All the unhappiness is paid for

I have had a very unhappy time, perhaps because of work, perhaps because of feelings, or maybe it is a trivial little thing, but I can’t afford to be in the spirit. I feel like I’m in the office. I didn’t have any thoughts to read a play at all. Even when I got up in the morning, I felt very angry, questioning life, and questioning myself.

At that time, I lived in Gubei, surrounded by Japanese, neighbors, going up and down the stairs, and always heard them say goodbye in Japanese. At that time, my company was in Xuhui, not far away, the MRT can be directly reached, from Shuicheng Road. Xujiahui, but twenty minutes, so I never rushed to work. The Japanese man next door always went out with a briefcase and a briefcase. When I saw that I couldn’t help but say, "Hey, hey." He smiled very sincerely, but I always looked at him with deep hatred, even There was no response at all. By the next day, he suddenly changed his stupid Chinese and said hello to me.

"Early injury is good."

"Hello." Although I still have to die, I was really infected by his enthusiasm and had to respond.

In this way, we became friends in the morning to greet each other. Sometimes we will meet when we get home from work. He said that he is called Fujii. I said that I only know Fujii Shu. In the movie of Iwai Shunji, it is played by Kashihara. Maybe he didn't understand too much, but he always laughed and then nodded, yes, yes. I don't think you understand it. I shook my head and promised to be awkward, but I am not respecting the international friends and maintaining the qualities that the Chinese should have.

One day he came knocking at the door and said, my wife and I, eating, and you, thinking.

Although this order is a bit weird, I think I understand. At that time, I had already burned the water in the instant noodles. I originally wanted to refuse it, but looking at his begging eyes, I swallowed the words of rejection.

When I stepped into their home, I suddenly didn't know where to put my feet. The whole house was neat and tidy like a board room. Her wife also said in Chinese: "Hello, please come in." I am a little helpless. It's extraordinarily unnatural. Maybe I didn't have any contact with the Japanese, and I didn't feel good enough, so I just sat there in a sloppy way, and even wanted to find a reason to go home.

The table is full of typical Japanese cuisine, exquisitely small and beautiful in color. Fujii said: "Duo Zuo." Then made a gesture of eating, I was embarrassed to nod, then heard him ask: "Are you alone?" I nodded, he did not feel a word: "Stupid "I almost jumped up and said, "You are stupid, how is your fucking?" At this time his wife seemed to notice my face and immediately explained: "Sabishi is lonely." I like The letter looked at her unbelief, and did not want to be ignorant, and did not show too much arrogance.

His wife turned out to be a product manager who docked with Chinese customers, so Chinese is better. Although it is not fluent, basically there is no problem in communication. Instead, it is Fujii. He said two or three sentences. I always misunderstood what it meant, and then simply When I ate my head, Mrs. Fujii suddenly said, I think you are not always happy.

I looked up at her and said, "Is there? No."

It was a very difficult period for me. I suffered from bottlenecks at work. No matter how I did it, I didn’t seem to be recognized by my superiors. Even if I wanted to make something different, I would be counterproductive and self-defeating. Sometimes I face a bunch of things, so I can do it at 90 o'clock in the evening. I only have one person left in the office. I only noticed my girlfriend’s missed calls and newsletters on the way home. Going back can only cause more quarrels. Happy, scattered, lying on the sofa, motionless, unhappy, TV with a bloody blind date program, those successful men standing on the stage waiting for the women to turn on the lights, and people like me It is estimated that there is no qualification for being selected there.

How can I be happy?

One day, I went downstairs and met Mrs. Fujii. I came back from the grocery store and saw me. I also greeted me with enthusiasm. I nodded casually and heard Mrs. Fujii say, "Do not be unhappy, otherwise you will spend money." At that time, I first A glimpse, then looking at her, she laughed and said: "I am not kidding, so hurry up."

I didn't take Mrs. Fujii's words seriously. I lost my wallet on the same day. I called the banks to freeze the account and then went to the police station to reissue the ID card. It was especially tired on that day. When I went home, my girlfriend called. Come, ask me what I did on weekends. I said that I didn't do it. She asked why she didn't call her. I didn't want to say that the mood was still bad enough. I simply hung up the phone. She sent a message and said, "You are like this again, I really can't be with you." I replied faintly, then break up. After about half an hour, my girlfriend sent a message and said, "You have changed a lot these days. If you really feel tired, then we will separate, but I am going to buy the house with you, I want to get it back."

I looked at the screen of the mobile phone for a long time, and finally returned a sentence, ok.

That night, I was so sleepy that I suddenly remembered the words that Mrs. Fujii said. I thought about it and decided to go to her the next day. Because of the retreat, I happened to have time to knock on the door of Fujii’s house, and her husband had already gone to work. She saw that I was standing at her door and was surprised. I said, "Can you talk to you?"

