Actually, there is no future

I have friends and I said, don't talk about it later. Because "after" is made up of every "now": If you can't do it now, then you can get it, so you don't want to stay in the future.

When I was young, my family was poor. Every time I wanted a toy, my mother would say: I will buy it for you in the future. I also accepted it with pleasure and began to fantasize about the fact that I had this toy one day in the future, and then laughed out.

Later, I suddenly saw the toy I had wanted. Mom said that I still like it. Would you like to buy it? I smiled, how old it was, and then asked me speechlessly: I even liked it.

In fact, what about toys? At some age, at a certain stage, even in a certain mood, what you want to have, may not be important in the next moment.

This has nothing to do with concentration, but has nothing to do with persistence. It's just different time and space. Some things in your heart are no longer as important as before.

I still remember that when she was still around me, I found beautiful movies. We always said that we will go see it later. If we know what is delicious, we will say that we will go to eat later; when we mention the place we want to go, we will say Let's go play together later... However, so many "after", after all, can not withstand the power of time, so many "after", it will really become forever.

When I was young, I always thought that when I grow up, I will repay my parents with double love. When I grow up, my parents still care for me in various ways. I basically go home every week this semester and stay with my parents. That is where I reorganize my fighting spirit. On the night of my return home, my father worked overtime, from 11:00 in the evening to six o'clock the next day. After going home, he went out less than an hour and went home until 8 o'clock in the evening. Later, we were playing at home, very noisy, but my father slept very hard, watching the father who was sleeping next to me, the heart is not only cool.

Their hard work I rarely wrote in the article, my friends advised me to enjoy life, not so tired, I just smiled, because only I know how my parents lived hard, I am not willing Take these things that make my heart hurt and tell them over and over again.

I have to work hard in silence.

This is not the past. I used to tell myself that I want something, wait until there is time.

Go play once - after time;

Go love once - after time;

Go read a book - after time;

Repaying parents - after time

......

Now I finally know that there is really no future. Therefore, I want to do what I want to do in a desperate way; therefore, use enough free time to accompany my parents; therefore, ordinary people can't understand and work hard;

So, when you say it again and again, I have never really believed.