The girlfriend around me is no longer as simple and pure as in college. A lovely ice cream has not touched her heart. She wants Haagen-Dazs now. Seeing someone in a corner of the city, there is a Belong to my own home, and look at my simple rental room, she is full of grievances, although not straightforward, everything is written on the face.

He panicked and confused. Facing himself in reality, he did not know what would happen tomorrow. The future he swears, the promises he gave her, in his heart, more and more like a distant dream.

Finally, love lost to the naked reality. Many things, if you figure it out, you won't be entangled and decadent. The pain of falling out of love is inevitable, but Akai is still awake. In order to adjust himself to the state as soon as possible, and to withdraw from the memories of the past, he put a lot of time and energy into his work, no longer paying attention to whether the people around him are married, buying a house, or promoting a job. Those will only add to his irritability. .

From the original office staff, he transferred to the sales department to do business, and went out early every night to deal with many strange customers. It seems to be a special window that gives him a chance to see another world and open up another path for his heart. He forgot time and anxiety, focusing on the tasks of every day and every customer.

From the initial repeated rejections, to the subsequent small orders, and later to the big customers, all the way to the rugged and difficult, but also brought him great encouragement and confidence, healed the wounds in his heart, expelled him inexplicable Anxiety.

Busy days always go very fast. Now, he has already established his own foothold in the company - an independent office, the office door is written with three words: manager room. Yes, relying on his own struggles and hard work, he has become the company's business manager. There are cars equipped by the company. Although the house is still rented, it is no longer a simple house.

Every holiday, he can call his parents calmly, tell them that everything is well, and occasionally pick up their parents and come to live. As for feelings, the most important seat is still empty, but he is no longer anxious and panicked. If he meets the right person, he believes that he can afford her happiness and give her a warm home.

Looking back on the journey, Akai always smiled and said: "Before, I was worried about my future. I couldn’t sleep every day. My heart was like a rabbit. Then I wanted to open it. I just managed to get better, and the results turned out to be better and my career was smooth. I suddenly understood that there are some things that you desperately think, worry about, and useless, and you can do it right now, and the result will not be too difference."

There are countless stops on the road to life. Some bags can wait until the back, and don't need to carry all the bags on today's back. You and I can only live at this moment, so really don't have to be afraid of tomorrow.

Author: Mi Gege, the recent publication of "May you be tomorrow, come to the party."