Perhaps because of the time of work, there are very few cafes. Mrs. Fujii is sitting across from me. She is a very dignified woman. Although she doesn’t know the age, she looks really young. She was wearing a white gauze coat that day. Like a woman who has been married for several years

"What does it mean for Mrs. Fujii to say that people who are not happy are spending money?"

"Ah, Mr. Gao, have you been thinking about this problem?"

“At first, I didn’t take it seriously, but there have been some things happening recently.”

"Oh, this way, my sentence that day was actually told by my husband."

"How?" I looked at her curiously.

She smiled and took a sip of coffee, and said in a hurry: "Before I lived in Fukuoka with my husband, we just graduated from college, although not a good university like Waseda or Dongda, but always It’s not bad, but it’s still difficult to find a suitable job after graduation. At that time, my husband and I couldn’t be too good. I was eating fast-food noodles all the time. It was very hard, but full of complaints. The most important thing was me. If I don't go down, my husband said that if you are not happy, you have to pay the money. I started thinking that he was joking. As a result, when I went out the next day, I went to the interview because of the fire. The result was not ideal. I was very annoyed when I went home. If there is no instant noodles at home, I will take the bus to the nearby supermarket, but you know, I went out and locked the door, and when I got home, things were stolen."

"Really bad."

"Yes, that day, I stood at the door with a bag of instant noodles, my heart was numb, and the money was gone. When my husband came back, I was crying for an hour. He didn't yell at me, just told me. Look, if you are not happy, you have to pay the money."

"Your gentleman is like a philosopher."

"No, he also heard from others, but that day, he held me and said, it is better, just don't look for a job, go to Ueno Park to see cherry blossoms." She smiled, "I don't want to say it is impossible." However, when I was standing in Ueno Park with me, I suddenly felt that things were not so bad. The gentleman said, if you continue to be unhappy, you will pay more money. God likes to find unhappy. People charged, maybe they really believed it at the time. They always felt that if they continued to be unhappy, more serious things would happen. Plus, the cherry blossoms were really beautiful that day. After going back, the mood was different. It was strange. However, this is really the case. If I originally cast ten resumes, I would change 20 of them. The place that I was originally hated should try not to show it next time. It didn’t take long for me and Mr. to receive the company’s invitation letter.”

"I also lost money yesterday." I bowed my head.

"Yeah, this is really the case. I still have some friends. When they are unhappy, they can't help but buy things, or hurt themselves. In the end, they will have to spend money to solve them. After a long time, I think this sentence is It makes sense."

Because I am not happy, things are worse than originally expected. I don’t raise my salary. Instead, I am deducted because I am not in a bad mood, and my girlfriend’s planned future is immediately disrupted. Even if I don’t pay attention, I will lose things. Going in a very unfavorable direction.

I called my girlfriend to meet in People's Square. We haven't seen each other for a long time. I almost couldn't recognize her. She looked at me with a black face and said, "What do you call me out?" I said, "Nothing." Let's sit down." I handed her a cup of bought milk tea. She didn't seem so angry. Then we chatted for a day and talked about the other party we didn't seem to have talked for a long time. What qualifications did she test? Where did I go and what people I met, I have missed so many things. The weather was very good that day, maybe like Mrs. Fujii said, I suddenly felt that my mood was not so bad.

Fujii suddenly knocked at the door of my house and handed me a thing like a kit. He said that this is a defensive, hoping to bless me up smoothly. At the end, like her wife said, with a lame Chinese and me. Say, not happy, it costs money. I laughed in an instant.

It’s strange to say that from that day on, I seem to have started transshipment. Someone called and said that I got my wallet. Because there is my business card inside, he simply sent it to the company downstairs, and the previous leader went to the Philippines, newcomer. The leader saw the plan that I had been smashed before, and I actually picked it up again, and my girlfriend and I returned to good. We also decided to get married at the end of the year.

When I woke up in the morning, I suddenly heard the sound of the next door. I opened the door and saw that the Fujii couple were moving. "Are you this?"

"We have to go back to Japan."

"Ah, how fast?"

"Yes, it has been more than a year since I came to China. My husband moved to work, so I can't stay."

"Hey, just getting familiar."

At this time, Mr. Fujii rushed up and said, "You are a good person, happy."

I laughed at Mr. Fujii, and Mr. Fujii said, "You laugh, look good, don't, bitter face." Mrs. Fujii followed closely and said, "All happiness is free, isn't it?"

For a long time, I thought that when I opened the door in the morning, I could see Mr. Fujii’s sincere smile and the good morning of the sentence, but except for me in the stairwell, there was only sunshine from the top round window.