Looking for something that can replace the sun in the night - faith

If we want our life to be less plausible, if we want our future self to not hate our present, if we want to see hope in the night and adversity, choose brave. Then we must find something to replace the sun in the night, that is faith. Then, one day you will find that when the fulcrum around you falls down, you have not fallen.

We often do not hesitate to be a person in front of us, but it is difficult to die for a future and dream that cannot tell if it will come. For example, if you watched an inspirational speech today, you suddenly felt like a chicken blood. After returning home to recite the words, you were beaten back in two days. After a few days, you read another article about tourism. I also checked the hotel and air tickets on the Internet, but it was not fixed after a few days.

The truth is, you can find 10,000 excuses for leaving. For example, the passport is not easy to use, the visa is too difficult, the English is not good, the language is unreasonable, the academics are heavy, the soil is not convinced, there is no travel companion, the work is too busy, The family is not at ease, the lover is against it, the security is not guaranteed, the recent hand is tight, the physical strength is not enough... There is only one reason for leaving: go!

If we yell and want to travel but stay where we are, if we think about dreams but we categorize it as illusion, if we want to be sincere but defined as sensation, what should we do? If we want ourselves Life is not so plausible. If we want to be self-satisfied in the future, if we want to see hope in the night and adversity, choose brave. Then we must find something to replace the sun in the night, that is faith.

In fact, people who drift in different places are not easy, because such life is mostly difficult and cannot be told. This is a kind of life that is warm and self-aware. No matter how well you describe it, it's hard to let people who don't have the same experience feel the same.

So after a while, I was particularly disgusted with things like phone, internet and mail, because that only constantly reminded us how far apart. What I long for is nothing more than someone who can chat face to face with me, even if it is only ten minutes. However, the longest-lasting love has also ended in a long-distance relationship, but it is not too unexpected. It may have been too long to be numb, or in fact, I know that the ending will be like this. Feelings without feelings, relying on such a line to maintain, will make us feel like she lives in the South Pole, and I live in the Arctic. Even if we are face to face, every conversation is like going over the mountains.

Then the blink of an eye is now, the most amazing thing in the world is that one day when you find that the fulcrum around you has fallen, you have not fallen. People are far stronger than they think, especially when they look back, they will find themselves going a long way. Life is becoming more and more regular, class, class, cooking, chatting with a few fixed friends, watching an hour or a half of a book or watching a movie, inspiring, catching a manuscript, then sleeping, quirks are getting more and more Many, for example, must put a song before cooking, such as finishing obsessive-compulsive disorder is more and more obvious.

Of course, life won't let everyone go so easily. It's embarrassing, it won't let you easily reach your destination, but it won't let you completely lose hope. The hard days are always going on. For example, if you buy a concert ticket, you will lose the ticket and the wallet. You can’t see the concert and you can’t go home. For example, if you cook, you accidentally cut your hand and it hurts a whole. The month also resisted not going to see a doctor; for example, the manuscript that was finished late at night was edited and ordered to be modified to violate his will; for example, a snowmobile car slipped on a railing in a certain day; for example, after a long wait, the dream is a dream. I am still one of me.

Later, I felt that everyone is the same. If you are happy, you will feel sad. If you are lucky, you will have bad luck. We will feel sad, because we are very close to ourselves in the imagination. When we lose patience, then we will lose more. The sense of anxiety becomes stronger and stronger, and the sense of powerlessness becomes stronger.

The cruel reality, however, is that it does not allow you to escape. So I told myself that we must face the terrible things bravely because we cannot escape them and forget them. The only way to overcome anxiety is to fight forward and fight hard to get closer to what you want. You have no way to escape it, you only have to face it.

The dreams that are not so easy to realize have the value to achieve.

Gradually, there is no limit to one's endurance. In the past, a little bit of things will blame others, and now I have learned to treat them calmly. The sooner you can understand that something is doomed to do nothing, the sooner you can start your own life. Some people are destined to leave you, even if you want to catch him hard, this is no way. We will have to face life alone one day. It is not bad or bad. It is just life.

I once thought that the lyrics of Mayday were too emotional, but after I experienced it, I found out that it was a straightforward one. If you dare not face your heart, how do you know what you want, what you are afraid of, what are you waiting for. Why do they repeat their dreams because they need a lot of courage to realize their dreams. This kind of courage is sometimes difficult to get, but once it is formed, even if life is hard, you can see hope from it.

Why do we repeatedly suffer from neglect and neglect, but we will not give up one person easily? Why do we not endure a dream easily because we are repeatedly attacked? Because we are not willing, because we believe that this is the best thing in the world, because there is something in you once When you sprout in your heart, you will become a courage to fight the world.

No matter how hard we try, we may not be appreciated. Some people think that it is not good enough. In this case, what are the qualifications of others to make me give up my dreams? My own dreams, I must guard it myself. Even if you are alone, you can see hope.

When all people regard their dreams as a sentimental, their sincerity as childish, and their weakness as truth, they can only say that their hearts are dead. So when someone scorns your dreams indiscriminately, all you have to do is stretch out your middle finger to meditate on fuck u and do what others think you can't do. This is the best counterattack. You can't be understood, you can't even be expected, but you can't doubt yourself. This world should have been a hundred flowers, and we will have more. Your own dream, you must guard it yourself.

I think I remember the reason why I will stand in this place. The reason why I will be here, accept everything, is because I am willing, it is my choice; because I want to go to the distance, to see the ever-changing The world; because I want to be violent and want to have a restless youth. When we left home, we drifted and chased, just for one day, we could stop drifting and be strong enough to protect those who want to protect. The symbol of growing up is to try to listen to the inner voice, not to care about the applause outside, so no matter how far you go, you can't forget the original intention.

Watching the white nights that day, there is such a passage: life is the same, there are day and night, just not like the real sun, there are regular sunrises and sunsets. Some people live in the sun for a lifetime, and some people have to live in the dark night. What people are afraid of is that the sun that has always existed is no longer rising, that is, it is very afraid that the light that originally shined on the body will disappear. There is no sun in my sky, it is always dark, but it is not dark, because there is something to replace the sun. Although not as bright as the sun, it is enough for me. With this light, I can use the night as the day.

For me, the thing that can replace the sun in the dark is faith. The belief is that when you haven't started, you already know that you may lose, but you will still do it, and you must stick it to it anyway. Even if the road is still very long, I believe that the road I chose is right, and I believe that my chosen life is wrong. The true happiness of a person may not always stay in the light, gaze at the light from a distance, and rush to it, and in the time of desperately forgetting, the real enrichment of life.

When you read a book and see a headache with red eyes; when you press the remote control to keep turning the table; when you turn over the address book, you don’t know who to call; when you cross the crowd alone, you can’t find the lights on both sides. When you have a sense of belonging; you should listen to a song, look at a book, think about your initial insistence and the reasons for standing in this place, then raise your head and go on bravely.

As long as the road is chosen by yourself, you are not afraid to go far. Life will always leave something for those who have confidence in it.

Movie star John Barrymore said: "People don't go old until remorse replaces dreams." Because of this, because dreams are a one-way street, people who walk on this road never thought about it. Looking back.

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