Youthful inspiration

When I was a child, my teacher often said that I was "promising." I only knew that it was praise, I didn't know what it meant, and I grew up. I gradually realized that I have been working blindly. I have no goal of chasing, no direction, and those in the eyes of others. The success of it is meaningless without any meaning. In such a ridiculous confusion and confusion, I gradually indulge myself.

I don't want to study. It is okay to accept nine-year compulsory education. I am already in the second year of school. I will study for another year. I will graduate from the middle school. I don't know if I will continue to study. I should, if I graduate, I will drop out of school in China. It is almost equal to self-seeking, but not to mention, except for reading and going, I have nothing.

In school, if I have more perseverance and resilience, I will at least have two aspects.

In the past, my article was very well written. Compared with the surrounding, the situation in which the essay was not praised twice appeared. At that time, my mentality was extremely unsatisfactory, and every subsequent writing was affected by it. Everything goes from bad to worse, I am like a deflated ball, but I am in charge of it. Now, with the spurt of others, it has become a common person. I have not written any insightful articles for a long time.

My mathematics scores are not bad. The teachers who have coached me in this subject all say that I am very smart, I have thought about being a mathematician, and I am very convinced that when I grow up, I can solve those world problems, but with age. I found that doing anything has its resistance, not to mention the things that countless people have tried and failed, so I don't care about this strength.

My Mandarin is quite standard. For a while, my reading level is longer than the leading position in my class. Slowly, my defects are long, my voice is small, the intensity of reading is naturally not enough, and the tone is somewhat low. There is no charm in how to read, these can be changed, but I don't think it is necessary, and soon there is no interest. At the beginning of last month, I was still the squad leader. After a year, I was very enthusiastic at the beginning of the first day. The teachers and classmates were greatly appreciated. When the management problems began to emerge, I sighed and shouted. This time, the squad leader, I did not participate, and gave up... "The young and the strong do not work hard, the old man is sad" "The future of the horse must work hard, Mo Xuelong Zhong sighs"... I recite these verses with mockery.

I know that it is absolutely impossible to continue this way. A good piece of wood can be used as a work of art or as a firewood.

I tried to put the problem down, and I felt a lot easier. It wasn't inevitable. I felt that the confusion I had in my past was just at the tip of the horn, as long as I didn't think about it, nothing happened. As far as I can, the emptiness of the days has passed, and I am going back to the fulfilling life. Even though I am not in the direction of hard work, the age of this dream makes me feel that my dream is to be found. The idea is not too big, but it is enough to support me.

"Adolescents during youth are the most easily lost." I am one of the replies of this sentence. I can't break free, and I don't want to give in. The road is people coming out. Even if I am in the wilderness, I have no fear. There is no way. If you go, you may wish to open up a new path.

The future! I am coming.