Today’s self-righteous self

Please give me a chance to re-plan my life? This is what I said to myself. Last night, I deliberately let myself sleep very late, I hope I don’t wake up in the middle of the night, or I can sleep more in the morning... I didn’t expect it to end up.

Since choosing this route, leaving yourself to endless insomnia or stress, I hope to finish soon. Come on, end it? Not that I regret it, I never regret it, maybe many people will think that I have also experienced it. You have a poor ability to bear it? Postgraduate study is something everyone has experienced, just the way ahead. No one knows how I came over. Some people may not understand why I care so much. In fact, this postgraduate exam is not tested. On, it gave me a lot of growth, it made me know how to persist, know how to face failure, know that it is just a small turning point for me, and I have countless such turning points in the future! ... but suddenly I feel that I figured it out, don't be disappointed, don't lose, I am only twenty years old! My life is still very long and long! Where did the girl who once had a dream go! The girl who once had an idea Where did she go, did she disappear? Did she disappear? It was not like this, nor should it be like this.

Last night and one was a thousand miles of fascination for a long time, he told me that your girls are actually no more stressful than our boys! Don’t worry too much, my mind is still turning out such a sentence, not necessarily, maybe because I don’t want to Like a girl? The same early marriage, the same child, the same husband and wife, I want to have ideals, I want to have my own ideas, do not wait until after marriage is for the house, in order to support the family, for the children, I know this is The only way to go through life, I pointed out a cruel question last night. As a girl, my age is terrible. Once you are not young, after 2,728, if you have not married, it means that you are in the eyes of everyone. "But I really don't want to rush to marry when I haven't got a job," and then life is like this. Some people say that you can find a boy who struggles with you! This tells a real problem. What do you take... I am not a materialized girl, I just want to make a difference. The person in the future will not be as hard as one person, just like we did last night. It’s very stressful for boys, because I know, I can understand, so I don’t want that person to be so hard in the future. I don’t think that I should be good! I’m not good at all. I’ve thought about it if it’s not a parent, I think Not married... Oh, it’s quite naive, but at least now I think so... I’m going to wait until one day I’m being leveled out by reality. Looking back today’s meeting would be ridiculous, the old man said that if you Successful graduate school, then graduate, you can have a stable job, and then find an honest man to marry, I hope that your road will not be flat, I said that day, everyone's way to go by themselves, who's life There is no setback! I know that my brother is good for me, but it is not so smooth, I may not be admitted, I may not meet honest people, I may not know when I will meet him, my life is still Filled with all sorts of unknowns.

Sometimes I think if I didn't choose a university and went out to work with other students, maybe I am getting married now? Maybe I am doing a simple job now, and then I am accompanying my boyfriend every day, just because he loves it. Worry about loving me, maybe the idea is not like today? Or is it simpler?

But life is not as if, I am going to today, I can only say that 2014 is doing a good job, work hard, plan for your new start? Maybe you will become disliked in the future, but at least not now? After that, you will see me very happy and sunny, and I won’t be so sentimental in the future! I have to sleep well, eat well, love myself, change myself, and those who are really goodbye in 2013...2014 I look forward to a good start, and today I have to face the future of myself... Come on! Dear yourself.