Humiliation is an invisible force

Humiliation is an invisible force <br /> text / cloth coarse food
In 2001, Dongguan City was full of migrant workers everywhere. Just one stop on the street, more than 70% of the people in the black pressure were outsiders. In those years of overworked labor, weak wage earners can only slaughter and exploit the surplus value. In the small factory building, the crowds were surging, and the machine roared to the depths of the night and refused to give up.
In this year, I moved from Shenzhen to Dongguan to seek a "high salary" job. I had an appointment with a technical secondary school student to meet at the Qishi Town Bus Station. I felt that there was no fear of this, and I still had a delight in my heart. I graduated from an electrician major. This time I asked my classmate to ask for an electrician's job. The salary was about 1,200 yuan, which was very good at that time. I think that through this kind of counterpart work, you can improve yourself, you can get a skill, and you will have a foothold in the workers in the future.
When I came to the Xiesen Electronics Factory in Qishi Town with my classmates, the head of the electrician department called me to take the test. I carefully knocked on the door of the supervisor and said softly: "I am a new employee, I want to be a member of the company. Of course, I am not coming for treatment, but to learn more practical knowledge..."
The voice did not fall, the supervisor smiled contemptuously: "On you, more knowledge? What diploma do you have? Which year graduated, do you have an electrician experience?"
I resisted the grievances and thought about it: "The comrade in charge, I just graduated soon, but I have already got the electrician title because of my efforts. I also went to many units for internships, and also with those motors, circuit boards, fitters, The welder has been in contact with a lot."
"Hey! People who come to the exams say so. I have been doing it for 12 years, what kind of green onion you are! Today, I will give you the position of a diligent person for the sake of the old staff. Love does not do it! Long!" The supervisor's tone is more rude.
I was both angry and restless. I still smiled and looked at the electrical components on the supervisor's desk. "You asked me to assemble an electrical component in the electrician's room, okay? I will assemble several types of electrical appliances. Just like in the factory. I have disassembled the radios I have produced several times..." I believe that I have this ability, because it is an indispensable course for school internships.
"Let's go, let's go, go to the doorman and get your work card and meal card. Do your handyman, like a meal..." The supervisor interrupted me impatiently, and the latter words were very low. But I still hear very clearly.
Originally, I was going to leave there, but my classmates kept staying, and I promised to try it first and then plan.
"Hurry up and fix the street lights upstairs." The supervisor ordered me.
"Is it not time to get off work? I have been working for more than 12 hours." I dragged my tired voice.
"What, dare to talk back! Deduct your salary, it is rare." It is such a rude words.
For a few days, I was arranged to work overtime and work overtime, plus a bunch of humiliation and embarrassment. I havetily left without even a few days of work. I really can't imagine how my classmates are going to be here.
After returning home, I decided to look for opportunities in the county. He has been engaged in car driving, small vegetable sales, Yancoal transshipment, construction hard work... Finally, he went to a government department for public service. Although the expertise of the electrician is no longer used, the days are busy and tired, but every time I think of the humiliation that happened in Dongguan, I will start to work. In any case, I must live with dignity. Well, even the humble labor is better than the humiliation.
Life is like climbing a mountain, but finding a way out is a learning process. We should learn to be stable and calm in this process and learn how to find life from panic. I remember that Xi Murong said something like this. This sentence has evolved into the power of finding life from humiliation in my heart. Because the humiliating power accompanied me to start a career, inspired me to re-learn many skills and find the direction of life.
Think about it, we walked out of the school's pure school gate, facing a variety of social life, it is like facing a huge stone, we only constantly tap it, constantly changing the angle, changing the method to hit it, although along the way There are many people who laugh at our lack of work experience and humiliate us. When we turn shame into a force, one day we will knock on that huge stone.
2011-12-27