Stick to your dreams and live your hopes

Occasionally, I found a small collection of poems I wrote in a corner. I read the beauty of the past with great enthusiasm. Although the poems are slightly naive but not distorted, there is no lack of romance. I read my own little whispers, and suddenly I didn’t dare to face myself.

For many years, there are no more dreams, no more hopes, no longer yearning for no longer pursued, I have long been accustomed to being comfortable with the status quo, and even can be confident of my own decadence! Is this still me? My ideals? I used to The pursuit of those who were young, the arrogance of those who used to go, and where did they go? I suddenly realized that the dream of the young age had already been abandoned in a corner, just like this little poem . I will even write some naive lies to deceive myself in order to find an excuse for my self-destruction! I have lost to myself for more than a decade!

In my teenage years, I had a dream of being a poet, so I have a special liking for Wang Guozhen. I have copied several of his poems. When I read those beautiful poems, I will imagine my own one day. The text can also be loved like him. However, when I was away from the school, when the heavy farm work was exhausted, I no longer had the leisure to read the favorite verses. Until later, when I got married, with the children, it was logical to start a housewife and live a normal day. The beautiful dream was broken in the percussion sound of the pot and bowl scoop. Once the embarrassment, the former pride, was buried deeply by myself.

After so many years, I am lost in the inaction, lost in the bustle, sometimes I will think, if I can insist on it, if someone can always give me encouragement, maybe my life will not be like this, but now I am I finally understand that any external interference should not be a reason for blaming others. The hardships in life should not be a stumbling block to my pursuit of dreams.

From then on, I must change my attitude towards life, challenge myself to be mediocre, and use suffering as a driving force. I should rise from now on and give my heart to hope, not the past. The so-called: the sky will be reduced to the people of the S, also must first bitter their minds, labor and bones, hungry their body, empty body. Perhaps this is the test of fate for me. Why can't I regard the experience in my life as a kind of wealth in my life? I remember that my friend once said to me: "Art comes from life and is higher than life." Yes, if there is no previous experience, there will be no feelings about my life today. In this way, should I also thank this kind of suffering? Fortunately this experience?

People always struggle in contradictions, choose in pain, have laughs and tears, have a choice, this is life, this is fate. No matter how the situation changes, in fact, it has always been our own to dominate the fate, whether it is the heart, or the last resort, it is your own choice, can not blame anyone. There is no savior in this world. If you don't want to go beyond, no one can help you.

Therefore, regardless of whether I can succeed or not, the result is no longer important. I pay more attention to the journey that I have traveled. I will appreciate the joy of each progress and appreciate the joy of each transcendence, even if there is no lack of difficulty and disappointment. It can be perfected in the rough, mature in difficulties, and bitter is a kind of happiness.

People are like this. Whenever you have a thought in your heart, you have to run for your dreams. Even if it is just a dream, at least you are beautiful and the whole process of chasing. So I will not give up my dreams, even if there is more suffering, I am as eager to experience, willing to bear!